Lectures 11, 12, and 13
Saintliness
The last lecture left us in a state of expectancy. What may the practical fruits for life have been, of such movingly happy conversions as those we heard of? With this question the really important part of our task opens, for you remember that we began all this empirical inquiry not merely to open a curious chapter in the natural history of human consciousness, but rather to attain a spiritual judgment as to the total value and positive meaning of all the religious trouble and happiness which we have seen. We must, therefore, first describe the fruits of the religious life, and then we must judge them. This divides our inquiry into two distinct parts. Let us without further preamble proceed to the descriptive task.
The last lecture left us waiting for an answer. What practical effects on life might those movingly happy conversions have had? With this question, we begin the most important part of our task. You will remember why we began this inquiry based on experience. We wanted not merely to explore a curious chapter in the natural history of human consciousness. We wanted to make a spiritual judgment about the overall value and positive meaning of all the religious suffering and happiness we have seen. So we must first describe the fruits of religious life, and then judge them. This divides our inquiry into two distinct parts. Let us begin the description without further introduction.
It ought to be the pleasantest portion of our business in these lectures. Some small pieces of it, it is true, may be painful, or may show human nature in a pathetic light, but it will be mainly pleasant, because the best fruits of religious experience are the best things that history has to show. They have always been esteemed so; here if anywhere is the genuinely strenuous life; and to call to mind a succession of such examples as I have lately had to wander through, though it has been only in the reading of them, is to feel encouraged and uplifted and washed in better moral air.
This should be the most enjoyable part of our work in these lectures. Some small parts, it is true, may be painful or show human nature in a pitiable light. But it will be mostly enjoyable because the best fruits of religious experience are the best things history has to show. They have always been regarded that way. Here, if anywhere, we find a truly strenuous life. I have recently explored a succession of such examples, though only by reading about them. Remembering them makes me feel encouraged and uplifted, as if I had breathed cleaner moral air.
The highest flights of charity, devotion, trust, patience, bravery to which the wings of human nature have spread themselves have been flown for religious ideals. I can do no better than quote, as to this, some remarks which Sainte-Beuve in his History of Port-Royal makes on the results of conversion or the state of grace.
The greatest heights of charity, devotion, trust, patience, and bravery that human nature has reached have been inspired by religious ideals. On this subject, I can do no better than quote some remarks by Sainte-Beuve from his History of Port-Royal. He discusses the results of conversion or the state of grace.
“Even from the purely human point of view,” Sainte-Beuve says, “the phenomenon of grace must still appear sufficiently extraordinary, eminent, and rare, both in its nature and in its effects, to deserve a closer study. For the soul arrives thereby at a certain fixed and invincible state, a state which is genuinely heroic, and from out of which the greatest deeds which it ever performs are executed. Through all the different forms of communion, and all the diversity of the means which help to produce this state, whether it be reached by a jubilee, by a general confession, by a solitary prayer and effusion, whatever in short be the place and the occasion, it is easy to recognize that it is fundamentally one state in spirit and in fruits. Penetrate a little beneath the diversity of circumstances, and it becomes evident that in Christians of different epochs it is always one and the same modification by which they are affected: there is veritably a single fundamental and identical spirit of piety and charity, common to those who have received grace; an inner state which before all things is one of love and humility, of infinite confidence in God, and of severity for one's self, accompanied with tenderness for others. The fruits peculiar to this condition of the soul have the same savor in all, under distant suns and in different surroundings, in Saint Teresa of Avila just as in any Moravian brother of Herrnhut.”
“Even from a purely human point of view,” Sainte-Beuve says, “grace must still appear extraordinary, remarkable, and rare enough to deserve closer study. This is true both of its nature and of its effects. Through grace, the soul reaches a firm and unconquerable state that is truly heroic. It is from this state that the soul performs its greatest deeds. Communion takes many forms, and many different means help bring about this state. It may be reached through a jubilee, a general confession, or a solitary prayer and outpouring of feeling. Whatever the place or occasion, it is easy to recognize the same underlying state in its spirit and its fruits. “Look a little beneath the different circumstances, and the same change appears in Christians of different eras. Those who have received grace truly share one fundamental spirit of devotion and charity. Above all, their inner state is one of love and humility, infinite trust in God, and strictness with themselves, accompanied by tenderness toward others. The fruits of this state of soul have the same flavor in everyone, under distant suns and in different surroundings. They are the same in Saint Teresa of Avila as in any Moravian brother of Herrnhut.”
Sainte-Beuve: Port-Royal, vol. i. pp. 95 and 106, abridged.
Sainte-Beuve has here only the more eminent instances of regeneration in mind, and these are of course the instructive ones for us also to consider. These devotees have often laid their course so differently from other men that, judging them by worldly law, we might be tempted to call them monstrous aberrations from the path of nature. I begin, therefore, by asking a general psychological question as to what the inner conditions are which may make one human character differ so extremely from another.
Sainte-Beuve has in mind only the most prominent cases of regeneration. Of course, these are also the most instructive cases for us to consider. These devotees have often led lives so different from those of other people that we might judge them by worldly standards as monstrous departures from nature’s path. I begin, therefore, with a general psychological question. What inner conditions may cause one person’s character to differ so greatly from another’s?
I reply at once that where the character, as something distinguished from the intellect, is concerned, the causes of human diversity lie chiefly in our differing susceptibilities of emotional excitement, and in the different impulses and inhibitions which these bring in their train. Let me make this more clear.
I answer at once that character is different from intellect. As for character, human differences arise chiefly from how easily our emotions are aroused and from the different impulses and inhibitions that follow. Let me explain this more clearly.
Speaking generally, our moral and practical attitude, at any given time, is always a resultant of two sets of forces within us, impulses pushing us one way and obstructions and inhibitions holding us back. “Yes! yes!” say the impulses; “No! no!” say the inhibitions. Few people who have not expressly reflected on the matter realize how constantly this factor of inhibition is upon us, how it contains and moulds us by its restrictive pressure almost as if we were fluids pent within the cavity of a jar. The influence is so incessant that it becomes subconscious. All of you, for example, sit here with a certain constraint at this moment, and entirely without express consciousness of the fact, because of the influence of the occasion. If left alone in the room, each of you would probably involuntarily rearrange himself, and make his attitude more “free and easy.” But proprieties and their inhibitions snap like cobwebs if any great emotional excitement supervenes. I have seen a dandy appear in the street with his face covered with shaving-lather because a house across the way was on fire; and a woman will run among strangers in her nightgown if it be a question of saving her baby's life or her own. Take a self-indulgent woman's life in general. She will yield to every inhibition set by her disagreeable sensations, lie late in bed, live upon tea or bromides, keep indoors from the cold. Every difficulty finds her obedient to its “no.” But make a mother of her, and what have you? Possessed by maternal excitement, she now confronts wakefulness, weariness, and toil without an instant of hesitation or a word of complaint. The inhibitive power of pain over her is extinguished wherever the baby's interests are at stake. The inconveniences which this creature occasions have become, as James Hinton says, the glowing heart of a great joy, and indeed are now the very conditions whereby the joy becomes most deep.
Generally speaking, our moral and practical attitude at any moment results from two sets of forces within us. Impulses push us one way, while obstacles and inhibitions hold us back. “Yes! yes!” say the impulses. “No! no!” say the inhibitions. Few people who have not thought about the matter realize how constantly inhibition affects us. Its restricting pressure contains and shapes us, almost as if we were liquids confined inside a jar. Its influence is so constant that it becomes subconscious. For example, all of you are sitting here with some restraint right now. Because of the occasion, you are entirely unaware of that restraint. If left alone in the room, each of you would probably shift position involuntarily and become more “free and easy.” But when strong emotion takes over, social rules and their inhibitions snap like cobwebs. I have seen a dandy appear in the street with shaving lather covering his face because a house across the street was on fire. And a woman will run among strangers in her nightgown if she must save her baby's life or her own. Consider the life of a self-indulgent woman in general. She will give in to every inhibition caused by unpleasant feelings. She will stay in bed late, live on tea or bromides, and stay indoors to avoid the cold. She obeys the “no” of every difficulty. But make her a mother, and what do you find? Driven by the excitement of motherhood, she now faces sleeplessness, weariness, and hard work without a moment's hesitation or a word of complaint. Pain no longer has the power to hold her back whenever her baby's interests are at stake. As James Hinton says, the inconveniences caused by this little creature have become the glowing heart of a great joy. Indeed, they are now the very conditions that make the joy deepest.
This is an example of what you have already heard of as the “expulsive power of a higher affection.” But be the affection high or low, it makes no difference, so long as the excitement it brings be strong enough. In one of Henry Drummond's discourses he tells of an inundation in India where an eminence with a bungalow upon it remained unsubmerged, and became the refuge of a number of wild animals and reptiles in addition to the human beings who were there. At a certain moment a royal Bengal tiger appeared swimming towards it, reached it, and lay panting like a dog upon the ground in the midst of the people, still possessed by such an agony of terror that one of the Englishmen could calmly step up with a rifle and blow out its brains. The tiger's habitual ferocity was temporarily quelled by the emotion of fear, which became sovereign, and formed a new centre for his character.
This is an example of what you have already heard called the “expulsive power of a higher affection.” But it makes no difference whether the affection is high or low, as long as the excitement it brings is strong enough. In one of his talks, Henry Drummond tells of a flood in India. A hill with a bungalow on it remained above water. A number of wild animals and reptiles took refuge there, alongside the people already on the hill. At one point, a royal Bengal tiger appeared, swimming toward the hill. It reached the hill and lay on the ground among the people, panting like a dog. The tiger was still so overcome with terror that one of the Englishmen could calmly step forward with a rifle and blow its brains out. The tiger’s usual ferocity was temporarily subdued by fear. Fear had taken control and formed a new center for the tiger’s character.
Sometimes no emotional state is sovereign, but many contrary ones are mixed together. In that case one hears both “yeses” and “noes,” and the “will” is called on then to solve the conflict. Take a soldier, for example, with his dread of cowardice impelling him to advance, his fears impelling him to run, and his propensities to imitation pushing him towards various courses if his comrades offer various examples. His person becomes the seat of a mass of interferences; and he may for a time simply waver, because no one emotion prevails. There is a pitch of intensity, though, which, if any emotion reach it, enthrones that one as alone effective and sweeps its antagonists and all their inhibitions away. The fury of his comrades' charge, once entered on, will give this pitch of courage to the soldier; the panic of their rout will give this pitch of fear. In these sovereign excitements, things ordinarily impossible grow natural because the inhibitions are annulled. Their “no! no!” not only is not heard, it does not exist. Obstacles are then like tissue-paper hoops to the circus rider—no impediment; the flood is higher than the dam they make. “Lass sie betteln gehn wenn sie hungrig sind!” cries the grenadier, frantic over his Emperor's capture, when his wife and babes are suggested; and men pent into a burning theatre have been known to cut their way through the crowd with knives.
Sometimes no single emotional state dominates. Instead, many opposing emotions are mixed together. In that case, one hears both “yeses” and “noes,” and the “will” is called on to resolve the conflict. Take a soldier, for example. His dread of cowardice urges him forward, while his fears urge him to run. His tendency to imitate others also pushes him in different directions if his comrades set different examples. Conflicting impulses fill him, and he may simply waver for a time because no one emotion prevails. Yet any emotion can reach a pitch of intensity that makes it the only effective force. It then sweeps away its opponents and all their restraints. Once his comrades begin a furious charge, they can raise the soldier's courage to that pitch. Their panic in a rout can raise his fear to the same pitch. In such overpowering excitement, things ordinarily impossible become natural because the restraints disappear. Their “no! no!” is not merely unheard. It does not exist. Obstacles then offer no more resistance than tissue-paper hoops to a circus rider. The flood has risen higher than the dam they form. “Lass sie betteln gehn wenn sie hungrig sind!” cries the grenadier, frantic over his Emperor's capture, when someone mentions his wife and children. And men trapped in a burning theatre have been known to cut their way through the crowd with knives.
“ ‘Love would not be love,’ says Bourget, ‘unless it could carry one to crime.’ And so one may say that no passion would be a veritable passion unless it could carry one to crime.” (Sighele: Psychologie des Sectes, p. 136.) In other words, strong passions override the usual restraints imposed by “conscience.” Conversely, consider all the criminals who actually live, the deceitful, cowardly, sensual, or cruel people. Perhaps not one has a criminal impulse that another emotion could not overpower at some moment. The person must also be capable of that emotion, and it must be intense enough. Fear is usually the most readily available emotion for this purpose among such people. It takes the place of conscience and may appropriately be called a “higher affection.” If we are about to die, or believe a day of judgment is near, how quickly we put our moral house in order! We cannot see how sin could ever tempt us again. Old-fashioned hell-fire Christianity knew well how to draw from fear its full harvest of repentance and its full power to bring about conversion.
One mode of emotional excitability is exceedingly important in the composition of the energetic character, from its peculiarly destructive power over inhibitions. I mean what in its lower form is mere irascibility, susceptibility to wrath, the fighting temper; and what in subtler ways manifests itself as impatience, grimness, earnestness, severity of character. Earnestness means willingness to live with energy, though energy bring pain. The pain may be pain to other people or pain to one's self—it makes little difference; for when the strenuous mood is on one, the aim is to break something, no matter whose or what. Nothing annihilates an inhibition as irresistibly as anger does it; for, as Moltke says of war, destruction pure and simple is its essence. This is what makes it so invaluable an ally of every other passion. The sweetest delights are trampled on with a ferocious pleasure the moment they offer themselves as checks to a cause by which our higher indignations are elicited. It costs then nothing to drop friendships, to renounce long-rooted privileges and possessions, to break with social ties. Rather do we take a stern joy in the astringency and desolation; and what is called weakness of character seems in most cases to consist in the inaptitude for these sacrificial moods, of which one's own inferior self and its pet softnesses must often be the targets and the victims.
One kind of emotional excitability is extremely important in an energetic character. It has a remarkable power to destroy inhibitions. In its simpler form, I mean irritability, a tendency to anger, or a fighting spirit. In subtler forms, it appears as impatience, grimness, earnestness, or severity of character. Earnestness means being willing to live energetically, even when energy brings pain. The pain may fall on others or on oneself. That makes little difference. In a determined mood, the aim is to break something, regardless of whose it is or what it is. Nothing destroys an inhibition as irresistibly as anger does. For anger, like war in Moltke’s words, is essentially pure destruction. This makes anger an invaluable ally to every other passion. We trample on even the sweetest pleasures with fierce delight when they threaten to hinder a cause that arouses our higher indignation. Then it costs us nothing to abandon friendships, give up long-held privileges and possessions, or break social ties. Instead, we take a stern joy in the harshness and desolation. In most cases, what we call weakness of character seems to consist in an inability to enter these sacrificial moods. Our own lower selves and their cherished comforts must often be the targets and victims of these moods.
Example: Benjamin Constant often drew amazement as an extraordinary example of superior intelligence paired with inferior character. He writes (Journal, Paris, 1895, p. 56), “I am tossed and dragged about by my miserable weakness. Never was anything so ridiculous as my indecision. Now marriage, now solitude; now Germany, now France, hesitation upon hesitation, and all because at bottom I am unable to give up anything.” He can't “get mad” at any of his options. The career of a man troubled by such all-around agreeableness is hopeless.
So far I have spoken of temporary alterations produced by shifting excitements in the same person. But the relatively fixed differences of character of different persons are explained in a precisely similar way. In a man with a liability to a special sort of emotion, whole ranges of inhibition habitually vanish, which in other men remain effective, and other sorts of inhibition take their place. When a person has an inborn genius for certain emotions, his life differs strangely from that of ordinary people, for none of their usual deterrents check him. Your mere aspirant to a type of character, on the contrary, only shows, when your natural lover, fighter, or reformer, with whom the passion is a gift of nature, comes along, the hopeless inferiority of voluntary to instinctive action. He has deliberately to overcome his inhibitions; the genius with the inborn passion seems not to feel them at all; he is free of all that inner friction and nervous waste. To a Fox, a Garibaldi, a General Booth, a John Brown, a Louise Michel, a Bradlaugh, the obstacles omnipotent over those around them are as if non-existent. Could the rest of us so disregard them, there might be many such heroes, for many have the wish to live for similar ideals, and only the adequate degree of inhibition-quenching fury is lacking.
So far, I have discussed temporary changes caused by shifting emotional excitements in the same person. But the relatively fixed differences in character between people are explained in exactly the same way. A person prone to a particular kind of emotion habitually loses whole ranges of inhibitions that remain effective in others. Other kinds of inhibition take their place. When a person has an inborn genius for certain emotions, his life differs strangely from that of ordinary people. None of their usual deterrents hold him back. By contrast, someone who merely aspires to a type of character reveals how hopelessly inferior voluntary action is to instinctive action. This becomes clear when a natural lover, fighter, or reformer comes along, whose passion is a gift of nature. The aspirant must deliberately overcome his inhibitions. The genius with an inborn passion seems not to feel those inhibitions at all. He is free from all that inner friction and waste of nervous energy. For a Fox, a Garibaldi, a General Booth, a John Brown, a Louise Michel, or a Bradlaugh, obstacles that completely overpower those around them might as well not exist. If the rest of us could disregard those obstacles as they do, there might be many such heroes. For many people wish to live for similar ideals. They lack only enough fury to extinguish their inhibitions.
The great thing that heightened excitability gives is courage. Having more or less courage can make a person, and a life, entirely different. Various kinds of excitement can release courage. Trusting hope can do it. So can an inspiring example, love, or anger. Some people naturally have so much courage that the mere presence of danger releases it. Yet danger prevents most people from acting. In such people, “Love of adventure” becomes a ruling passion. “I believe,” says General Skobeleff, “that my bravery is simply the passion and at the same time the contempt of danger. The risk of life fills me with an exaggerated rapture. The fewer there are to share it, the more I like it. The participation of my body in the event is required to furnish me an adequate excitement. Everything intellectual appears to me to be reflex; but a meeting of man to man, a duel, a danger into which I can throw myself headforemost, attracts me, moves me, intoxicates me. I am crazy for it, I love it, I adore it. I run after danger as one runs after women; I wish it never to stop. Were it always the same, it would always bring me a new pleasure. When I throw myself into an adventure in which I hope to find it, my heart palpitates with the uncertainty; I could wish at once to have it appear and yet to delay. A sort of painful and delicious shiver shakes me; my entire nature runs to meet the peril with an impetus that my will would in vain try to resist.” (Juliette Adam: Le Général Skobeleff, Nouvelle Revue, 1886, abridged.) Skobeleff seems to have been a cruel egoist. But the unselfish Garibaldi, if we can judge by his “Memorie,” lived in a constant state of similar danger-seeking excitement.
The difference between willing and merely wishing, between having ideals that are creative and ideals that are but pinings and regrets, thus depends solely either on the amount of steam-pressure chronically driving the character in the ideal direction, or on the amount of ideal excitement transiently acquired. Given a certain amount of love, indignation, generosity, magnanimity, admiration, loyalty, or enthusiasm of self-surrender, the result is always the same. That whole raft of cowardly obstructions, which in tame persons and dull moods are sovereign impediments to action, sinks away at once. Our conventionality, our shyness, laziness, and stinginess, our demands for precedent and permission, for guarantee and surety, our small suspicions, timidities, despairs, where are they now? Severed like cobwebs, broken like bubbles in the sun—
The difference between willing and merely wishing is the same as the difference between creative ideals and ideals that are only longings and regrets. It depends solely on how much steam pressure continually drives a person toward an ideal, or how much excitement about the ideal the person temporarily feels. Given enough love, indignation, generosity, magnanimity, admiration, loyalty, or enthusiasm for self-surrender, the result is always the same. The whole mass of cowardly obstacles immediately falls away. For timid people, and in dull moods, these obstacles are powerful barriers to action. Our conventionality, our shyness, laziness, and stinginess, our demands for precedent and permission, for guarantees and assurances, our petty suspicions, fears, and despair, where are they now? Cut apart like cobwebs, burst like bubbles in the sun.
See the case on p. 70 above. The writer describes his experiences of communion with the Divine as consisting “merely in the temporary obliteration of the conventionalities which usually cover my life.”
“Wo sind die Sorge nun und Noth Die mich noch gestern wollt' erschlaffen? Ich schäm' mich dess' im Morgenroth.”
“Where are the worries and troubles that threatened to wear me down just yesterday? In the morning light, I am ashamed of them.”
The flood we are borne on rolls them so lightly under that their very contact is unfelt. Set free of them, we float and soar and sing. This auroral openness and uplift gives to all creative ideal levels a bright and caroling quality, which is nowhere more marked than where the controlling emotion is religious. “The true monk,” writes an Italian mystic, “takes nothing with him but his lyre.”
The flood that carries us along sweeps them under so gently that we do not even feel them touch us. Free of them, we float, soar, and sing. This dawnlike openness and uplift gives all creative, ideal states a bright, songlike quality. This quality is nowhere more striking than when religious feeling is in control. “The true monk,” writes an Italian mystic, “takes nothing with him but his lyre.”
We may now turn from these psychological generalities to those fruits of the religious state which form the special subject of our present lecture. The man who lives in his religious centre of personal energy, and is actuated by spiritual enthusiasms, differs from his previous carnal self in perfectly definite ways. The new ardor which burns in his breast consumes in its glow the lower “noes” which formerly beset him, and keeps him immune against infection from the entire groveling portion of his nature. Magnanimities once impossible are now easy; paltry conventionalities and mean incentives once tyrannical hold no sway. The stone wall inside of him has fallen, the hardness in his heart has broken down. The rest of us can, I think, imagine this by recalling our state of feeling in those temporary “melting moods” into which either the trials of real life, or the theatre, or a novel sometimes throw us. Especially if we weep! For it is then as if our tears broke through an inveterate inner dam, and let all sorts of ancient peccancies and moral stagnancies drain away, leaving us now washed and soft of heart and open to every nobler leading. With most of us the customary hardness quickly returns, but not so with saintly persons. Many saints, even as energetic ones as Teresa and Loyola, have possessed what the church traditionally reveres as a special grace, the so-called gift of tears. In these persons the melting mood seems to have held almost uninterrupted control. And as it is with tears and melting moods, so it is with other exalted affections. Their reign may come by gradual growth or by a crisis; but in either case it may have “come to stay.”
We may now turn from these general observations about psychology to the fruits of the religious state. These fruits are the special subject of our present lecture. A man who lives from the religious center of his personal energy and is driven by spiritual enthusiasm differs from his former worldly self in definite ways. The new passion burning within him consumes the lower “noes” that once troubled him. It also protects him from the influence of everything base in his nature. Generous acts that were once impossible are now easy. Petty conventions and base motives that once ruled him no longer have any power over him. The stone wall inside him has fallen, and the hardness in his heart has broken down. The rest of us can, I think, imagine this change by recalling our own temporary “melting moods.” The trials of real life, a play, or a novel sometimes bring on such moods. This is especially true if we weep! It is then as if our tears broke through a long-standing inner dam. All kinds of old faults and moral stagnation seem to drain away. We are left cleansed, tenderhearted, and open to every nobler impulse. For most of us, our usual hardness quickly returns, but not for saintly people. Many saints, even those as energetic as Teresa and Loyola, have possessed the so-called gift of tears. The church traditionally reveres this gift as a special grace. In such people, the melting mood seems to have prevailed almost without interruption. The same is true of other exalted feelings. Their rule may come through gradual growth or through a crisis. But in either case, it may have “come to stay.”
At the end of the last lecture we saw this permanence to be true of the general paramountcy of the higher insight, even though in the ebbs of emotional excitement meaner motives might temporarily prevail and backsliding might occur. But that lower temptations may remain completely annulled, apart from transient emotion and as if by alteration of the man's habitual nature, is also proved by documentary evidence in certain cases. Before embarking on the general natural history of the regenerate character, let me convince you of this curious fact by one or two examples. The most numerous are those of reformed drunkards. You recollect the case of Mr. Hadley in the last lecture; the Jerry McAuley Water Street Mission abounds in similar instances. You also remember the graduate of Oxford, converted at three in the afternoon, and getting drunk in the hay-field the next day, but after that permanently cured of his appetite. “From that hour drink has had no terrors for me: I never touch it, never want it. The same thing occurred with my pipe, ... the desire for it went at once and has never returned. So with every known sin, the deliverance in each case being permanent and complete. I have had no temptations since conversion.”
At the end of the last lecture, we saw that the higher insight remains generally dominant. This remains true even though lower motives may temporarily prevail when emotional excitement fades, and a person may backslide. But documentary evidence also shows that, in certain cases, lower temptations may remain completely gone. This happens apart from any temporary emotion, as if the person’s habitual nature had changed. Before turning to the general natural history of the regenerate character, let me give one or two examples to convince you of this curious fact. The most numerous examples are reformed drunkards. You remember the case of Mr. Hadley from the last lecture. The Jerry McAuley Water Street Mission has many similar cases. You also remember the Oxford graduate who was converted at three in the afternoon. He got drunk in the hay-field the next day, but after that he was permanently cured of his desire for drink. “From that hour, drink has held no terror for me. I never touch it and never want it. The same thing happened with my pipe, ... the desire for it disappeared at once and has never returned. The same was true of every known sin. In each case, my deliverance was permanent and complete. I have had no temptations since my conversion.”
See above, p. 201. I have heard someone quote a doctor as saying, “The only radical remedy I know for dipsomania is religiomania.”
Here is an analogous case from Starbuck's manuscript collection:—
Here is a similar case from Starbuck's manuscript collection:
“I went into the old Adelphi Theatre, where there was a Holiness meeting, ... and I began saying, ‘Lord, Lord, I must have this blessing.’ Then what was to me an audible voice said: ‘Are you willing to give up everything to the Lord?’ and question after question kept coming up, to all of which I said: ‘Yes, Lord; yes, Lord!’ until this came: ‘Why do you not accept it now?’ and I said: ‘I do, Lord.’—I felt no particular joy, only a trust. Just then the meeting closed, and, as I went out on the street, I met a gentleman smoking a fine cigar, and a cloud of smoke came into my face, and I took a long, deep breath of it, and praise the Lord, all my appetite for it was gone. Then as I walked along the street, passing saloons where the fumes of liquor came out, I found that all my taste and longing for that accursed stuff was gone. Glory to God! ... [But] for ten or eleven long years [after that] I was in the wilderness with its ups and downs. My appetite for liquor never came back.”
“I went into the old Adelphi Theatre, where a Holiness meeting was taking place, ... and I began saying, ‘Lord, Lord, I must have this blessing.’ Then a voice that sounded audible to me said: ‘Are you willing to give up everything to the Lord?’ Question after question kept coming, and to all of them I said: ‘Yes, Lord; yes, Lord!’ Then came this question: ‘Why do you not accept it now?’ I said: ‘I do, Lord.’ I felt no particular joy, only trust. Just then the meeting ended. As I went out onto the street, I met a gentleman smoking a fine cigar. A cloud of smoke came into my face, and I took a long, deep breath of it. Praise the Lord, all my desire for it was gone. Then I walked along the street, passing saloons where the smell of liquor drifted out. I found that all my taste and longing for that cursed stuff was gone. Glory to God! ... [But] for ten or eleven long years [after that] I was in the wilderness, with its ups and downs. My desire for liquor never came back.”
The classic case of Colonel Gardiner is that of a man cured of sexual temptation in a single hour. To Mr. Spears the colonel said, “I was effectually cured of all inclination to that sin I was so strongly addicted to that I thought nothing but shooting me through the head could have cured me of it; and all desire and inclination to it was removed, as entirely as if I had been a sucking child; nor did the temptation return to this day.” Mr. Webster's words on the same subject are these: “One thing I have heard the colonel frequently say, that he was much addicted to impurity before his acquaintance with religion; but that, so soon as he was enlightened from above, he felt the power of the Holy Ghost changing his nature so wonderfully that his sanctification in this respect seemed more remarkable than in any other.”
The classic case of Colonel Gardiner is about a man cured of sexual temptation in a single hour. The colonel told Mr. Spears, “I was completely cured of all desire for the sin I had been so strongly addicted to. I had thought that nothing but shooting me through the head could have cured me of it. All desire and inclination for it disappeared, as completely as if I had been a nursing infant. The temptation has not returned to this day.” Mr. Webster said the following about the same subject: “I often heard the colonel say that he was much addicted to impurity before he came to know religion. But as soon as he was enlightened from above, he felt the Holy Ghost change his nature so wonderfully that his sanctification in this respect seemed more remarkable than in any other.”
Doddridge's Life of Colonel James Gardiner, London Religious Tract Society, pp. 23-32.
Such rapid abolition of ancient impulses and propensities reminds us so strongly of what has been observed as the result of hypnotic suggestion that it is difficult not to believe that subliminal influences play the decisive part in these abrupt changes of heart, just as they do in hypnotism. Suggestive therapeutics abound in records of cure, after a few sittings, of inveterate bad habits with which the patient, left to ordinary moral and physical influences, had struggled in vain. Both drunkenness and sexual vice have been cured in this way, action through the subliminal seeming thus in many individuals to have the prerogative of inducing relatively stable change. If the grace of God miraculously operates, it probably operates through the subliminal door, then. But just how anything operates in this region is still unexplained, and we shall do well now to say good-by to the process of transformation altogether,—leaving it, if you like, a good deal of a psychological or theological mystery,—and to turn our attention to the fruits of the religious condition, no matter in what way they may have been produced.
The sudden disappearance of long-standing impulses and tendencies strongly resembles what has been observed after hypnotic suggestion. It is hard not to believe that subliminal influences play the decisive role in these sudden changes of heart, just as they do in hypnotism. Records of treatment through suggestion include many cases of deeply rooted bad habits cured after a few sessions. Left to ordinary moral and physical influences, the patients had struggled against these habits in vain. Both drunkenness and sexual vice have been cured this way. Action through the subliminal therefore seems to have a special power to bring relatively stable change in many people. If the grace of God works miracles, then it probably works through the subliminal door. But just how anything works in this region remains unexplained. So we would do well to leave the process of transformation behind altogether. If you like, we can leave it as largely a psychological or theological mystery. Instead, let us turn our attention to the fruits of the religious condition, however they may have been produced.
Here is an example from Starbuck's book. A “sensory automatism” quickly achieved what prayers and resolutions could not. The subject is a woman. She writes: “When I was about forty I tried to quit smoking, but the desire was on me, and had me in its power. I cried and prayed and promised God to quit, but could not. I had smoked for fifteen years. When I was fifty-three, as I sat by the fire one day smoking, a voice came to me. I did not hear it with my ears, but more as a dream or sort of double think. It said, ‘Louisa, lay down smoking.’ At once I replied, ‘Will you take the desire away?’ But it only kept saying: ‘Louisa, lay down smoking.’ Then I got up, laid my pipe on the mantel-shelf, and never smoked again or had any desire to. The desire was gone as though I had never known it or touched tobacco. The sight of others smoking and the smell of smoke never gave me the least wish to touch it again.” The Psychology of Religion, p. 142.
Professor Starbuck describes the complete destruction of old influences in physiological terms. He calls it a severing of the connection between higher and lower brain centres. “This condition,” he says, “in which the association-centres connected with the spiritual life are cut off from the lower, is often reflected in the way correspondents describe their experiences.... For example: ‘Temptations from without still assail me, but there is nothing within to respond to them.’ The ego [here] is wholly identified with the higher centres, whose quality of feeling is that of withinness. Another of the respondents says: ‘Since then, although Satan tempts me, there is as it were a wall of brass around me, so that his darts cannot touch me.’ ”
Unquestionably, functional separations of this kind must occur in the brain. But as far as introspection can tell us, their cause is simply the degree of spiritual excitement. It finally becomes so intense and strong that it rules the person. And we must frankly admit that we do not know exactly why or how this dominance arises in one person and not another. Mechanical analogies can only give our imagination a certain deceptive help.
For example, we might think of the human mind, with its different possible states of balance, as a many-sided solid. The solid has different surfaces on which it can rest flat. We might then compare mental revolutions to the physical revolutions of such a body. Suppose a lever pries it up from a position where it rests on surface A. For a time, it will remain unsteady halfway up. If the lever stops pushing, the continued pull of gravity will make it tumble back or “relapse.” But if the body finally rotates far enough for its centre of gravity to move completely beyond surface A, it will fall over onto another surface, say surface B, and remain there permanently. The pulls of gravity toward A have vanished and can now be ignored. The polyhedron has become immune to further attraction from that direction.
In this analogy, the lever may represent the emotional influences working toward a new life. The initial pull of gravity may represent the old drawbacks and inhibitions. As long as the emotional influence fails to reach a certain level of effectiveness, the changes it produces are unstable. The person then relapses into the original attitude. But when the new emotion reaches a certain intensity, a critical point is passed. An irreversible revolution then follows, equivalent to the creation of a new nature.
The collective name for the ripe fruits of religion in a character is Saintliness. The saintly character is the character for which spiritual emotions are the habitual centre of the personal energy; and there is a certain composite photograph of universal saintliness, the same in all religions, of which the features can easily be traced.
Saintliness is the collective name for the mature fruits of religion in a person’s character. In a saintly character, spiritual emotions are the usual center of personal energy. And across all religions, there is a shared composite picture of saintliness whose features are easy to trace.
I use this word even though it sometimes has a hint of “sanctimoniousness.” No other word suggests as well the exact combination of feelings the text goes on to describe.
“It will be found,” says Dr. W. R. Inge (in his lectures on Christian Mysticism, London, 1899, p. 326), “that men of preëminent saintliness agree very closely in what they tell us. They tell us that they have arrived at an unshakable conviction, not based on inference but on immediate experience, that God is a spirit with whom the human spirit can hold intercourse; that in him meet all that they can imagine of goodness, truth, and beauty; that they can see his footprints everywhere in nature, and feel his presence within them as the very life of their life, so that in proportion as they come to themselves they come to him. They tell us what separates us from him and from happiness is, first, self-seeking in all its forms; and, secondly, sensuality in all its forms; that these are the ways of darkness and death, which hide from us the face of God; while the path of the just is like a shining light, which shineth more and more unto the perfect day.”
They are these:—
They are these:
1. A feeling of being in a wider life than that of this world's selfish little interests; and a conviction, not merely intellectual, but as it were sensible, of the existence of an Ideal Power. In Christian saintliness this power is always personified as God; but abstract moral ideals, civic or patriotic utopias, or inner visions of holiness or right may also be felt as the true lords and enlargers of our life, in ways which I described in the lecture on the Reality of the Unseen.
1. A feeling that one belongs to a life wider than this world's selfish little interests. It also includes a conviction that an Ideal Power exists, not just as an intellectual idea but as something almost tangible. In Christian saintliness, this power is always personified as God. But abstract moral ideals, civic or patriotic utopias, or inner visions of holiness or right may also be felt as the true rulers and enlargers of our lives. I described these ways of feeling in the lecture on the Reality of the Unseen.
The “enthusiasm of humanity” may lead to a life that resembles Christian saintliness in many respects. Consider these rules proposed to members of the Union pour l'Action morale, in the Bulletin de l'Union, April 1-15, 1894. See also Revue Bleue, August 13, 1892. “We would make known in our own persons the usefulness of rule, of discipline, of resignation and renunciation; we would teach the necessary perpetuity of suffering, and explain the creative part which it plays. We would wage war upon false optimism; on the base hope of happiness coming to us ready made; on the notion of a salvation by knowledge alone, or by material civilization alone, vain symbol as this is of civilization, precarious external arrangement, ill-fitted to replace the intimate union and consent of souls. We would wage war also on bad morals, whether in public or in private life; on luxury, fastidiousness, and over-refinement; on all that tends to increase the painful, immoral, and anti-social multiplication of our wants; on all that excites envy and dislike in the soul of the common people, and confirms the notion that the chief end of life is freedom to enjoy. We would preach by our example the respect of superiors and equals, the respect of all men; affectionate simplicity in our relations with inferiors and insignificant persons; indulgence where our own claims only are concerned, but firmness in our demands where they relate to duties towards others or towards the public. “For the common people are what we help them to become; their vices are our vices, gazed upon, envied, and imitated; and if they come back with all their weight upon us, it is but just.”
2. A sense of the friendly continuity of the ideal power with our own life, and a willing self-surrender to its control.
2. A sense that the ideal power is friendly and connected to our own lives, and a willingness to surrender to its control.
3. An immense elation and freedom, as the outlines of the confining selfhood melt down.
3. An immense sense of joy and freedom, as the boundaries of the confining self melt away.
4. A shifting of the emotional centre towards loving and harmonious affections, towards “yes, yes” and away from “no,” where the claims of the non-ego are concerned.
4. A shift in emotional focus toward loving and harmonious feelings. It means saying “yes, yes” rather than “no” to the demands of others and the world outside oneself.
These fundamental inner conditions have characteristic practical consequences, as follows:—
These basic inner conditions have the following characteristic effects in practice:
a. Asceticism.—The self-surrender may become so passionate as to turn into self-immolation. It may then so overrule the ordinary inhibitions of the flesh that the saint finds positive pleasure in sacrifice and asceticism, measuring and expressing as they do the degree of his loyalty to the higher power.
a. Asceticism. Self-surrender may become so passionate that it turns into self-immolation. It may then overcome the body’s normal resistance so completely that the saint takes pleasure in sacrifice and asceticism. These measure and express the degree of his loyalty to the higher power.
b. Strength of Soul.—The sense of enlargement of life may be so uplifting that personal motives and inhibitions, commonly omnipotent, become too insignificant for notice, and new reaches of patience and fortitude open out. Fears and anxieties go, and blissful equanimity takes their place. Come heaven, come hell, it makes no difference now!
b. Strength of Soul. A sense of a larger life may be so uplifting that personal motives and inhibitions seem too small to notice. Usually, they have overwhelming power. New depths of patience and courage open up. Fears and anxieties disappear, and a blissful calm takes their place. Come heaven or hell, it makes no difference now!
“We forbid ourselves all seeking after popularity, all ambition to appear important. We pledge ourselves to abstain from falsehood, in all its degrees. We promise not to create or encourage illusions as to what is possible, by what we say or write. We promise to one another active sincerity, which strives to see truth clearly, and which never fears to declare what it sees.
“We will not seek popularity or try to appear important. We pledge to avoid falsehood in all its forms. We promise not to create or encourage false ideas about what is possible, whether in speech or writing. We promise each other an active honesty that strives to see the truth clearly and never fears to state it.
“We promise deliberate resistance to the tidal waves of fashion, to the ‘booms’ and panics of the public mind, to all the forms of weakness and of fear.
“We promise to stand firm against waves of fashion, the public’s ‘booms’ and panics, and all forms of weakness and fear.
“We forbid ourselves the use of sarcasm. Of serious things we will speak seriously and unsmilingly, without banter and without the appearance of banter;—and even so of all things, for there are serious ways of being light of heart.
“We do not allow ourselves to use sarcasm. We will speak of serious things seriously and without smiling, without joking or even seeming to joke. We will treat all things this way, because there are serious ways to be lighthearted.
“We will put ourselves forward always for what we are, simply and without false humility, as well as without pedantry, affectation, or pride.”
“We will always present ourselves as we are, simply and without false humility, showing off our knowledge, pretending, or pride.”
c. Purity.—The shifting of the emotional centre brings with it, first, increase of purity. The sensitiveness to spiritual discords is enhanced, and the cleansing of existence from brutal and sensual elements becomes imperative. Occasions of contact with such elements are avoided: the saintly life must deepen its spiritual consistency and keep unspotted from the world. In some temperaments this need of purity of spirit takes an ascetic turn, and weaknesses of the flesh are treated with relentless severity.
c. Purity. The shift in a person’s emotional center brings, first, an increase in purity. People become more sensitive to spiritual disharmony. They feel compelled to cleanse their lives of brutal and sensual elements and avoid contact with them. The saintly life must become more consistently spiritual and remain unstained by the world. In some people, this need for spiritual purity takes an ascetic form. They treat weaknesses of the flesh with relentless severity.
d. Charity.—The shifting of the emotional centre brings, secondly, increase of charity, tenderness for fellow-creatures. The ordinary motives to antipathy, which usually set such close bounds to tenderness among human beings, are inhibited. The saint loves his enemies, and treats loathsome beggars as his brothers.
d. Charity: Second, the shift in emotional focus increases charity and tenderness toward others. The usual reasons for dislike, which place such narrow limits on human tenderness, are held in check. The saint loves his enemies and treats beggars he finds repulsive as his brothers.
I now have to give some concrete illustrations of these fruits of the spiritual tree. The only difficulty is to choose, for they are so abundant.
I now need to give some concrete examples of these fruits of the spiritual tree. The only difficulty is choosing, because there are so many.
Since the sense of Presence of a higher and friendly Power seems to be the fundamental feature in the spiritual life, I will begin with that.
The sense that a higher, friendly power is present seems to be the central feature of spiritual life, so I will begin there.
In our narratives of conversion we saw how the world might look shining and transfigured to the convert, and, apart from anything acutely religious, we all have moments when the universal life seems to wrap us round with friendliness. In youth and health, in summer, in the woods or on the mountains, there come days when the weather seems all whispering with peace, hours when the goodness and beauty of existence enfold us like a dry warm climate, or chime through us as if our inner ears were subtly ringing with the world's security. Thoreau writes:—
In our accounts of conversion, we saw how the world could appear shining and transformed to the convert. Even apart from intensely religious experiences, we all have moments when the life of the universe seems to surround us with friendliness. In youth and health, in summer, in the woods or on the mountains, there are days when the weather seems to whisper of peace. There are hours when the goodness and beauty of existence surround us like a dry, warm climate. Or they ring through us, as if our inner ears were softly echoing with the world's safety. Thoreau writes:
See above, pp. 248 ff.
“Once, a few weeks after I came to the woods, for an hour I doubted whether the near neighborhood of man was not essential to a serene and healthy life. To be alone was somewhat unpleasant. But, in the midst of a gentle rain, while these thoughts prevailed, I was suddenly sensible of such sweet and beneficent society in Nature, in the very pattering of the drops, and in every sight and sound around my house, an infinite and unaccountable friendliness all at once, like an atmosphere, sustaining me, as made the fancied advantages of human neighborhood insignificant, and I have never thought of them since. Every little pine-needle expanded and swelled with sympathy and befriended me. I was so distinctly made aware of the presence of something kindred to me, that I thought no place could ever be strange to me again.”
“Once, a few weeks after I came to the woods, I spent an hour wondering whether living near other people was essential to a peaceful and healthy life. Being alone was somewhat unpleasant. But while I was thinking this, a gentle rain was falling. Suddenly, I felt such sweet and comforting companionship in Nature, in the patter of the drops, and in every sight and sound around my house. An infinite, inexplicable friendliness surrounded and sustained me like an atmosphere. It made the supposed advantages of living near other people seem insignificant, and I have never thought about them since. Every little pine needle seemed to swell with sympathy and offer me friendship. I felt the presence of something so clearly akin to me that I thought no place could ever feel strange to me again.”
H. Thoreau: Walden, Riverside edition, p. 206, abridged.
In the Christian consciousness this sense of the enveloping friendliness becomes most personal and definite. “The compensation,” writes a German author, “for the loss of that sense of personal independence which man so unwillingly gives up, is the disappearance of all fear from one's life, the quite indescribable and inexplicable feeling of an inner security, which one can only experience, but which, once it has been experienced, one can never forget.”
In Christian consciousness, this sense of being surrounded by friendliness becomes most personal and definite. “People are very reluctant to give up their sense of personal independence,” writes a German author. “But in return, all fear disappears from their lives. They gain an inner security that is impossible to describe or explain. One can only experience this feeling, but once experienced, it can never be forgotten.”
C. H. Hilty: Glück, vol. i. p. 85.
I find an excellent description of this state of mind in a sermon by Mr. Voysey:—
I find an excellent description of this state of mind in a sermon by Mr. Voysey:
“It is the experience of myriads of trustful souls, that this sense of God's unfailing presence with them in their going out and in their coming in, and by night and day, is a source of absolute repose and confident calmness. It drives away all fear of what may befall them. That nearness of God is a constant security against terror and anxiety. It is not that they are at all assured of physical safety, or deem themselves protected by a love which is denied to others, but that they are in a state of mind equally ready to be safe or to meet with injury. If injury befall them, they will be content to bear it because the Lord is their keeper, and nothing can befall them without his will. If it be his will, then injury is for them a blessing and no calamity at all. Thus and thus only is the trustful man protected and shielded from harm. And I for one—by no means a thick-skinned or hard-nerved man—am absolutely satisfied with this arrangement, and do not wish for any other kind of immunity from danger and catastrophe. Quite as sensitive to pain as the most highly strung organism, I yet feel that the worst of it is conquered, and the sting taken out of it altogether, by the thought that God is our loving and sleepless keeper, and that nothing can hurt us without his will.”
“Countless trusting souls have found that God is always with them, wherever they go, by night and day. This sense of his presence brings them complete rest and confident calm. It drives away all fear of what might happen to them. God’s nearness is a constant protection against terror and anxiety. They are not assured of physical safety, nor do they think a love denied to others protects them. Rather, they are equally ready to be safe or to suffer injury. If they are injured, they will be content to bear it. The Lord is their keeper, and nothing can happen to them without his will. If injury is his will, then it is a blessing for them and not a calamity at all. This, and only this, is how a trusting person is protected and shielded from harm. For my part, I am by no means thick-skinned or tough-nerved. Yet I am completely satisfied with this arrangement. I do not want any other kind of protection from danger and catastrophe. I am as sensitive to pain as the most sensitive being. Even so, I feel that the worst of pain is overcome and its sting completely removed. This is because I believe that God is our loving and ever-watchful keeper, and that nothing can hurt us without his will.”
The Mystery of Pain and Death, London, 1892, p. 258.
More excited expressions of this condition are abundant in religious literature. I could easily weary you with their monotony. Here is an account from Mrs. Jonathan Edwards:—
Religious literature is full of more excited expressions of this condition. I could easily tire you with how repetitive they are. Here is an account from Mrs. Jonathan Edwards:
“Last night,” Mrs. Edwards writes, “was the sweetest night I ever had in my life. I never before, for so long a time together, enjoyed so much of the light and rest and sweetness of heaven in my soul, but without the least agitation of body during the whole time. Part of the night I lay awake, sometimes asleep, and sometimes between sleeping and waking. But all night I continued in a constant, clear, and lively sense of the heavenly sweetness of Christ's excellent love, of his nearness to me, and of my dearness to him; with an inexpressibly sweet calmness of soul in an entire rest in him. I seemed to myself to perceive a glow of divine love come down from the heart of Christ in heaven into my heart in a constant stream, like a stream or pencil of sweet light. At the same time my heart and soul all flowed out in love to Christ, so that there seemed to be a constant flowing and reflowing of heavenly love, and I appeared to myself to float or swim, in these bright, sweet beams, like the motes swimming in the beams of the sun, or the streams of his light which come in at the window. I think that what I felt each minute was worth more than all the outward comfort and pleasure which I had enjoyed in my whole life put together. It was pleasure, without the least sting, or any interruption. It was a sweetness, which my soul was lost in; it seemed to be all that my feeble frame could sustain. There was but little difference, whether I was asleep or awake, but if there was any difference, the sweetness was greatest while I was asleep. As I awoke early the next morning, it seemed to me that I had entirely done with myself. I felt that the opinions of the world concerning me were nothing, and that I had no more to do with any outward interest of my own than with that of a person whom I never saw. The glory of God seemed to swallow up every wish and desire of my heart.... After retiring to rest and sleeping a little while, I awoke, and was led to reflect on God's mercy to me, in giving me, for many years, a willingness to die; and after that, in making me willing to live, that I might do and suffer whatever he called me to here. I also thought how God had graciously given me an entire resignation to his will, with respect to the kind and manner of death that I should die; having been made willing to die on the rack, or at the stake, and if it were God's will, to die in darkness. But now it occurred to me, I used to think of living no longer than to the ordinary age of man. Upon this I was led to ask myself, whether I was not willing to be kept out of heaven even longer; and my whole heart seemed immediately to reply: Yes, a thousand years, and a thousand in horror, if it be most for the honor of God, the torment of my body being so great, awful, and overwhelming that none could bear to live in the country where the spectacle was seen, and the torment of my mind being vastly greater. And it seemed to me that I found a perfect willingness, quietness, and alacrity of soul in consenting that it should be so, if it were most for the glory of God, so that there was no hesitation, doubt, or darkness in my mind. The glory of God seemed to overcome me and swallow me up, and every conceivable suffering, and everything that was terrible to my nature, seemed to shrink to nothing before it. This resignation continued in its clearness and brightness the rest of the night, and all the next day, and the night following, and on Monday in the forenoon, without interruption or abatement.”
“Last night,” Mrs. Edwards writes, “was the sweetest night I have ever had. Never before had I felt so much of heaven’s light, peace, and sweetness in my soul for so long. Yet my body was not agitated at all during that time. For part of the night I lay awake, sometimes asleep, and sometimes between sleeping and waking. But all night I had a constant, clear, and vivid sense of the heavenly sweetness of Christ’s wonderful love. I felt how near he was to me and how dear I was to him. My soul was inexpressibly calm and sweet, resting entirely in him. I seemed to feel a glow of divine love flowing steadily from Christ’s heart in heaven into mine. It was like a stream or ray of sweet light. At the same time, my whole heart and soul flowed out in love for Christ. So heavenly love seemed to flow constantly between us. I seemed to float or swim in those bright, sweet beams. I was like the specks of dust swimming in sunbeams, or in streams of sunlight coming through a window. I think each minute of what I felt was worth more than all the outward comfort and pleasure I had enjoyed in my whole life. It was pleasure without the slightest sting or interruption. My soul was lost in its sweetness. It seemed to be all that my frail body could bear. There was little difference between being asleep and being awake. But if there was any difference, the sweetness was greatest while I was asleep. “When I awoke early the next morning, I felt I had completely finished with concern for myself. I felt that the world’s opinions of me meant nothing. My own outward interests seemed no more my concern than those of someone I had never met. The glory of God seemed to swallow up every wish and desire in my heart.... After going to bed and sleeping a little while, I awoke. I was led to reflect on God’s mercy in making me willing to die for many years. Later, he had made me willing to live, so that I might do and suffer whatever he called me to here. I also thought about how graciously God had made me completely willing to accept his will about how I would die. I had been made willing to die on the rack or at the stake. I was also willing to die in darkness, if that was God’s will. “But now it occurred to me that I had always expected to live no longer than an ordinary human lifespan. This led me to ask myself whether I was willing to be kept out of heaven even longer. My whole heart seemed to answer at once: Yes, a thousand years, and a thousand years in horror, if that would most honor God. I was willing for my body to be tortured so greatly and terribly that no one could bear to live in the country where people saw it. I was willing for my mind to suffer far more. It seemed to me that my soul was perfectly willing, calm, and eager to consent to all this, if it would most glorify God. There was no hesitation, doubt, or darkness in my mind. The glory of God seemed to overcome and swallow me up. Every imaginable suffering and everything that was terrible to my nature seemed to shrink to nothing before it. This acceptance of God’s will continued in all its clarity and brightness for the rest of the night, all the next day, the following night, and Monday morning. It did not weaken or stop.”
Compare Madame Guyon: “It was my practice to arise at midnight for purposes of devotion.... It seemed to me that God came at the precise time and woke me from sleep in order that I might enjoy him. When I was out of health or greatly fatigued, he did not awake me, but at such times I felt, even in my sleep, a singular possession of God. He loved me so much that he seemed to pervade my being, at a time when I could be only imperfectly conscious of his presence. My sleep is sometimes broken,—a sort of half sleep; but my soul seems to be awake enough to know God, when it is hardly capable of knowing anything else.” T. C. Upham: The Life and Religious Experiences of Madame de la Mothe Guyon, New York, 1877, vol. i. p. 260.
I have shortened the original considerably. It appears in Edwards's Narrative of the Revival in New England.
The annals of Catholic saintship abound in records as ecstatic or more ecstatic than this. “Often the assaults of the divine love,” it is said of the Sister Séraphique de la Martinière, “reduced her almost to the point of death. She used tenderly to complain of this to God. ‘I cannot support it,’ she used to say. ‘Bear gently with my weakness, or I shall expire under the violence of your love.’ ”
The records of Catholic saints contain many accounts as ecstatic as this one, or even more so. Of Sister Séraphique de la Martinière, it is said: “The assaults of divine love often brought her close to death. She would tenderly complain to God about them. ‘I cannot bear it,’ she would say. ‘Be gentle with my weakness, or I will die from the violence of your love.’ ”
Bougaud: Hist. de la Bienheureuse Marguerite Marie, 1894, p. 125.
Let me pass next to the Charity and Brotherly Love which are a usual fruit of saintliness, and have always been reckoned essential theological virtues, however limited may have been the kinds of service which the particular theology enjoined. Brotherly love would follow logically from the assurance of God's friendly presence, the notion of our brotherhood as men being an immediate inference from that of God's fatherhood of us all. When Christ utters the precepts: “Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you,” he gives for a reason: “That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.” One might therefore be tempted to explain both the humility as to one's self and the charity towards others which characterize spiritual excitement, as results of the all-leveling character of theistic belief. But these affections are certainly not mere derivatives of theism. We find them in Stoicism, in Hinduism, and in Buddhism in the highest possible degree. They harmonize with paternal theism beautifully; but they harmonize with all reflection whatever upon the dependence of mankind on general causes; and we must, I think, consider them not subordinate but coördinate parts of that great complex excitement in the study of which we are engaged. Religious rapture, moral enthusiasm, ontological wonder, cosmic emotion, are all unifying states of mind, in which the sand and grit of the selfhood incline to disappear, and tenderness to rule. The best thing is to describe the condition integrally as a characteristic affection to which our nature is liable, a region in which we find ourselves at home, a sea in which we swim; but not to pretend to explain its parts by deriving them too cleverly from one another. Like love or fear, the faith-state is a natural psychic complex, and carries charity with it by organic consequence. Jubilation is an expansive affection, and all expansive affections are self-forgetful and kindly so long as they endure.
Let me turn next to charity and brotherly love. These are usual fruits of saintliness and have always been considered essential theological virtues. This is true however limited the kinds of service a particular theology required. Brotherly love would follow logically from the assurance of God's friendly presence. The idea that God is the father of us all immediately suggests that we are all brothers and sisters. Christ gives these commands: “Love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you.” He gives this reason: “So that you may be children of your Father in heaven. For he makes his sun rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the just and the unjust.” We might therefore be tempted to explain the humility and charity that characterize spiritual excitement as results of theistic belief. Such belief puts everyone on an equal footing. But these feelings certainly do not come merely from theism. We find them in Stoicism, Hinduism, and Buddhism to the highest possible degree. They fit beautifully with belief in a fatherly God. But they fit with any reflection on humanity's dependence on general causes. I think we must consider them not subordinate to other parts of the great complex excitement we are studying, but equal parts of it. Religious rapture, moral enthusiasm, wonder at existence, and cosmic emotion are all states of mind that bring things together. In them, the sand and grit of selfhood tend to disappear, and tenderness tends to rule. It is best to describe this condition as a whole, as a characteristic feeling that our nature is capable of experiencing. It is a region where we find ourselves at home, a sea in which we swim. But we should not pretend to explain its parts by deriving them too cleverly from one another. Like love or fear, the state of faith is a natural complex of the mind. It brings charity with it as a natural consequence. Jubilation is an expansive feeling, and all expansive feelings make us forget ourselves and feel kindly toward others as long as they last.
We find this the case even when they are pathological in origin. In his instructive work, la Tristesse et la Joie, M. Georges Dumas compares together the melancholy and the joyous phase of circular insanity, and shows that, while selfishness characterizes the one, the other is marked by altruistic impulses. No human being so stingy and useless as was Marie in her melancholy period! But the moment the happy period begins, “sympathy and kindness become her characteristic sentiments. She displays a universal goodwill, not only of intention, but in act.... She becomes solicitous of the health of other patients, interested in getting them out, desirous to procure wool to knit socks for some of them. Never since she has been under my observation have I heard her in her joyous period utter any but charitable opinions.” And later, Dr. Dumas says of all such joyous conditions that “unselfish sentiments and tender emotions are the only affective states to be found in them. The subject's mind is closed against envy, hatred, and vindictiveness, and wholly transformed into benevolence, indulgence, and mercy.”
We find this even when they have a pathological origin. In his instructive work, la Tristesse et la Joie, M. Georges Dumas compares the melancholic and joyful phases of circular insanity. He shows that the melancholic phase is characterized by selfishness, while the joyful phase is marked by unselfish impulses. No human being was as stingy and useless as Marie during her melancholic period! But the moment her happy period begins, “sympathy and kindness become her characteristic feelings. She shows goodwill toward everyone, not just in intention but in action.... She becomes concerned about the health of other patients and interested in getting them out. She wants to get wool so she can knit socks for some of them. Since she has been under my observation, I have never heard her express anything but charitable opinions during her joyful period.” Later, Dr. Dumas says of all such joyful states that “unselfish feelings and tender emotions are the only emotional states found in them. The person’s mind is closed to envy, hatred, and vindictiveness. It is wholly transformed into goodwill, tolerance, and mercy.”
Paris, 1900.
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There is thus an organic affinity between joyousness and tenderness, and their companionship in the saintly life need in no way occasion surprise. Along with the happiness, this increase of tenderness is often noted in narratives of conversion. “I began to work for others”;—“I had more tender feeling for my family and friends”;—“I spoke at once to a person with whom I had been angry”;—“I felt for every one, and loved my friends better”;—“I felt every one to be my friend”;—these are so many expressions from the records collected by Professor Starbuck.
Joy and tenderness are naturally connected, so it is no surprise that they go together in the lives of saints. Accounts of conversion often describe an increase in tenderness along with happiness. “I began to work for others.” “I felt more tenderness toward my family and friends.” “I spoke at once to someone I had been angry with.” “I felt for everyone and loved my friends more.” “I felt that everyone was my friend.” These are expressions from the records collected by Professor Starbuck.
Op. cit., p. 127.
“When,” says Mrs. Edwards, continuing the narrative from which I made quotation a moment ago, “I arose on the morning of the Sabbath, I felt a love to all mankind, wholly peculiar in its strength and sweetness, far beyond all that I had ever felt before. The power of that love seemed inexpressible. I thought, if I were surrounded by enemies, who were venting their malice and cruelty upon me, in tormenting me, it would still be impossible that I should cherish any feelings towards them but those of love, and pity, and ardent desires for their happiness. I never before felt so far from a disposition to judge and censure others, as I did that morning. I realized also, in an unusual and very lively manner, how great a part of Christianity lies in the performance of our social and relative duties to one another. The same joyful sense continued throughout the day—a sweet love to God and all mankind.”
“When I got up on Sunday morning,” says Mrs. Edwards, continuing the account I quoted a moment ago, “I felt a love for all humanity unlike anything I had ever felt before. It was far stronger and sweeter than any love I had known. Its power seemed impossible to express. I thought that even if enemies surrounded me and tormented me with malice and cruelty, I could feel only love and pity for them. I would also feel a deep desire for their happiness. I had never felt less inclined to judge and criticize others than I did that morning. I also saw with unusual clarity how much of Christianity consists in fulfilling our duties to one another. That same joyful feeling lasted throughout the day, a sweet love for God and all humanity.”
Whatever be the explanation of the charity, it may efface all usual human barriers.
Whatever explains this charity, it may erase all the usual barriers between people.
The barrier between people and animals, too. We read this about Towianski, a prominent Polish patriot and mystic: “one day one of his friends met him in the rain, caressing a big dog which was jumping upon him and covering him horribly with mud. On being asked why he permitted the animal thus to dirty his clothes, Towianski replied: ‘This dog, whom I am now meeting for the first time, has shown a great fellow-feeling for me, and a great joy in my recognition and acceptance of his greetings. Were I to drive him off, I should wound his feelings and do him a moral injury. It would be an offense not only to him, but to all the spirits of the other world who are on the same level with him. The damage which he does to my coat is as nothing in comparison with the wrong which I should inflict upon him, in case I were to remain indifferent to the manifestations of his friendship. We ought,’ he added, ‘both to lighten the condition of animals, whenever we can, and at the same time to facilitate in ourselves that union of the world of all spirits, which the sacrifice of Christ has made possible.’ ” André Towianski, Traduction de l'Italien, Turin, 1897 (privately printed). I learned of this book and of Towianski from my friend Professor W. Lutoslawski, author of “Plato's Logic.”
Here, for instance, is an example of Christian non-resistance from Richard Weaver's autobiography. Weaver was a collier, a semi-professional pugilist in his younger days, who became a much beloved evangelist. Fighting, after drinking, seems to have been the sin to which he originally felt his flesh most perversely inclined. After his first conversion he had a backsliding, which consisted in pounding a man who had insulted a girl. Feeling that, having once fallen, he might as well be hanged for a sheep as for a lamb, he got drunk and went and broke the jaw of another man who had lately challenged him to fight and taunted him with cowardice for refusing as a Christian man;—I mention these incidents to show how genuine a change of heart is implied in the later conduct which he describes as follows:—
Here, for example, is a case of Christian non-resistance from Richard Weaver's autobiography. Weaver was a coal miner and, in his younger days, a semiprofessional boxer. He became a much-loved evangelist. Fighting after drinking seems to have been the sin his flesh was originally most perversely drawn to. After his first conversion, he backslid by beating up a man who had insulted a girl. Having fallen once, he felt he might as well be hanged for a sheep as for a lamb. So he got drunk and broke the jaw of another man. That man had recently challenged him to a fight and called him a coward for refusing as a Christian. I mention these incidents to show how genuine a change of heart is implied by his later conduct, which he describes as follows:
“I went down the drift and found the boy crying because a fellow-workman was trying to take the wagon from him by force. I said to him:—
“I went down the mine tunnel and found the boy crying. Another worker was trying to take the wagon from him by force. I said to him:
“ ‘Tom, you mustn't take that wagon.’
“ ‘Tom, you mustn't take that wagon.’
“He swore at me, and called me a Methodist devil. I told him that God did not tell me to let him rob me. He cursed again, and said he would push the wagon over me.
“He swore at me and called me a Methodist devil. I told him God had not told me to let him rob me. He cursed again and said he would push the wagon over me.
“ ‘Well,’ I said, ‘let us see whether the devil and thee are stronger than the Lord and me.’
“ ‘Well,’ I said, ‘let's see whether the devil and you are stronger than the Lord and me.’
“And the Lord and I proving stronger than the devil and he, he had to get out of the way, or the wagon would have gone over him. So I gave the wagon to the boy. Then said Tom:—
“And the Lord and I proved stronger than the devil and that man. So he had to get out of the way, or the wagon would have run over him. I gave the wagon to the boy. Then Tom said:
“ ‘I've a good mind to smack thee on the face.’
“ ‘I'm tempted to smack you in the face.’
“ ‘Well,’ I said, ‘if that will do thee any good, thou canst do it.’ So he struck me on the face.
“ ‘Well,’ I said, ‘if that will do you any good, you can do it.’ So he struck me in the face.
“I turned the other cheek to him, and said, ‘Strike again.’
“I turned the other cheek to him and said, ‘Hit me again.’
“He struck again and again, till he had struck me five times. I turned my cheek for the sixth stroke; but he turned away cursing. I shouted after him: ‘The Lord forgive thee, for I do, and the Lord save thee.’
“He hit me again and again, until he had hit me five times. I turned my cheek for the sixth blow, but he turned away cursing. I shouted after him: ‘May the Lord forgive you, for I do, and may the Lord save you.’
“This was on a Saturday; and when I went home from the coal-pit my wife saw my face was swollen, and asked what was the matter with it. I said: ‘I've been fighting, and I've given a man a good thrashing.’
“This happened on a Saturday. When I came home from the coal mine, my wife saw that my face was swollen. She asked what had happened to it. I said: ‘I've been fighting, and I gave a man a good beating.’
“She burst out weeping, and said, ‘O Richard, what made you fight?’ Then I told her all about it; and she thanked the Lord I had not struck back.
“She burst into tears and said, ‘Oh Richard, why did you fight?’ Then I told her everything about the fight. She thanked the Lord that I had not struck back.
“But the Lord had struck, and his blows have more effect than man's. Monday came. The devil began to tempt me, saying: ‘The other men will laugh at thee for allowing Tom to treat thee as he did on Saturday.’ I cried, ‘Get thee behind me, Satan;’—and went on my way to the coal-pit.
“But the Lord had struck, and his blows have more effect than a man's. Monday came. The devil began to tempt me, saying: ‘The other men will laugh at you for letting Tom treat you as he did on Saturday.’ I cried, ‘Get behind me, Satan,’ and went on my way to the coal mine.
“Tom was the first man I saw. I said ‘Good-morning,’ but got no reply.
“Tom was the first man I saw. I said ‘Good morning,’ but he did not reply.
“He went down first. When I got down, I was surprised to see him sitting on the wagon-road waiting for me. When I came to him he burst into tears and said: ‘Richard, will you forgive me for striking you?’
“He went down first. When I got down, I was surprised to see him sitting on the wagon road, waiting for me. When I reached him, he burst into tears and said: ‘Richard, will you forgive me for hitting you?’
“ ‘I have forgiven thee,’ said I; ‘ask God to forgive thee. The Lord bless thee.’ I gave him my hand, and we went each to his work.”
“ ‘I have forgiven you,’ I said. ‘Ask God to forgive you. May the Lord bless you.’ I gave him my hand, and we each went back to our work.”
J. Patterson's Life of Richard Weaver, pp. 66-68, abridged.
“Love your enemies!” Mark you, not simply those who happen not to be your friends, but your enemies, your positive and active enemies. Either this is a mere Oriental hyperbole, a bit of verbal extravagance, meaning only that we should, as far as we can, abate our animosities, or else it is sincere and literal. Outside of certain cases of intimate individual relation, it seldom has been taken literally. Yet it makes one ask the question: Can there in general be a level of emotion so unifying, so obliterative of differences between man and man, that even enmity may come to be an irrelevant circumstance and fail to inhibit the friendlier interests aroused? If positive well-wishing could attain so supreme a degree of excitement, those who were swayed by it might well seem superhuman beings. Their life would be morally discrete from the life of other men, and there is no saying, in the absence of positive experience of an authentic kind,—for there are few active examples in our scriptures, and the Buddhistic examples are legendary,—what the effects might be: they might conceivably transform the world.
“Love your enemies!” Notice, not merely those who happen not to be your friends, but your enemies, your active and determined enemies. Either this is simply Oriental exaggeration, a flourish of words meaning only that we should reduce our hostility as much as we can, or it is meant sincerely and literally. Except in certain close personal relationships, it has seldom been taken literally. Yet it raises a question: Can there be a level of emotion so unifying that it erases differences between people? Could such emotion make even enmity irrelevant, so that it no longer stands in the way of friendlier feelings? If goodwill could reach such an intense degree, those moved by it might well seem superhuman. Their lives would be morally distinct from those of other people. And without genuine firsthand experience, there is no telling what the effects might be. For there are few active examples in our scriptures, and the Buddhistic examples are legendary. Such people might conceivably transform the world.
For example, the future Buddha is born as a hare and jumps into a fire to cook himself as a meal for a beggar. Beforehand, he shakes himself three times so that none of the insects in his fur will die with him.
Psychologically and in principle, the precept “Love your enemies” is not self-contradictory. It is merely the extreme limit of a kind of magnanimity with which, in the shape of pitying tolerance of our oppressors, we are fairly familiar. Yet if radically followed, it would involve such a breach with our instinctive springs of action as a whole, and with the present world's arrangements, that a critical point would practically be passed, and we should be born into another kingdom of being. Religious emotion makes us feel that other kingdom to be close at hand, within our reach.
Psychologically and in principle, the command “Love your enemies” is not self-contradictory. It is simply an extreme form of generosity of spirit that we already know fairly well. We show it when we tolerate our oppressors out of pity. Yet if we followed this command completely, we would break sharply with all our instinctive motives and with the way the world is now organized. In practice, we would pass a critical point and be born into another realm of existence. Religious emotion makes us feel that this other realm is close at hand, within our reach.
The inhibition of instinctive repugnance is proved not only by the showing of love to enemies, but by the showing of it to any one who is personally loathsome. In the annals of saintliness we find a curious mixture of motives impelling in this direction. Asceticism plays its part; and along with charity pure and simple, we find humility or the desire to disclaim distinction and to grovel on the common level before God. Certainly all three principles were at work when Francis of Assisi and Ignatius Loyola exchanged their garments with those of filthy beggars. All three are at work when religious persons consecrate their lives to the care of leprosy or other peculiarly unpleasant diseases. The nursing of the sick is a function to which the religious seem strongly drawn, even apart from the fact that church traditions set that way. But in the annals of this sort of charity we find fantastic excesses of devotion recorded which are only explicable by the frenzy of self-immolation simultaneously aroused. Francis of Assisi kisses his lepers; Margaret Mary Alacoque, Francis Xavier, St. John of God, and others are said to have cleansed the sores and ulcers of their patients with their respective tongues; and the lives of such saints as Elizabeth of Hungary and Madame de Chantal are full of a sort of reveling in hospital purulence, disagreeable to read of, and which makes us admire and shudder at the same time.
We can see people overcoming instinctive disgust not only when they show love to enemies, but also when they show it to anyone they find personally repulsive. Accounts of saintly lives reveal a curious mixture of motives behind such actions. Asceticism plays a part, along with simple charity. So does humility, or the desire to reject special distinction and humble oneself on the common level before God. Certainly all three motives were at work when Francis of Assisi and Ignatius Loyola exchanged clothes with filthy beggars. All three are also at work when religious people devote their lives to caring for people with leprosy or other especially unpleasant diseases. Religious people seem strongly drawn to nursing the sick, even apart from the fact that church traditions encourage it. But accounts of this kind of charity describe fantastic extremes of devotion. These can be explained only by the frenzy of self-sacrifice stirred up at the same time. Francis of Assisi kisses his lepers. Margaret Mary Alacoque, Francis Xavier, St. John of God, and others are said to have cleaned their patients’ sores and ulcers with their tongues. The lives of saints such as Elizabeth of Hungary and Madame de Chantal are full of a kind of delight in the pus and infection of hospitals. These accounts are unpleasant to read and make us admire and shudder at the same time.
So much for the human love aroused by the faith-state. Let me next speak of the Equanimity, Resignation, Fortitude, and Patience which it brings.
That concludes my discussion of the human love awakened by a state of faith. Next, let me discuss the calm, acceptance, courage, and patience that faith brings.
“A paradise of inward tranquillity” seems to be faith's usual result; and it is easy, even without being religious one's self, to understand this. A moment back, in treating of the sense of God's presence, I spoke of the unaccountable feeling of safety which one may then have. And, indeed, how can it possibly fail to steady the nerves, to cool the fever, and appease the fret, if one be sensibly conscious that, no matter what one's difficulties for the moment may appear to be, one's life as a whole is in the keeping of a power whom one can absolutely trust? In deeply religious men the abandonment of self to this power is passionate. Whoever not only says, but feels, “God's will be done,” is mailed against every weakness; and the whole historic array of martyrs, missionaries, and religious reformers is there to prove the tranquil-mindedness, under naturally agitating or distressing circumstances, which self-surrender brings.
“A paradise of inner peace” seems to be the usual result of faith. Even without being religious yourself, you can easily understand this. A moment ago, I discussed the sense of God's presence. I mentioned the unexplainable feeling of safety that can come with it. And indeed, imagine being keenly aware that your whole life is in the care of a power you can trust completely. No matter what your present difficulties may seem to be, how could that awareness fail to steady your nerves, calm your fever, and ease your worry? Deeply religious people passionately surrender themselves to this power. Anyone who not only says, but feels, “God's will be done,” is protected against every weakness. The whole historical array of martyrs, missionaries, and religious reformers proves how calm such surrender can make people. They remained calm in circumstances that would naturally cause agitation or distress.
The temper of the tranquil-mindedness differs, of course, according as the person is of a constitutionally sombre or of a constitutionally cheerful cast of mind. In the sombre it partakes more of resignation and submission; in the cheerful it is a joyous consent. As an example of the former temper, I quote part of a letter from Professor Lagneau, a venerated teacher of philosophy who lately died, a great invalid, at Paris:—
The character of a tranquil mind differs, of course, depending on whether a person is naturally gloomy or cheerful. In a gloomy person, tranquility is more like resignation and submission. In a cheerful person, it is a joyful acceptance. As an example of the former, I quote part of a letter from Professor Lagneau. He was a highly respected philosophy teacher who recently died in Paris after suffering from severe illness:
“My life, for the success of which you send good wishes, will be what it is able to be. I ask nothing from it, I expect nothing from it. For long years now I exist, think, and act, and am worth what I am worth, only through the despair which is my sole strength and my sole foundation. May it preserve for me, even in these last trials to which I am coming, the courage to do without the desire of deliverance. I ask nothing more from the Source whence all strength cometh, and if that is granted, your wishes will have been accomplished.”
“You wish me success in life, but my life will be what it can be. I ask nothing from life, and I expect nothing from it. For many years now, despair has been my only strength and my only foundation. It alone has enabled me to live, think, act, and be worth whatever I am worth. May despair give me courage through the final trials I now face. May it help me do without the desire for deliverance. I ask nothing more from the Source of all strength. If that is granted, your wishes will have come true.”
Bulletin de l'Union pour l'Action Morale, September, 1894.
There is something pathetic and fatalistic about this, but the power of such a tone as a protection against outward shocks is manifest. Pascal is another Frenchman of pessimistic natural temperament. He expresses still more amply the temper of self-surrendering submissiveness:—
There is something pitiful and fatalistic about this, but it clearly helps protect against shocks from the outside world. Pascal is another Frenchman with a naturally pessimistic temperament. He expresses an attitude of self-surrendering submission even more fully:
“Deliver me, Lord,” he writes in his prayers, “from the sadness at my proper suffering which self-love might give, but put into me a sadness like your own. Let my sufferings appease your choler. Make them an occasion for my conversion and salvation. I ask you neither for health nor for sickness, for life nor for death; but that you may dispose of my health and my sickness, my life and my death, for your glory, for my salvation, and for the use of the Church and of your saints, of whom I would by your grace be one. You alone know what is expedient for me; you are the sovereign master; do with me according to your will. Give to me, or take away from me, only conform my will to yours. I know but one thing, Lord, that it is good to follow you, and bad to offend you. Apart from that, I know not what is good or bad in anything. I know not which is most profitable to me, health or sickness, wealth or poverty, nor anything else in the world. That discernment is beyond the power of men or angels, and is hidden among the secrets of your Providence, which I adore, but do not seek to fathom.”
“Deliver me, Lord,” he writes in his prayers, “from the sadness that self-love might cause me over my own suffering. Instead, give me a sadness like yours. Let my suffering calm your anger. Let it bring about my conversion and salvation. I ask you neither for health nor for sickness, neither for life nor for death. Instead, I ask you to decide what becomes of my health and sickness, my life and death. Use them for your glory, for my salvation, and for the benefit of the Church and your saints. By your grace, I hope to be one of your saints. You alone know what is best for me. You are the supreme master. Do with me as you will. Give to me or take from me, but make my will conform to yours. Lord, I know only one thing: it is good to follow you and bad to offend you. Apart from that, I do not know what is good or bad in anything. I do not know whether health or sickness, wealth or poverty, or anything else in the world is better for me. Neither humans nor angels can discern that. It is hidden among the secrets of your Providence, which I adore but do not try to understand.”
B. Pascal: Prières pour les Maladies, §§ xiii., xiv., abridged.
When we reach more optimistic temperaments, the resignation grows less passive. Examples are sown so broadcast throughout history that I might well pass on without citation. As it is, I snatch at the first that occurs to my mind. Madame Guyon, a frail creature physically, was yet of a happy native disposition. She went through many perils with admirable serenity of soul. After being sent to prison for heresy,—
When we come to more optimistic temperaments, resignation becomes less passive. Examples are so widespread throughout history that I could easily move on without citing any. But I will take the first one that comes to mind. Madame Guyon was physically frail, yet naturally cheerful. She faced many dangers with admirable calm. After she was sent to prison for heresy,
“Some of my friends,” she writes, “wept bitterly at the hearing of it, but such was my state of acquiescence and resignation that it failed to draw any tears from me.... There appeared to be in me then, as I find it to be in me now, such an entire loss of what regards myself, that any of my own interests gave me little pain or pleasure; ever wanting to will or wish for myself only the very thing which God does.” In another place she writes: “We all of us came near perishing in a river which we found it necessary to pass. The carriage sank in the quicksand. Others who were with us threw themselves out in excessive fright. But I found my thoughts so much taken up with God that I had no distinct sense of danger. It is true that the thought of being drowned passed across my mind, but it cost no other sensation or reflection in me than this—that I felt quite contented and willing it were so, if it were my heavenly Father's choice.” Sailing from Nice to Genoa, a storm keeps her eleven days at sea. “As the irritated waves dashed round us,” she writes, “I could not help experiencing a certain degree of satisfaction in my mind. I pleased myself with thinking that those mutinous billows, under the command of Him who does all things rightly, might probably furnish me with a watery grave. Perhaps I carried the point too far, in the pleasure which I took in thus seeing myself beaten and bandied by the swelling waters. Those who were with me took notice of my intrepidity.”
“Some of my friends,” she writes, “wept bitterly when they heard it. But I was so accepting and resigned that I shed no tears.... I seemed then to have completely lost concern for myself, as I still do now. My own interests gave me little pain or pleasure. I always wanted for myself only what God wanted.” In another passage she writes: “We all nearly died in a river we had to cross. The carriage sank in the quicksand. Others with us jumped out in terror. But my thoughts were so absorbed in God that I had no clear sense of danger. The thought of drowning did cross my mind. But I felt and thought nothing more than this: I was quite content and willing to drown if my heavenly Father chose it.” Sailing from Nice to Genoa, she spends eleven days at sea because of a storm. “As the raging waves crashed around us,” she writes, “I could not help feeling a certain satisfaction. I took pleasure in thinking that those turbulent waves might give me a watery grave. They were under the command of him who does all things rightly. Perhaps I took too much pleasure in seeing myself tossed and battered by the swelling waters. Those with me noticed my fearlessness.”
From Thomas C. Upham's Life and Religious Opinions and Experiences of Madame de la Mothe Guyon, New York, 1877, ii. 48, i. 141, 413, abridged.
The contempt of danger which religious enthusiasm produces may be even more buoyant still. I take an example from that charming recent autobiography, “With Christ at Sea,” by Frank Bullen. A couple of days after he went through the conversion on shipboard of which he there gives an account,—
The disregard for danger that religious enthusiasm produces may be even more cheerful. I take an example from Frank Bullen’s charming recent autobiography, “With Christ at Sea.” A couple of days after his conversion aboard ship, which he describes in the book:
“It was blowing stiffly,” he writes, “and we were carrying a press of canvas to get north out of the bad weather. Shortly after four bells we hauled down the flying-jib, and I sprang out astride the boom to furl it. I was sitting astride the boom when suddenly it gave way with me. The sail slipped through my fingers, and I fell backwards, hanging head downwards over the seething tumult of shining foam under the ship's bows, suspended by one foot. But I felt only high exultation in my certainty of eternal life. Although death was divided from me by a hair's breadth, and I was acutely conscious of the fact, it gave me no sensation but joy. I suppose I could have hung there no longer than five seconds, but in that time I lived a whole age of delight. But my body asserted itself, and with a desperate gymnastic effort I regained the boom. How I furled the sail I don't know, but I sang at the utmost pitch of my voice praises to God that went pealing out over the dark waste of waters.”
“The wind was blowing hard,” he writes, “and we had a lot of sail up to get north, away from the bad weather. Shortly after four bells, we lowered the flying jib. I jumped onto the boom and straddled it to furl the sail. I was sitting there when the boom suddenly gave way beneath me. The sail slipped through my fingers, and I fell backwards. I hung by one foot, head down over the churning, shining foam beneath the ship's bow. But I felt only great elation, certain that I would live forever. Although I knew I was a hair's breadth from death, I felt nothing but joy. I suppose I could have hung there for no more than five seconds. But in that time I lived through an entire age of delight. Then my body took over, and with a desperate physical effort I got back onto the boom. I don't know how I furled the sail. But I sang praises to God at the top of my voice, and they rang out over the dark expanse of water.”
Op. cit., London, 1901, p. 130.
The annals of martyrdom are of course the signal field of triumph for religious imperturbability. Let me cite as an example the statement of a humble sufferer, persecuted as a Huguenot under Louis XIV.:—
The history of martyrdom is, of course, the outstanding example of religious calm in the face of suffering. Let me cite the account of an ordinary person persecuted as a Huguenot under Louis XIV:
“They shut all the doors,” Blanche Gamond writes, “and I saw six women, each with a bunch of willow rods as thick as the hand could hold, and a yard long. He gave me the order, ‘Undress yourself,’ which I did. He said, ‘You are leaving on your shift; you must take it off.’ They had so little patience that they took it off themselves, and I was naked from the waist up. They brought a cord with which they tied me to a beam in the kitchen. They drew the cord tight with all their strength and asked me, ‘Does it hurt you?’ and then they discharged their fury upon me, exclaiming as they struck me, ‘Pray now to your God.’ It was the Roulette woman who held this language. But at this moment I received the greatest consolation that I can ever receive in my life, since I had the honor of being whipped for the name of Christ, and in addition of being crowned with his mercy and his consolations. Why can I not write down the inconceivable influences, consolations, and peace which I felt interiorly? To understand them one must have passed by the same trial; they were so great that I was ravished, for there where afflictions abound grace is given superabundantly. In vain the women cried, ‘We must double our blows; she does not feel them, for she neither speaks nor cries.’ And how should I have cried, since I was swooning with happiness within?”
“They shut all the doors,” Blanche Gamond writes, “and I saw six women. Each held a bundle of willow rods, a handful thick and a yard long. He ordered me, ‘Undress yourself,’ and I did. He said, ‘You are leaving your shift on. You must take it off.’ They were so impatient that they took it off themselves, leaving me naked from the waist up. They brought a cord and tied me to a beam in the kitchen. They pulled the cord tight with all their strength and asked me, ‘Does it hurt you?’ Then they unleashed their fury on me. As they struck me, they cried, ‘Pray now to your God.’ It was the Roulette woman who said this. “But at that moment I received the greatest comfort I can ever receive in my life. I had the honor of being whipped for the name of Christ. I was also crowned with his mercy and his comfort. Why can I not describe the unimaginable influences, comfort, and peace I felt within? To understand them, one must have gone through the same trial. These feelings were so great that I was overcome with joy. For where suffering abounds, grace is given in even greater abundance. The women cried out in vain, ‘We must strike her twice as hard. She does not feel the blows, for she neither speaks nor cries.’ And how could I have cried out, when I was faint with happiness within?”
Claparède et Goty: Deux Héroines de la Foi, Paris, 1880, p. 112.
The transition from tenseness, self-responsibility, and worry, to equanimity, receptivity, and peace, is the most wonderful of all those shiftings of inner equilibrium, those changes of the personal centre of energy, which I have analyzed so often; and the chief wonder of it is that it so often comes about, not by doing, but by simply relaxing and throwing the burden down. This abandonment of self-responsibility seems to be the fundamental act in specifically religious, as distinguished from moral practice. It antedates theologies and is independent of philosophies. Mind-cure, theosophy, stoicism, ordinary neurological hygiene, insist on it as emphatically as Christianity does, and it is capable of entering into closest marriage with every speculative creed. Christians who have it strongly live in what is called “recollection,” and are never anxious about the future, nor worry over the outcome of the day. Of Saint Catharine of Genoa it is said that “she took cognizance of things, only as they were presented to her in succession, moment by moment.” To her holy soul, “the divine moment was the present moment,... and when the present moment was estimated in itself and in its relations, and when the duty that was involved in it was accomplished, it was permitted to pass away as if it had never been, and to give way to the facts and duties of the moment which came after.”
The shift from tension, self-responsibility, and worry to calm, openness, and peace is the most wonderful of all the changes in inner balance I have so often analyzed. These are changes in the center of a person’s energy. The chief wonder is that this shift so often happens not through action, but simply by relaxing and laying down the burden. Giving up self-responsibility seems to be the fundamental act of specifically religious practice, as distinct from moral practice. It came before theologies and is independent of philosophies. Mind-cure, theosophy, stoicism, and ordinary neurological hygiene all insist on it as strongly as Christianity does. It can also be joined closely to any speculative creed. Christians who strongly practice this live in what is called “recollection.” They are never anxious about the future or worried about how the day will turn out. Of Saint Catharine of Genoa it is said that “she noticed things only as they came to her, one after another, moment by moment.” To her holy soul, “the divine moment was the present moment.... Once she had considered the present moment in itself and in relation to other things, and had done the duty it required, she let it pass as if it had never been. Then she turned to the facts and duties of the next moment.”
Compare these three different accounts: A. P. Call: As a Matter of Course, Boston, 1894. H. W. Dresser: Living by the Spirit, New York and London, 1900. H. W. Smith: The Christian's Secret of a Happy Life, published by the Willard Tract Repository and now in thousands of hands.
T. C. Upham: Life of Madame Catharine Adorna, 3rd ed., New York, 1864, pp. 158, 172-174.
Hinduism, mind-cure, and theosophy all lay great emphasis upon this concentration of the consciousness upon the moment at hand.
Hinduism, mind-cure, and theosophy all strongly emphasize focusing awareness on the present moment.
The next religious symptom which I will note is what I have called Purity of Life. The saintly person becomes exceedingly sensitive to inner inconsistency or discord, and mixture and confusion grow intolerable. All the mind's objects and occupations must be ordered with reference to the special spiritual excitement which is now its keynote. Whatever is unspiritual taints the pure water of the soul and is repugnant. Mixed with this exaltation of the moral sensibilities there is also an ardor of sacrifice, for the beloved deity's sake, of everything unworthy of him. Sometimes the spiritual ardor is so sovereign that purity is achieved at a stroke—we have seen examples. Usually it is a more gradual conquest. Billy Bray's account of his abandonment of tobacco is a good example of the latter form of achievement.
The next religious trait I will note is what I have called Purity of Life. The saintly person becomes extremely sensitive to inner inconsistency or conflict. Mixture and confusion become unbearable. All the mind’s concerns and activities must be ordered around the special spiritual excitement that now dominates it. Whatever is unspiritual taints the pure water of the soul and is repugnant. Along with this heightened moral sensitivity comes an eagerness to sacrifice everything unworthy of the beloved deity, for his sake. Sometimes the spiritual passion is so powerful that purity is achieved at once. We have seen examples of this. Usually, purity is achieved more gradually. Billy Bray’s account of giving up tobacco is a good example of this more gradual achievement.
“I had been a smoker as well as a drunkard, and I used to love my tobacco as much as I loved my meat, and I would rather go down into the mine without my dinner than without my pipe. In the days of old, the Lord spoke by the mouths of his servants, the prophets; now he speaks to us by the spirit of his Son. I had not only the feeling part of religion, but I could hear the small, still voice within speaking to me. When I took the pipe to smoke, it would be applied within, ‘It is an idol, a lust; worship the Lord with clean lips.’ So, I felt it was not right to smoke. The Lord also sent a woman to convince me. I was one day in a house, and I took out my pipe to light it at the fire, and Mary Hawke—for that was the woman's name—said, ‘Do you not feel it is wrong to smoke?’ I said that I felt something inside telling me that it was an idol, a lust, and she said that was the Lord. Then I said, ‘Now, I must give it up, for the Lord is telling me of it inside, and the woman outside, so the tobacco must go, love it as I may.’ There and then I took the tobacco out of my pocket, and threw it into the fire, and put the pipe under my foot, ‘ashes to ashes, dust to dust.’And I have not smoked since. I found it hard to break off old habits, but I cried to the Lord for help, and he gave me strength, for he has said, ‘Call upon me in the day of trouble, and I will deliver thee.’ The day after I gave up smoking I had the toothache so bad that I did not know what to do. I thought this was owing to giving up the pipe, but I said I would never smoke again, if I lost every tooth in my head. I said, ‘Lord, thou hast told us My yoke is easy and my burden is light,’ and when I said that, all the pain left me. Sometimes the thought of the pipe would come back to me very strong; but the Lord strengthened me against the habit, and, bless his name, I have not smoked since.”
“I had been a smoker as well as a drunkard. I loved tobacco as much as I loved my food. I would rather go down into the mine without my dinner than without my pipe. In the old days, the Lord spoke through his servants, the prophets. Now he speaks to us through the spirit of his Son. I not only felt my religion, but I could hear the still, small voice speaking within me. When I picked up my pipe to smoke, the voice would say, ‘It is an idol, a lust. Worship the Lord with clean lips.’ So I felt it was wrong to smoke. The Lord also sent a woman to convince me. One day I was in a house, and I took out my pipe to light it at the fire. A woman named Mary Hawke said, ‘Don’t you feel it is wrong to smoke?’ I said I felt something inside telling me that tobacco was an idol, a lust. She said that was the Lord. Then I said, ‘Now I must give it up. The Lord is telling me inside, and the woman is telling me outside. So the tobacco must go, much as I love it.’ Right then, I took the tobacco out of my pocket and threw it into the fire. I put the pipe under my foot, ‘ashes to ashes, dust to dust.’ And I have not smoked since. I found it hard to break old habits, but I cried out to the Lord for help. He gave me strength, for he has said, ‘Call upon me in the day of trouble, and I will deliver thee.’ The day after I gave up smoking, I had such a bad toothache that I did not know what to do. I thought the toothache was caused by giving up the pipe. But I said I would never smoke again, even if I lost every tooth in my head. I said, ‘Lord, you have told us, “My yoke is easy and my burden is light,”’ and when I said that, all the pain left me. Sometimes the desire for my pipe would come back very strongly. But the Lord strengthened me against the habit, and, bless his name, I have not smoked since.”
Bray's biographer writes that after he had given up smoking, he thought that he would chew a little, but he conquered this dirty habit, too. “On one occasion,” Bray said, “when at a prayer-meeting at Hicks Mill, I heard the Lord say to me, ‘Worship me with clean lips.’ So, when we got up from our knees, I took the quid out of my mouth and ‘whipped 'en’[threw it] under the form. But, when we got on our knees again, I put another quid into my mouth. Then the Lord said to me again, ‘Worship me with clean lips.’ So I took the quid out of my mouth, and whipped 'en under the form again, and said, ‘Yes, Lord, I will.’ From that time I gave up chewing as well as smoking, and have been a free man.”
Bray's biographer writes that after Bray gave up smoking, he thought he would chew a little tobacco. But he conquered this dirty habit, too. “Once,” Bray said, “I was at a prayer meeting at Hicks Mill when I heard the Lord say to me, ‘Worship me with clean lips.’ So, when we got up from our knees, I took the piece of chewing tobacco out of my mouth and threw it under the bench. But when we knelt down again, I put another piece of tobacco in my mouth. Then the Lord said to me again, ‘Worship me with clean lips.’ So I took the tobacco out of my mouth, threw it under the bench again, and said, ‘Yes, Lord, I will.’ From that time on, I gave up chewing as well as smoking, and I have been a free man.”
The ascetic forms which the impulse for veracity and purity of life may take are often pathetic enough. The early Quakers, for example, had hard battles to wage against the worldliness and insincerity of the ecclesiastical Christianity of their time. Yet the battle that cost them most wounds was probably that which they fought in defense of their own right to social veracity and sincerity in their thee-ing and thou-ing, in not doffing the hat or giving titles of respect. It was laid on George Fox that these conventional customs were a lie and a sham, and the whole body of his followers thereupon renounced them, as a sacrifice to truth, and so that their acts and the spirit they professed might be more in accord.
The strict forms that the desire for truthfulness and purity in life may take are often movingly sad. The early Quakers, for example, fought hard against the worldliness and insincerity of the established Christianity of their time. Yet their most costly battle was probably the one they fought for their right to be truthful and sincere in social life. They insisted on using “thee” and “thou,” keeping their hats on, and refusing to use titles of respect. George Fox came to believe that these conventional customs were a lie and a sham. His followers all gave up the customs as a sacrifice to truth, so that their actions would better match the spirit they professed.
“When the Lord sent me into the world,” says Fox in his Journal, “he forbade me to put off my hat to any, high or low: and I was required to ‘thee’ and ‘thou’ all men and women, without any respect to rich or poor, great or small. And as I traveled up and down, I was not to bid people Good-morning, or Good-evening, neither might I bow or scrape with my leg to any one. This made the sects and professions rage. Oh! the rage that was in the priests, magistrates, professors, and people of all sorts: and especially in priests and professors: for though ‘thou’ to a single person was according to their accidence and grammar rules, and according to the Bible, yet they could not bear to hear it: and because I could not put off my hat to them, it set them all into a rage.... Oh! the scorn, heat, and fury that arose! Oh! the blows, punchings, beatings, and imprisonments that we underwent for not putting off our hats to men! Some had their hats violently plucked off and thrown away, so that they quite lost them. The bad language and evil usage we received on this account is hard to be expressed, besides the danger we were sometimes in of losing our lives for this matter, and that by the great professors of Christianity, who thereby discovered they were not true believers. And though it was but a small thing in the eye of man, yet a wonderful confusion it brought among all professors and priests: but, blessed be the Lord, many came to see the vanity of that custom of putting off hats to men, and felt the weight of Truth's testimony against it.”
“When the Lord sent me into the world,” says Fox in his Journal, “he forbade me to remove my hat for anyone, high or low. I was also required to address every man and woman as ‘thee’ and ‘thou,’ whether rich or poor, great or small. As I traveled from place to place, I was not to wish people Good morning or Good evening. Nor could I bow or make a formal gesture of respect to anyone. This enraged people of different religious sects and beliefs. Oh, the rage of priests, magistrates, professed believers, and people of all sorts, especially priests and professed believers! Their own grammar rules and the Bible called for ‘thou’ when addressing one person. Yet they could not bear to hear it. And because I could not remove my hat for them, they all flew into a rage.... “Oh, the scorn, anger, and fury that arose! Oh, the blows, punches, beatings, and imprisonments we suffered for not removing our hats for men! Some had their hats violently pulled off and thrown away, and lost them entirely. The insults and mistreatment we received for this are hard to describe. Sometimes we were even in danger of losing our lives over it. This came from people who loudly professed Christianity, and so showed they were not true believers. Though it seemed a small thing to people, it caused great confusion among all professed believers and priests. But, blessed be the Lord, many came to see the emptiness of the custom of removing hats for men. They felt the force of Truth's testimony against it.”
In the autobiography of Thomas Elwood, an early Quaker, who at one time was secretary to John Milton, we find an exquisitely quaint and candid account of the trials he underwent both at home and abroad, in following Fox's canons of sincerity. The anecdotes are too lengthy for citation; but Elwood sets down his manner of feeling about these things in a shorter passage, which I will quote as a characteristic utterance of spiritual sensibility:—
Thomas Elwood was an early Quaker who once served as John Milton’s secretary. In his autobiography, he gives a charmingly old-fashioned and candid account of the trials he faced at home and elsewhere while following Fox’s rules of sincerity. The anecdotes are too long to quote. But Elwood describes his feelings about these matters in a shorter passage, which I will quote as a characteristic expression of spiritual sensitivity:
“By this divine light, then,” says Elwood, “I saw that though I had not the evil of the common uncleanliness, debauchery, profaneness, and pollutions of the world to put away, because I had, through the great goodness of God and a civil education, been preserved out of those grosser evils, yet I had many other evils to put away and to cease from; some of which were not by the world, which lies in wickedness (1 John v. 19), accounted evils, but by the light of Christ were made manifest to me to be evils, and as such condemned in me.
“By this divine light,” says Elwood, “I saw that I had no need to give up the world’s common evils of impurity, debauchery, profanity, and corruption. God’s great goodness and a respectable upbringing had kept me from those grosser evils. Yet I had many other evils to give up and stop practicing. The world, which lies in wickedness (1 John v. 19), did not consider some of them evil. But the light of Christ showed me that they were evil and condemned them in me.
“As particularly those fruits and effects of pride that discover themselves in the vanity and superfluity of apparel; which I took too much delight in. This evil of my doings I was required to put away and cease from; and judgment lay upon me till I did so.
“Especially the signs and effects of pride that showed themselves in my vain and excessive clothing, which I enjoyed too much. I was required to give up this wrongdoing, and judgment weighed on me until I did.
“I took off from my apparel those unnecessary trimmings of lace, ribbons, and useless buttons, which had no real service, but were set on only for that which was by mistake called ornament; and I ceased to wear rings.
“I removed the unnecessary lace, ribbons, and useless buttons from my clothes. They served no real purpose but were added only for what people mistakenly called decoration. I also stopped wearing rings.
“Again, the giving of flattering titles to men between whom and me there was not any relation to which such titles could be pretended to belong. This was an evil I had been much addicted to, and was accounted a ready artist in; therefore this evil also was I required to put away and cease from. So that thenceforward I durst not say, Sir, Master, My Lord, Madam (or My Dame); or say Your Servant to any one to whom I did not stand in the real relation of a servant, which I had never done to any.
“Another evil was giving people flattering titles when my relationship to them did not justify such titles. I had often done this and was considered skilled at it. Therefore, I was required to give up this evil too. From then on, I did not dare call anyone Sir, Master, My Lord, Madam (or My Dame). Nor did I dare say Your Servant to anyone unless I was actually their servant. I had never been anyone’s servant.
“Again, respect of persons, in uncovering the head and bowing the knee or body in salutation, was a practice I had been much in the use of; and this, being one of the vain customs of the world, introduced by the spirit of the world, instead of the true honor which this is a false representation of, and used in deceit as a token of respect by persons one to another, who bear no real respect one to another; and besides this, being a type and a proper emblem of that divine honor which all ought to pay to Almighty God, and which all of all sorts, who take upon them the Christian name, appear in when they offer their prayers to him, and therefore should not be given to men;—I found this to be one of those evils which I had been too long doing; therefore I was now required to put it away and cease from it.
“I had also often shown respect to people by removing my hat, kneeling, or bowing in greeting. This was one of the world’s vain customs, introduced by the spirit of the world. It was a false substitute for true honor. People used it deceitfully as a sign of respect for one another, even when they felt no real respect. Besides, these gestures symbolized the divine honor that everyone should give to Almighty God. All who call themselves Christians, of every kind, use these gestures when they pray to him. Therefore, people should not use them to honor other people. I found that this was one of the evils I had practiced for too long. So I was now required to give it up and stop doing it.”
“Again, the corrupt and unsound form of speaking in the plural number to a single person, you to one, instead of thou, contrary to the pure, plain, and single language of truth, _thou_to one, and you to more than one, which had always been used by God to men, and men to God, as well as one to another, from the oldest record of time till corrupt men, for corrupt ends, in later and corrupt times, to flatter, fawn, and work upon the corrupt nature in men, brought in that false and senseless way of speaking you to one, which has since corrupted the modern languages, and hath greatly debased the spirits and depraved the manners of men;—this evil custom I had been as forward in as others, and this I was now called out of and required to cease from.
“Again, addressing one person with the plural you instead of thou was a corrupt and unsound way of speaking. It was contrary to the pure, plain, and straightforward language of truth: thou for one person and you for more than one. From the earliest recorded times, God had always spoken this way to people, and people to God and to one another. Then, in later and corrupt times, corrupt men introduced the false and senseless practice of saying you to one person. They did so for corrupt ends: to flatter, fawn, and exploit the corrupt nature in people. This practice has since corrupted modern languages, greatly debased people’s spirits, and corrupted their manners. I had been as eager as anyone else to follow this evil custom. Now I was called to give it up and required to stop using it.”
“These and many more evil customs which had sprung up in the night of darkness and general apostasy from the truth and true religion were now, by the inshining of this pure ray of divine light in my conscience, gradually discovered to me to be what I ought to cease from, shun, and stand a witness against.”
“These and many other evil customs arose during the dark night of widespread abandonment of truth and true religion. As this pure ray of divine light shone in my conscience, I gradually came to see these customs for what they were. I saw that I should stop practicing them, avoid them, and speak out against them.”
The History of Thomas Elwood, written by Himself, London, 1885, pp. 32-34.
These early Quakers were Puritans indeed. The slightest inconsistency between profession and deed jarred some of them to active protest. John Woolman writes in his diary:—
These early Quakers were indeed Puritans. Even the slightest gap between what people professed and what they did moved some Quakers to protest. John Woolman writes in his diary:
“In these journeys I have been where much cloth hath been dyed; and have at sundry times walked over ground where much of their dyestuffs has drained away. This hath produced a longing in my mind that people might come into cleanness of spirit, cleanness of person, and cleanness about their houses and garments. Dyes being invented partly to please the eye, and partly to hide dirt, I have felt in this weak state, when traveling in dirtiness, and affected with unwholesome scents, a strong desire that the nature of dyeing cloth to hide dirt may be more fully considered.
“On these journeys, I have visited places where much cloth has been dyed. At various times, I have walked over ground where much dye has drained away. This has made me long for people to become clean in spirit and person, and in their homes and clothing. Dyes were invented partly to please the eye and partly to hide dirt. In my weak state, as I traveled through dirty places and was affected by unhealthy odors, I felt a strong desire for people to think more deeply about the practice of dyeing cloth to hide dirt.
“Washing our garments to keep them sweet is cleanly, but it is the opposite to real cleanliness to hide dirt in them. Through giving way to hiding dirt in our garments a spirit which would conceal that which is disagreeable is strengthened. Real cleanliness becometh a holy people; but hiding that which is not clean by coloring our garments seems contrary to the sweetness of sincerity. Through some sorts of dyes cloth is rendered less useful. And if the value of dyestuffs, and expense of dyeing, and the damage done to cloth, were all added together, and that cost applied to keeping all sweet and clean, how much more would real cleanliness prevail.
“Washing our clothes to keep them fresh is cleanly, but hiding dirt in them is the opposite of real cleanliness. When we hide dirt in our clothes, we strengthen the urge to conceal what is unpleasant. Real cleanliness is fitting for a holy people. But hiding dirt by dyeing our clothes seems contrary to the sweetness of sincerity. Some dyes make cloth less useful. Suppose we added up the cost of the dyes and dyeing, along with the damage done to the cloth. If we spent that amount on keeping everything fresh and clean, how much more real cleanliness would prevail.
“Thinking often on these things, the use of hats and garments dyed with a dye hurtful to them, and wearing more clothes in summer than are useful, grew more uneasy to me; believing them to be customs which have not their foundation in pure wisdom. The apprehension of being singular from my beloved friends was a strait upon me; and thus I continued in the use of some things, contrary to my judgment, about nine months. Then I thought of getting a hat the natural color of the fur, but the apprehension of being looked upon as one affecting singularity felt uneasy to me. On this account I was under close exercise of mind in the time of our general spring meeting in 1762, greatly desiring to be rightly directed; when, being deeply bowed in spirit before the Lord, I was made willing to submit to what I apprehended was required of me; and when I returned home, got a hat of the natural color of the fur.
“Thinking often about these things, I grew increasingly uneasy about wearing hats and clothes colored with a dye that damaged them. I also felt uneasy about wearing more clothes in summer than were useful. I believed these customs were not grounded in true wisdom. Yet I felt constrained by the fear of standing out from my beloved friends. So, for about nine months, I continued to use some things against my better judgment. Then I thought of getting a hat in the natural color of the fur. But I felt uneasy about being seen as someone trying to stand out. For this reason, I struggled deeply during our general spring meeting in 1762, longing to be guided rightly. As I bowed deeply in spirit before the Lord, I became willing to submit to what I believed was required of me. When I returned home, I got a hat in the natural color of the fur.
“In attending meetings, this singularity was a trial to me, and more especially at this time, as white hats were used by some who were fond of following the changeable modes of dress, and as some friends, who knew not from what motives I wore it, grew shy of me, I felt my way for a time shut up in the exercise of the ministry. Some friends were apprehensive that my wearing such a hat savored of an affected singularity: those who spoke with me in a friendly way, I generally informed in a few words, that I believed my wearing it was not in my own will.”
“This unusual choice was a trial for me when I attended meetings, especially at this time. Some people who liked to follow changing fashions wore white hats. And some friends who did not know why I wore one became wary of me. For a time, I felt unable to carry on my ministry. Some friends feared that wearing such a hat was an affected attempt to stand out. When they spoke to me about it in a friendly way, I generally told them briefly that I believed wearing it was not my own choice.”
When the craving for moral consistency and purity is developed to this degree, the subject may well find the outer world too full of shocks to dwell in, and can unify his life and keep his soul unspotted only by withdrawing from it. That law which impels the artist to achieve harmony in his composition by simply dropping out whatever jars, or suggests a discord, rules also in the spiritual life. To omit, says Stevenson, is the one art in literature: “If I knew how to omit, I should ask no other knowledge.” And life, when full of disorder and slackness and vague superfluity, can no more have what we call character than literature can have it under similar conditions. So monasteries and communities of sympathetic devotees open their doors, and in their changeless order, characterized by omissions quite as much as constituted of actions, the holy-minded person finds that inner smoothness and cleanness which it is torture to him to feel violated at every turn by the discordancy and brutality of secular existence.
When the desire for moral consistency and purity grows this strong, a person may find the outside world too full of shocks to live in. Only by withdrawing from it can he bring his life into harmony and keep his soul untainted. The same law governs the spiritual life and drives the artist to create harmony in a composition. The artist does this by leaving out whatever jars or suggests discord. Stevenson says that omission is the one art in literature: “If I knew how to omit, I should ask no other knowledge.” A life full of disorder, carelessness, and vague excess can no more have what we call character than literature can under similar conditions. So monasteries and communities of like-minded devotees open their doors. Their unchanging order is defined as much by what they leave out as by what they do. Within that order, the holy-minded person finds inner peace and purity. In secular life, it is torture for him to feel that peace and purity violated at every turn by discord and brutality.
That the scrupulosity of purity may be carried to a fantastic extreme must be admitted. In this it resembles Asceticism, to which further symptom of saintliness we had better turn next. The adjective “ascetic” is applied to conduct originating on diverse psychological levels, which I might as well begin by distinguishing from one another.
We must admit that concern for purity may be taken to a fantastic extreme. In this respect, it resembles Asceticism, another sign of saintliness that we should turn to next. The adjective “ascetic” is used to describe conduct arising from different psychological levels. I might as well begin by distinguishing these levels from one another.
1. Asceticism may be a mere expression of organic hardihood, disgusted with too much ease.
1. Asceticism may simply express a natural toughness that is disgusted by too much comfort.
2. Temperance in meat and drink, simplicity of apparel, chastity, and non-pampering of the body generally, may be fruits of the love of purity, shocked by whatever savors of the sensual.
2. Moderation in food and drink, simple clothing, chastity, and avoiding bodily comforts may all arise from a love of purity. This love of purity is offended by anything that suggests sensual pleasure.
3. They may also be fruits of love, that is, they may appeal to the subject in the light of sacrifices which he is happy in making to the Deity whom he acknowledges.
3. They may also be fruits of love. That is, they may appeal to a person as sacrifices he gladly makes to the God he acknowledges.
4. Again, ascetic mortifications and torments may be due to pessimistic feelings about the self, combined with theological beliefs concerning expiation. The devotee may feel that he is buying himself free, or escaping worse sufferings hereafter, by doing penance now.
4. Again, ascetic self-denial and suffering may come from negative feelings about oneself, combined with religious beliefs about making amends for sin. The devotee may feel that by doing penance now, he is buying his freedom or escaping worse suffering after death.
5. In psychopathic persons, mortifications may be entered on irrationally, by a sort of obsession or fixed idea which comes as a challenge and must be worked off, because only thus does the subject get his interior consciousness feeling right again.
5. People with mental disorders may irrationally take up practices of self-denial because of an obsession or fixed idea. The idea comes as a challenge they must carry out, because only then do they feel right inside again.
6. Finally, ascetic exercises may in rarer instances be prompted by genuine perversions of the bodily sensibility, in consequence of which normally pain-giving stimuli are actually felt as pleasures.
6. Finally, in rare cases, ascetic practices may result from genuine distortions of bodily sensation. Because of these distortions, things that normally cause pain are actually felt as pleasures.
I will try to give an instance under each of these heads in turn; but it is not easy to get them pure, for in cases pronounced enough to be immediately classed as ascetic, several of the assigned motives usually work together. Moreover, before citing any examples at all, I must invite you to some general psychological considerations which apply to all of them alike.
I will try to give an example under each of these headings in turn. But it is hard to find examples that fit just one heading. In cases clearly enough ascetic to be recognized as such, several of the identified motives usually work together. Before giving any examples, though, I must ask you to consider some general psychological points that apply to all of them.
A strange moral transformation has within the past century swept over our Western world. We no longer think that we are called on to face physical pain with equanimity. It is not expected of a man that he should either endure it or inflict much of it, and to listen to the recital of cases of it makes our flesh creep morally as well as physically. The way in which our ancestors looked upon pain as an eternal ingredient of the world's order, and both caused and suffered it as a matter-of-course portion of their day's work, fills us with amazement. We wonder that any human beings could have been so callous. The result of this historic alteration is that even in the Mother Church herself, where ascetic discipline has such a fixed traditional prestige as a factor of merit, it has largely come into desuetude, if not discredit. A believer who flagellates or “macerates” himself to-day arouses more wonder and fear than emulation. Many Catholic writers who admit that the times have changed in this respect do so resignedly; and even add that perhaps it is as well not to waste feelings in regretting the matter, for to return to the heroic corporeal discipline of ancient days might be an extravagance.
A strange moral change has swept across the Western world over the past century. We no longer think we are called upon to face physical pain calmly. No one is expected to endure much pain or inflict much of it. Hearing accounts of pain makes us shudder, both morally and physically. Our ancestors saw pain as a permanent part of the world’s order. They caused and suffered pain as an ordinary part of their daily work, and this amazes us. We wonder how any human beings could have been so insensitive. As a result of this historical change, ascetic discipline has largely fallen out of use, if not into disrepute. This is true even in the Mother Church herself, where ascetic discipline has a firmly established traditional reputation for merit. Today, a believer who whips or “macerates” himself inspires more wonder and fear than a desire to follow his example. Many Catholic writers acknowledge with resignation that times have changed in this respect. They even add that perhaps there is no point in wasting emotion on regret. A return to the heroic physical discipline of earlier days might be excessive.
Where to seek the easy and the pleasant seems instinctive—and instinctive it appears to be in man; any deliberate tendency to pursue the hard and painful as such and for their own sakes might well strike one as purely abnormal. Nevertheless, in moderate degrees it is natural and even usual to human nature to court the arduous. It is only the extreme manifestations of the tendency that can be regarded as a paradox.
Seeking what is easy and pleasant seems instinctive, and it appears to be instinctive in humans. A deliberate tendency to seek difficulty and pain for their own sake might well seem entirely abnormal. Nevertheless, it is natural and even common for people to seek challenges to a moderate degree. Only extreme forms of this tendency can be considered paradoxical.
The psychological reasons for this lie near the surface. When we drop abstractions and take what we call our will in the act, we see that it is a very complex function. It involves both stimulations and inhibitions; it follows generalized habits; it is escorted by reflective criticisms; and it leaves a good or a bad taste of itself behind, according to the manner of the performance. The result is that, quite apart from the immediate pleasure which any sensible experience may give us, our own general moral attitude in procuring or undergoing the experience brings with it a secondary satisfaction or distaste. Some men and women, indeed, there are who can live on smiles and the word “yes” forever. But for others (indeed for most), this is too tepid and relaxed a moral climate. Passive happiness is slack and insipid, and soon grows mawkish and intolerable. Some austerity and wintry negativity, some roughness, danger, stringency, and effort, some “no! no!” must be mixed in, to produce the sense of an existence with character and texture and power. The range of individual differences in this respect is enormous; but whatever the mixture of yeses and noes may be, the person is infallibly aware when he has struck it in the right proportion for him. This, he feels, is my proper vocation, this is the optimum, the law, the life for me to live. Here I find the degree of equilibrium, safety, calm, and leisure which I need, or here I find the challenge, passion, fight, and hardship without which my soul's energy expires.
The psychological reasons for this are easy to see. When we set abstractions aside and look at the will in action, we see that it is very complex. It involves both impulses and restraints. It follows established habits and is accompanied by reflective judgments. It also leaves us feeling good or bad about it, depending on how we act. So, apart from the immediate pleasure an experience may give us, our general moral attitude brings its own satisfaction or distaste. This is true whether we seek out the experience or simply undergo it. Some men and women can indeed live on smiles and the word “yes” forever. But for others, indeed for most, this moral climate is too mild and relaxed. Passive happiness is weak and bland, and soon becomes sentimental and unbearable. Life must include some austerity and wintry negativity, some roughness, danger, demands, and effort. Some “no! no!” must be mixed in to give life character, texture, and power. People differ enormously in this respect. But whatever the mixture of yeses and noes, a person unfailingly knows when the proportion is right for him. He feels: this is my proper calling, this is the optimum, the law, the life for me to live. Here I find the balance, safety, calm, and leisure I need. Or here I find the challenge, passion, struggle, and hardship without which my soul's energy dies.
Every individual soul, in short, like every individual machine or organism, has its own best conditions of efficiency. A given machine will run best under a certain steam-pressure, a certain amperage; an organism under a certain diet, weight, or exercise. You seem to do best, I heard a doctor say to a patient, at about 140 millimeters of arterial tension. And it is just so with our sundry souls: some are happiest in calm weather; some need the sense of tension, of strong volition, to make them feel alive and well. For these latter souls, whatever is gained from day to day must be paid for by sacrifice and inhibition, or else it comes too cheap and has no zest.
In short, every individual soul, like every machine or organism, has its own best conditions for working well. A machine runs best at a certain steam pressure or amperage. An organism does best with a certain diet, weight, or amount of exercise. I once heard a doctor tell a patient, “You seem to do best at a blood pressure of about 140 millimeters.” The same is true of our various souls. Some are happiest in calm conditions. Others need a sense of tension and strong will to feel alive and well. For these souls, whatever they gain from day to day must be paid for through sacrifice and self-restraint. Otherwise, the gains come too cheaply and have no zest.
Now when characters of this latter sort become religious, they are apt to turn the edge of their need of effort and negativity against their natural self; and the ascetic life gets evolved as a consequence.
When people of this latter sort become religious, they tend to direct their need for effort and negation against their natural selves. As a result, they develop an ascetic way of life.
When Professor Tyndall in one of his lectures tells us that Thomas Carlyle put him into his bath-tub every morning of a freezing Berlin winter, he proclaimed one of the lowest grades of asceticism. Even without Carlyle, most of us find it necessary to our soul's health to start the day with a rather cool immersion. A little farther along the scale we get such statements as this, from one of my correspondents, an agnostic:—
In one of his lectures, Professor Tyndall tells us about a freezing winter in Berlin. Thomas Carlyle inspired him to get into his bathtub every morning that winter. Tyndall was describing one of the mildest forms of asceticism. Even without Carlyle, most of us find it necessary for our spiritual health to start the day with a rather cool bath. A little farther along the scale of asceticism, we find statements like this one from a correspondent of mine, an agnostic:
“Often at night in my warm bed I would feel ashamed to depend so on the warmth, and whenever the thought would come over me I would have to get up, no matter what time of night it was, and stand for a minute in the cold, just so as to prove my manhood.”
“Often, lying in my warm bed at night, I felt ashamed of relying so much on the warmth. Whenever I had that thought, I had to get up, no matter what time it was. I would stand in the cold for a minute, just to prove my manhood.”
Such cases as these belong simply to our head 1. In the next case we probably have a mixture of heads 2 and 3—the asceticism becomes far more systematic and pronounced. The writer is a Protestant, whose sense of moral energy could doubtless be gratified on no lower terms, and I take his case from Starbuck's manuscript collection.
Cases like these belong simply to category 1. The next case probably combines categories 2 and 3. The asceticism becomes much more systematic and pronounced. The writer is a Protestant whose sense of moral energy could doubtless be satisfied with nothing less. I take his case from Starbuck's manuscript collection.
“I practiced fasting and mortification of the flesh. I secretly made burlap shirts, and put the burrs next the skin, and wore pebbles in my shoes. I would spend nights flat on my back on the floor without any covering.”
“I fasted and practiced physical self-denial. I secretly made burlap shirts and wore them with the rough side against my skin. I also wore pebbles in my shoes. I would spend nights lying flat on my back on the floor without any covering.”
The Roman Church has organized and codified all this sort of thing, and given it a market-value in the shape of “merit.” But we see the cultivation of hardship cropping out under every sky and in every faith, as a spontaneous need of character. Thus we read of Channing, when first settled as a Unitarian minister, that—
The Roman Church has organized and codified all this, giving it a market value in the form of “merit.” But the practice of embracing hardship appears everywhere and in every faith, as a spontaneous need of character. Thus we read this about Channing when he first began serving as a Unitarian minister:
“He was now more simple than ever, and seemed to have become incapable of any form of self-indulgence. He took the smallest room in the house for his study, though he might easily have commanded one more light, airy, and in every way more suitable; and chose for his sleeping chamber an attic which he shared with a younger brother. The furniture of the latter might have answered for the cell of an anchorite, and consisted of a hard mattress on a cot-bedstead, plain wooden chairs and table, with matting on the floor. It was without fire, and to cold he was throughout life extremely sensitive; but he never complained or appeared in any way to be conscious of inconvenience. ‘I recollect,’ says his brother, ‘after one most severe night, that in the morning he sportively thus alluded to his suffering: “If my bed were my country, I should be somewhat like Bonaparte: I have no control except over the part which I occupy; the instant I move, frost takes possession.” ’ In sickness only would he change for the time his apartment and accept a few comforts. The dress too that he habitually adopted was of most inferior quality; and garments were constantly worn which the world would call mean, though an almost feminine neatness preserved him from the least appearance of neglect.”
“He was now more simple in his habits than ever and seemed incapable of any kind of self-indulgence. He took the smallest room in the house as his study. Yet he could easily have had one that was brighter, airier, and more suitable in every way. He chose to sleep in an attic, which he shared with a younger brother. Its furnishings would have suited a hermit's cell. They consisted of a hard mattress on a cot, plain wooden chairs and a table, and matting on the floor. There was no fire, and he was extremely sensitive to cold throughout his life. But he never complained or seemed to notice any discomfort. ‘After one especially severe night,’ his brother recalls, ‘he playfully referred to his suffering the next morning: “If my bed were my country, I would be somewhat like Bonaparte. I have control only over the part I occupy. The instant I move, frost takes possession.” ’ Only when he was ill would he temporarily change rooms and accept a few comforts. The clothes he usually wore were also of very poor quality. He regularly wore garments the world would call shabby, though his almost feminine neatness kept him from looking at all neglected.”
Memoirs of W.E. Channing, Boston, 1840, i. 196.
Channing's asceticism, such as it was, was evidently a compound of hardihood and love of purity. The democracy which is an offshoot of the enthusiasm of humanity, and of which I will speak later under the head of the cult of poverty, doubtless bore also a share. Certainly there was no pessimistic element in his case. In the next case we have a strongly pessimistic element, so that it belongs under head 4. John Cennick was Methodism's first lay preacher. In 1735 he was convicted of sin, while walking in Cheapside,—
Channing’s asceticism, such as it was, was clearly a mix of toughness and a love of purity. Democracy, which grows out of enthusiasm for humanity, doubtless also played a part. I will discuss democracy later under the heading of the cult of poverty. Certainly, there was no pessimism in Channing’s case. The next case has a strong element of pessimism, so it belongs under heading 4. John Cennick was Methodism’s first lay preacher. In 1735, while walking in Cheapside, he became deeply aware of his sin:
“And at once left off song-singing, card-playing, and attending theatres. Sometimes he wished to go to a popish monastery, to spend his life in devout retirement. At other times he longed to live in a cave, sleeping on fallen leaves, and feeding on forest fruits. He fasted long and often, and prayed nine times a day.... Fancying dry bread too great an indulgence for so great a sinner as himself, he began to feed on potatoes, acorns, crabs, and grass; and often wished that he could live on roots and herbs. At length, in 1737, he found peace with God, and went on his way rejoicing.”
“He immediately stopped singing songs, playing cards, and going to the theater. Sometimes he wanted to enter a Catholic monastery and spend his life in religious seclusion. At other times, he longed to live in a cave, sleeping on fallen leaves and eating forest fruit. He fasted often and for long periods, and prayed nine times a day.... He thought even dry bread was too great a luxury for such a great sinner as himself. So he began eating potatoes, acorns, crab apples, and grass. He often wished he could live on roots and herbs. Finally, in 1737, he found peace with God and went on his way rejoicing.”
L. Tyerman: The Life and Times of the Rev. John Wesley, i. 274.
In this poor man we have morbid melancholy and fear, and the sacrifices made are to purge out sin, and to buy safety. The hopelessness of Christian theology in respect of the flesh and the natural man generally has, in systematizing fear, made of it one tremendous incentive to self-mortification. It would be quite unfair, however, in spite of the fact that this incentive has often been worked in a mercenary way for hortatory purposes, to call it a mercenary incentive. The impulse to expiate and do penance is, in its first intention, far too immediate and spontaneous an expression of self-despair and anxiety to be obnoxious to any such reproach. In the form of loving sacrifice, of spending all we have to show our devotion, ascetic discipline of the severest sort may be the fruit of highly optimistic religious feeling.
In this poor man, we see unhealthy melancholy and fear. He makes sacrifices to cleanse himself of sin and gain safety. Christian theology sees no hope for the flesh and for human nature in general. By making fear part of a system, it has turned fear into a powerful incentive to deny oneself. This incentive has often been used in a calculating way to urge people to act. Even so, it would be quite unfair to call the incentive itself calculating. The urge to atone and do penance is, at first, a far too immediate and spontaneous expression of self-despair and anxiety to deserve that reproach. The strictest ascetic discipline may be the result of highly optimistic religious feeling. It may take the form of loving sacrifice, of spending all we have to show our devotion.
M. Vianney, the curé of Ars, was a French country priest, whose holiness was exemplary. We read in his life the following account of his inner need of sacrifice:—
M. Vianney, the curé of Ars, was a French country priest known for his exemplary holiness. His biography gives the following account of his inner need for sacrifice:
“ ‘On this path,’ M. Vianney said, ‘it is only the first step that costs. There is in mortification a balm and a savor without which one cannot live when once one has made their acquaintance. There is but one way in which to give one's self to God,—that is, to give one's self entirely, and to keep nothing for one's self. The little that one keeps is only good to double one and make one suffer.’ Accordingly he imposed it on himself that he should never smell a flower, never drink when parched with thirst, never drive away a fly, never show disgust before a repugnant object, never complain of anything that had to do with his personal comfort, never sit down, never lean upon his elbows when he was kneeling. The Curé of Ars was very sensitive to cold, but he would never take means to protect himself against it. During a very severe winter, one of his missionaries contrived a false floor to his confessional and placed a metal case of hot water beneath. The trick succeeded, and the Saint was deceived: ‘God is very good,’ he said with emotion. ‘This year, through all the cold, my feet have always been warm.’ ”
“ ‘On this path,’ M. Vianney said, ‘only the first step is difficult. Self-denial brings a comfort and pleasure that, once experienced, one cannot live without. There is only one way to give oneself to God: to give oneself entirely and keep nothing for oneself. The little one keeps only divides one and causes suffering.’ Accordingly, he set rules for himself. He would never smell a flower, drink when parched with thirst, or drive away a fly. He would never show disgust at a repulsive object or complain about anything affecting his personal comfort. He would never sit down or lean on his elbows while kneeling. The Curé of Ars was very sensitive to cold, but he would never take steps to protect himself from it. During a very severe winter, one of his missionaries made a false floor in his confessional. The missionary placed a metal container of hot water beneath it. The trick worked, and the Saint was deceived: ‘God is very good,’ he said with emotion. ‘This year, through all the cold, my feet have always been warm.’ ”
A. Mounin: Le Curé d'Ars, Vie de M. J. B. M. Vianney, 1864, p. 545, abridged.
In this case the spontaneous impulse to make sacrifices for the pure love of God was probably the uppermost conscious motive. We may class it, then, under our head 3. Some authors think that the impulse to sacrifice is the main religious phenomenon. It is a prominent, a universal phenomenon certainly, and lies deeper than any special creed. Here, for instance, is what seems to be a spontaneous example of it, simply expressing what seemed right at the time between the individual and his Maker. Cotton Mather, the New England Puritan divine, is generally reputed a rather grotesque pedant; yet what is more touchingly simple than his relation of what happened when his wife came to die?
In this case, the strongest conscious motive was probably a spontaneous urge to make sacrifices out of pure love for God. We may therefore place it under category 3. Some authors think the urge to sacrifice is the main feature of religion. It is certainly a prominent and universal feature, and it runs deeper than any particular creed. Here, for example, is what seems to be a spontaneous instance of it. It simply expresses what seemed right at the time between a person and his Maker. Cotton Mather, the New England Puritan minister, is generally thought of as a rather grotesque pedant. Yet what could be more touchingly simple than his account of what happened when his wife was dying?
“When I saw to what a point of resignation I was now called of the Lord,” he says, “I resolved, with his help, therein to glorify him. So, two hours before my lovely consort expired, I kneeled by her bedside, and I took into my two hands a dear hand, the dearest in the world. With her thus in my hands, I solemnly and sincerely gave her up unto the Lord: and in token of my real Resignation, I gently put her out of my hands, and laid away a most lovely hand, resolving that I would never touch it more. This was the hardest, and perhaps the bravest action that ever I did. She ... told me that she signed and sealed my act of resignation. And though before that she called for me continually, she after this never asked for me any more.”
“When I saw how fully the Lord was calling me to accept his will,” he says, “I resolved, with his help, to glorify him by doing so. Two hours before my lovely wife died, I knelt beside her bed. I took her dear hand in both of mine. It was the dearest hand in the world. As I held it, I solemnly and sincerely gave her up to the Lord. To show my true acceptance, I gently released her hand and laid it down. I resolved never to touch that most lovely hand again. This was the hardest and perhaps the bravest thing I ever did. She ... told me that she signed and sealed my act of acceptance. Though she had continually called for me before then, she never asked for me again afterward.”
B. Wendell: Cotton Mather, New York, no date, p. 198.
Father Vianney's asceticism taken in its totality was simply the result of a permanent flood of high spiritual enthusiasm, longing to make proof of itself. The Roman Church has, in its incomparable fashion, collected all the motives towards asceticism together, and so codified them that any one wishing to pursue Christian perfection may find a practical system mapped out for him in any one of a number of ready-made manuals. The dominant Church notion of perfection is of course the negative one of avoidance of sin. Sin proceeds from concupiscence, and concupiscence from our carnal passions and temptations, chief of which are pride, sensuality in all its forms, and the loves of worldly excitement and possession. All these sources of sin must be resisted; and discipline and austerities are a most efficacious mode of meeting them. Hence there are always in these books chapters on self-mortification. But whenever a procedure is codified, the more delicate spirit of it evaporates, and if we wish the undiluted ascetic spirit,—the passion of self-contempt wreaking itself on the poor flesh, the divine irrationality of devotion making a sacrificial gift of all it has (its sensibilities, namely) to the object of its adoration,—we must go to autobiographies, or other individual documents.
Father Vianney's asceticism, taken as a whole, was simply the result of a constant flood of intense spiritual enthusiasm. That enthusiasm longed to prove itself. The Roman Church has, in its incomparable fashion, gathered all the motives for asceticism and organized them into a system. Anyone wishing to pursue Christian perfection can find a practical guide in any of several ready-made manuals. The Church's main idea of perfection is, of course, the negative one of avoiding sin. Sin arises from concupiscence, or desire, and concupiscence arises from our bodily passions and temptations. The chief among these are pride, sensuality in all its forms, and the love of worldly excitement and possessions. All these sources of sin must be resisted, and discipline and austerities are a highly effective way to resist them. That is why these books always contain chapters on self-mortification. But whenever a practice is organized into a system, its more delicate spirit evaporates. To find the undiluted ascetic spirit, we must turn to autobiographies or other personal documents. There we find the passion of self-contempt taking itself out on the poor flesh. We find the divine irrationality of devotion making a sacrificial gift of all it has, namely its capacity to feel, to the object of its adoration.
The work by the earlier Jesuit, Rodriguez, is one of the best known and has been translated into all languages. A convenient, well-organized modern manual is L'Ascétique Chrétienne, by M. J. Ribet, Paris, Poussielgue, nouvelle édition, 1898.
Saint John of the Cross, a Spanish mystic who flourished—or rather who existed, for there was little that suggested flourishing about him—in the sixteenth century, will supply a passage suitable for our purpose.
Saint John of the Cross was a Spanish mystic who lived in the sixteenth century. One might say he flourished then, but little about him suggested flourishing. He offers a passage suited to our purpose.
“First of all, carefully excite in yourself an habitual affectionate will in all things to imitate Jesus Christ. If anything agreeable offers itself to your senses, yet does not at the same time tend purely to the honor and glory of God, renounce it and separate yourself from it for the love of Christ, who all his life long had no other taste or wish than to do the will of his Father whom he called his meat and nourishment. For example, you take satisfaction in hearing of things in which the glory of God bears no part. Deny yourself this satisfaction, mortify your wish to listen. You take pleasure in seeing objects which do not raise your mind to God: refuse yourself this pleasure, and turn away your eyes. The same with conversations and all other things. Act similarly, so far as you are able, with all the operations of the senses, striving to make yourself free from their yokes.
“First, carefully develop a lasting, loving desire to imitate Jesus Christ in everything. If something pleases your senses but does not serve only to honor and glorify God, give it up. Turn away from it for the love of Christ. Throughout his life, Christ had no other desire than to do the will of his Father. He called his Father’s will his food and nourishment. For example, you enjoy hearing about things that have nothing to do with God’s glory. Deny yourself this enjoyment and restrain your desire to listen. You take pleasure in seeing things that do not turn your mind toward God. Deny yourself this pleasure and turn your eyes away. Do the same with conversations and everything else. As far as you can, act the same way with everything your senses do. Strive to free yourself from their control.
“The radical remedy lies in the mortification of the four great natural passions, joy, hope, fear, and grief. You must seek to deprive these of every satisfaction and leave them as it were in darkness and the void. Let your soul therefore turn always:
“The complete remedy is to suppress the four great natural passions: joy, hope, fear, and grief. You must deny them every satisfaction and leave them, as it were, in darkness and emptiness. So let your soul always turn:
“Not to what is most easy, but to what is hardest;
“Not to what is easiest, but to what is hardest;
“Not to what tastes best, but to what is most distasteful;
“Not to what tastes best, but to what tastes worst;
“Not to what most pleases, but to what disgusts;
“Not to what pleases most, but to what disgusts,
“Not to matter of consolation, but to matter for desolation rather;
“Not a cause for comfort, but rather a cause for despair,
“Not to rest, but to labor;
“Not to rest, but to work,
“Not to desire the more, but the less;
“Not to want more, but less;
“Not to aspire to what is highest and most precious, but to what is lowest and most contemptible;
“Not to strive for what is highest and most precious, but for what is lowest and most shameful,
“Not to will anything, but to will nothing;
“Not to want anything, but to want nothing,
“Not to seek the best in everything, but to seek the worst, so that you may enter for the love of Christ into a complete destitution, a perfect poverty of spirit, and an absolute renunciation of everything in this world.
“Do not seek the best in everything, but seek the worst. Do this so that, for the love of Christ, you may live in complete deprivation, with a perfectly humble spirit, and give up everything in this world.
“Embrace these practices with all the energy of your soul and you will find in a short time great delights and unspeakable consolations.
“Take up these practices with all the energy of your soul. Soon you will find great joy and comfort beyond words.
“Despise yourself, and wish that others should despise you.
“Despise yourself, and wish for others to despise you.
“Speak to your own disadvantage, and desire others to do the same;
“Speak unfavorably about yourself, and want others to do the same.
“Conceive a low opinion of yourself, and find it good when others hold the same;
“Think little of yourself, and be glad when others think little of you too.
“To enjoy the taste of all things, have no taste for anything.
“To enjoy the taste of all things, have no taste for anything.
“To know all things, learn to know nothing.
“To know everything, learn to know nothing.
“To possess all things, resolve to possess nothing.
“To have everything, decide to own nothing.
“To be all things, be willing to be nothing.
“To be all things, be willing to be nothing.
“To get to where you have no taste for anything, go through whatever experiences you have no taste for.
“To reach a point where you desire nothing, go through experiences you do not desire.
“To learn to know nothing, go whither you are ignorant.
“To learn to know nothing, go where you know nothing.
“To reach what you possess not, go whithersoever you own nothing.
“To reach what you do not possess, go wherever you own nothing.
“To be what you are not, experience what you are not.”
“To be what you are not, experience what you are not.”
These later verses play with that vertigo of self-contradiction which is so dear to mysticism. Those that come next are completely mystical, for in them Saint John passes from God to the more metaphysical notion of the All.
These later verses play with the dizzying self-contradiction that mysticism loves so much. The next verses are completely mystical. In them, Saint John moves from God to the more metaphysical idea of the All.
“When you stop at one thing, you cease to open yourself to the All.
“When you stop at one thing, you stop opening yourself to the All.
“For to come to the All you must give up the All.
“For to reach the All, you must give up the All.
“And if you should attain to owning the All, you must own it, desiring Nothing.
“And if you come to possess the All, you must possess it while desiring nothing.
“In this spoliation, the soul finds its tranquillity and rest. Profoundly established in the centre of its own nothingness, it can be assailed by naught that comes from below; and since it no longer desires anything, what comes from above cannot depress it; for its desires alone are the causes of its woes.”
“In this stripping away, the soul finds peace and rest. Firmly grounded in its own nothingness, it cannot be attacked by anything from below. And since it no longer desires anything, nothing from above can weigh it down. For its desires alone cause its suffering.”
Saint Jean de la Croix, Vie et Œuvres, Paris, 1893, ii. 94, 99, abridged.
And now, as a more concrete example of heads 4 and 5, in fact of all our heads together, and of the irrational extreme to which a psychopathic individual may go in the line of bodily austerity, I will quote the sincere Suso's account of his own self-tortures. Suso, you will remember, was one of the fourteenth century German mystics; his autobiography, written in the third person, is a classic religious document.
Now I will give a more concrete example of points 4 and 5, and indeed of all our points together. It also shows the irrational extremes of bodily self-denial that a mentally disturbed person may reach. I will quote the sincere Suso's account of his own self-tortures. Suso, you will remember, was a fourteenth-century German mystic. His autobiography, written in the third person, is a classic religious document.
“He was in his youth of a temperament full of fire and life; and when this began to make itself felt, it was very grievous to him; and he sought by many devices how he might bring his body into subjection. He wore for a long time a hair shirt and an iron chain, until the blood ran from him, so that he was obliged to leave them off. He secretly caused an undergarment to be made for him; and in the undergarment he had strips of leather fixed, into which a hundred and fifty brass nails, pointed and filed sharp, were driven, and the points of the nails were always turned towards the flesh. He had this garment made very tight, and so arranged as to go round him and fasten in front, in order that it might fit the closer to his body, and the pointed nails might be driven into his flesh; and it was high enough to reach upwards to his navel. In this he used to sleep at night. Now in summer, when it was hot, and he was very tired and ill from his journeyings, or when he held the office of lecturer, he would sometimes, as he lay thus in bonds, and oppressed with toil, and tormented also by noxious insects, cry aloud and give way to fretfulness, and twist round and round in agony, as a worm does when run through with a pointed needle. It often seemed to him as if he were lying upon an ant-hill, from the torture caused by the insects; for if he wished to sleep, or when he had fallen asleep, they vied with one another.Sometimes he cried to Almighty God in the fullness of his heart: Alas! Gentle God, what a dying is this! When a man is killed by murderers or strong beasts of prey it is soon over; but I lie dying here under the cruel insects, and yet cannot die. The nights in winter were never so long, nor was the summer so hot, as to make him leave off this exercise. On the contrary, he devised something farther—two leathern loops into which he put his hands, and fastened one on each side his throat, and made the fastenings so secure that even if his cell had been on fire about him, he could not have helped himself. This he continued until his hands and arms had become almost tremulous with the strain, and then he devised something else: two leather gloves; and he caused a brazier to fit them all over with sharp-pointed brass tacks, and he used to put them on at night, in order that if he should try while asleep to throw off the hair undergarment, or relieve himself from the gnawings of the vile insects, the tacks might then stick into his body. And so it came to pass. If ever he sought to help himself with his hands in his sleep, he drove the sharp tacks into his breast, and tore himself, so that his flesh festered. When after many weeks the wounds had healed, he tore himself again and made fresh wounds.
“In his youth, he was full of fire and life. When he began to feel this temperament, it troubled him deeply. He tried many ways to bring his body under control. For a long time he wore a hair shirt and an iron chain. They made him bleed so much that he had to stop wearing them. He secretly had an undergarment made with strips of leather attached to it. A hundred and fifty brass nails had been driven into the strips, their points filed sharp and turned toward his flesh. He had the garment made very tight, so that it wrapped around him and fastened in front. In this way, it would fit closer to his body and drive the pointed nails into his flesh. It reached up to his navel. He used to sleep in it at night. In the heat of summer, he was sometimes exhausted and ill from his travels, or he held the office of lecturer. At such times, he would sometimes lie in this confinement, worn down by work and tormented by harmful insects. He would cry aloud, complain, and twist around in agony, like a worm pierced by a sharp needle. The insects tormented him so much that he often felt as if he were lying on an anthill. For when he wanted to sleep, or had fallen asleep, they competed with one another.Sometimes, from the fullness of his heart, he cried to Almighty God: Alas! Gentle God, what a way to die! When murderers or fierce beasts of prey kill a man, it is soon over. But I lie here dying under these cruel insects, and yet I cannot die. The winter nights were never so long, nor the summer so hot, that he gave up this practice. Instead, he devised something more. He put his hands through two leather loops, fastening one on each side of his throat. He secured them so tightly that he could not have helped himself, even if his cell had caught fire around him. He continued this until the strain had made his hands and arms almost tremble. Then he devised something else: two leather gloves. He had a brass worker cover them with sharp-pointed brass tacks. He used to put them on at night so that the tacks would stick into his body if he tried, while asleep, to remove the hair undergarment or relieve himself from the gnawing of the vile insects. And that is what happened. Whenever he tried to help himself with his hands in his sleep, he drove the sharp tacks into his breast. He tore himself so badly that his flesh festered. After many weeks, when the wounds had healed, he tore himself again and made fresh wounds.
“Insects,” meaning lice, were a sure sign of medieval sainthood. We read this about Francis of Assisi's sheepskin: “often a companion of the saint would take it to the fire to clean and dispediculate it, doing so, as he said, because the seraphic father himself was no enemy of pedocchi, but on the contrary kept them on him (le portava adosso), and held it for an honor and a glory to wear these celestial pearls in his habit.” Quoted by P. Sabatier: Speculum Perfectionis, etc., Paris, 1898, p. 231, note.
“He continued this tormenting exercise for about sixteen years. At the end of this time, when his blood was now chilled, and the fire of his temperament destroyed, there appeared to him in a vision on Whitsunday, a messenger from heaven, who told him that God required this of him no longer. Whereupon he discontinued it, and threw all these things away into a running stream.”
“He continued this painful practice for about sixteen years. By then, his blood had grown cold, and the fire of his temperament had died. On Whitsunday, a messenger from heaven appeared to him in a vision. The messenger told him that God no longer required him to continue the practice. So he stopped and threw all these things into a flowing stream.”
Suso then tells how, to emulate the sorrows of his crucified Lord, he made himself a cross with thirty protruding iron needles and nails. This he bore on his bare back between his shoulders day and night. “The first time that he stretched out this cross upon his back his tender frame was struck with terror at it, and blunted the sharp nails slightly against a stone. But soon, repenting of this womanly cowardice, he pointed them all again with a file, and placed once more the cross upon him. It made his back, where the bones are, bloody and seared. Whenever he sat down or stood up, it was as if a hedgehog-skin were on him. If any one touched him unawares, or pushed against his clothes, it tore him.”
Suso then tells how he tried to share the suffering of his crucified Lord. He made himself a cross with thirty iron needles and nails sticking out of it. He wore the cross on his bare back, between his shoulders, day and night. “The first time he put the cross on his back, his tender body recoiled in terror. He dulled the sharp nails slightly against a stone. But he soon regretted what he saw as womanly cowardice. He sharpened all the nails again with a file and put the cross back on. It made the skin over his backbones bloody and raw. Whenever he sat down or stood up, it was as if he were wearing a hedgehog’s skin. If anyone touched him unexpectedly or bumped against his clothes, the cross tore his skin.”
Suso next tells of his penitences by means of striking this cross and forcing the nails deeper into the flesh, and likewise of his self-scourgings,—a dreadful story,—and then goes on as follows: “At this same period the Servitor procured an old castaway door, and he used to lie upon it at night without any bedclothes to make him comfortable, except that he took off his shoes and wrapped a thick cloak round him. He thus secured for himself a most miserable bed; for hard pea-stalks lay in humps under his head, the cross with the sharp nails stuck into his back, his arms were locked fast in bonds, the horsehair undergarment was round his loins, and the cloak too was heavy and the door hard. Thus he lay in wretchedness, afraid to stir, just like a log, and he would send up many a sigh to God.
Suso next describes how he punished himself by striking the cross and driving the nails deeper into his flesh. He also describes how he whipped himself. It is a dreadful story. He then continues: “At the same time, the Servitor found an old discarded door. He used to lie on it at night without any bedding for comfort. He only took off his shoes and wrapped himself in a thick cloak. He had made himself a truly miserable bed. Hard pea stalks formed lumps under his head, and the cross with its sharp nails dug into his back. His arms were bound tight, and he wore a horsehair undergarment around his loins. The cloak was heavy, and the door was hard. So he lay there in misery, afraid to move, just like a log. He would send up many a sigh to God.
“In winter he suffered very much from the frost. If he stretched out his feet they lay bare on the floor and froze, if he gathered them up the blood became all on fire in his legs, and this was great pain. His feet were full of sores, his legs dropsical, his knees bloody and seared, his loins covered with scars from the horsehair, his body wasted, his mouth parched with intense thirst, and his hands tremulous from weakness. Amid these torments he spent his nights and days; and he endured them all out of the greatness of the love which he bore in his heart to the Divine and Eternal Wisdom, our Lord Jesus Christ, whose agonizing sufferings he sought to imitate. After a time he gave up this penitential exercise of the door, and instead of it he took up his abode in a very small cell, and used the bench, which was so narrow and short that he could not stretch himself upon it, as his bed. In this hole, or upon the door, he lay at night in his usual bonds, for about eight years. It was also his custom, during the space of twenty-five years, provided he was staying in the convent, never to go after compline in winter into any warm room, or to the convent stove to warm himself, no matter how cold it might be, unless he was obliged to do so for other reasons. Throughout all these years he never took a bath, either a water or a sweating bath; and this he did in order to mortify his comfort-seeking body. He practiced during a long time such rigid poverty that he would neither receive nor touch a penny, either with leave or without it. For a considerable time he strove to attain such a high degree of purity that he would neither scratch nor touch any part of his body, save only his hands and feet.”
“In winter, he suffered greatly from the frost. If he stretched out his feet, they lay bare on the floor and froze. If he pulled them up, the blood in his legs felt as though it were on fire. This caused him great pain. His feet were covered in sores, his legs were swollen, and his knees were bloody and raw. His loins were covered with scars from the horsehair. His body was wasted, his mouth was dry from intense thirst, and his hands trembled with weakness. He spent his nights and days in this torment. He endured it all because of the great love in his heart for the Divine and Eternal Wisdom, our Lord Jesus Christ. He sought to imitate Christ’s agonizing suffering. After a time, he gave up the penitential exercise of lying on the door. Instead, he moved into a very small cell. He used a bench as his bed, though it was too narrow and short for him to stretch out on it. For about eight years, he slept either in this hole or on the door, wearing his usual bonds. For twenty-five years, whenever he was staying in the convent, he followed another custom. After compline in winter, he never went into a warm room or to the convent stove to warm himself. No matter how cold it was, he went only if he had to for other reasons. Throughout those years, he never took a bath, whether in water or in a sweat bath. He did this to discipline his comfort-seeking body. For a long time, he practiced such strict poverty that he would neither receive nor touch a penny, with or without permission. For a considerable time, he also tried to reach such a high degree of purity that he would neither scratch nor touch any part of his body, except his hands and feet.”
The Life of the Blessed Henry Suso, by Himself, translated by T. F. Knox, London, 1865, pages 56 to 80, abridged.
I spare you the recital of poor Suso's self-inflicted tortures from thirst. It is pleasant to know that after his fortieth year, God showed him by a series of visions that he had sufficiently broken down the natural man, and that he might leave these exercises off. His case is distinctly pathological, but he does not seem to have had the alleviation, which some ascetics have enjoyed, of an alteration of sensibility capable of actually turning torment into a perverse kind of pleasure. Of the founder of the Sacred Heart order, for example, we read that
I will spare you the account of poor Suso’s self-inflicted tortures of thirst. It is pleasant to know that after Suso turned forty, God showed him in a series of visions that he had sufficiently broken down his natural self. God showed him that he could stop these exercises. Suso’s case is clearly pathological. But he does not seem to have had a relief enjoyed by some ascetics. Their sensitivity changed enough to turn torment into a perverse kind of pleasure. For example, we read of the founder of the Sacred Heart order that
“Her love of pain and suffering was insatiable.... She said that she could cheerfully live till the day of judgment, provided she might always have matter for suffering for God; but that to live a single day without suffering would be intolerable. She said again that she was devoured with two unassuageable fevers, one for the holy communion, the other for suffering, humiliation, and annihilation. ‘Nothing but pain,’ she continually said in her letters, ‘makes my life supportable.’ ”
“Her love of pain and suffering could never be satisfied.... She said she could happily live until the day of judgment, as long as she always had a reason to suffer for God. But living a single day without suffering would be unbearable. She also said she was consumed by two unquenchable fevers. One was for holy communion, the other for suffering, humiliation, and annihilation. ‘Nothing but pain,’ she often said in her letters, ‘makes my life bearable.’ ”
Bougaud: Hist. de la bienheureuse Marguerite Marie, Paris, 1894, pp. 265, 171. See also pp. 386, 387.
So much for the phenomena to which the ascetic impulse will in certain persons give rise. In the ecclesiastically consecrated character three minor branches of self-mortification have been recognized as indispensable pathways to perfection. I refer to the chastity, obedience, and poverty which the monk vows to observe; and upon the heads of obedience and poverty I will make a few remarks.
That concludes my account of the phenomena that the ascetic impulse produces in certain people. In the church's consecrated life, three lesser forms of self-denial have been recognized as essential paths to perfection. These are chastity, obedience, and poverty, which monks vow to observe. I will make a few remarks about obedience and poverty.
First, of Obedience. The secular life of our twentieth century opens with this virtue held in no high esteem. The duty of the individual to determine his own conduct and profit or suffer by the consequences seems, on the contrary, to be one of our best rooted contemporary Protestant social ideals. So much so that it is difficult even imaginatively to comprehend how men possessed of an inner life of their own could ever have come to think the subjection of its will to that of other finite creatures recommendable. I confess that to myself it seems something of a mystery. Yet it evidently corresponds to a profound interior need of many persons, and we must do our best to understand it.
First, obedience. At the beginning of the twentieth century, secular society does not value this virtue highly. On the contrary, one of our most deeply rooted Protestant social ideals is individual responsibility. Each person is expected to decide how to act and benefit or suffer from the consequences. This ideal is so firmly rooted that it is hard even to imagine how people with inner lives of their own could have thought it desirable to submit their wills to other finite beings. I admit that this seems something of a mystery to me. Yet obedience evidently answers a deep inner need for many people, and we must do our best to understand it.
On the lowest possible plane, one sees how the expediency of obedience in a firm ecclesiastical organization must have led to its being viewed as meritorious. Next, experience shows that there are times in every one's life when one can be better counseled by others than by one's self. Inability to decide is one of the commonest symptoms of fatigued nerves; friends who see our troubles more broadly, often see them more wisely than we do; so it is frequently an act of excellent virtue to consult and obey a doctor, a partner, or a wife. But, leaving these lower prudential regions, we find, in the nature of some of the spiritual excitements which we have been studying, good reasons for idealizing obedience. Obedience may spring from the general religious phenomenon of inner softening and self-surrender and throwing one's self on higher powers. So saving are these attitudes felt to be that in themselves, apart from utility, they become ideally consecrated; and in obeying a man whose fallibility we see through thoroughly, we, nevertheless, may feel much as we do when we resign our will to that of infinite wisdom. Add self-despair and the passion of self-crucifixion to this, and obedience becomes an ascetic sacrifice, agreeable quite irrespective of whatever prudential uses it might have.
At the most basic level, obedience is useful in a firmly organized church. We can see how this usefulness must have led people to regard obedience as a virtue. Experience also shows that there are times in everyone’s life when others can give us better advice than we can give ourselves. Trouble making decisions is one of the most common signs of exhausted nerves. Friends who see our troubles more broadly often see them more wisely than we do. So it is often a very virtuous act to seek advice from and obey a doctor, a partner, or a wife. But beyond these practical considerations, some of the spiritual experiences we have been studying give us good reasons to idealize obedience. Obedience may arise from a common religious experience: a softening within, a surrender of the self, and a reliance on higher powers. People feel that these attitudes save them. So the attitudes themselves come to be regarded as sacred ideals, regardless of their usefulness. We may obey a man whose fallibility we fully recognize. Yet we may feel much as we do when we surrender our will to infinite wisdom. Add despair about oneself and a passion for crucifying the self, and obedience becomes an ascetic sacrifice. It becomes pleasing quite apart from any practical use it might have.
It is as a sacrifice, a mode of “mortification,” that obedience is primarily conceived by Catholic writers, a “sacrifice which man offers to God, and of which he is himself both the priest and the victim. By poverty he immolates his exterior possessions; by chastity he immolates his body; by obedience he completes the sacrifice, and gives to God all that he yet holds as his own, his two most precious goods, his intellect and his will. The sacrifice is then complete and unreserved, a genuine holocaust, for the entire victim is now consumed for the honor of God.” Accordingly, in Catholic discipline, we obey our superior not as mere man, but as the representative of Christ. Obeying God in him by our intention, obedience is easy. But when the text-book theologians marshal collectively all their reasons for recommending it, the mixture sounds to our ears rather odd.
Catholic writers think of obedience primarily as a sacrifice, a form of “mortification.” They call it a “sacrifice that a person offers to God, in which the person is both priest and victim. Through poverty, he sacrifices his external possessions. Through chastity, he sacrifices his body. Through obedience, he completes the sacrifice. He gives God everything he still holds as his own: his two most precious possessions, his intellect and his will. The sacrifice is then complete and unconditional, a true holocaust, for the entire victim is consumed to honor God.” Accordingly, in Catholic practice, we obey our superior not merely as a man, but as Christ’s representative. When we intend to obey God through our superior, obedience is easy. But when textbook theologians gather all their reasons for recommending obedience, the mixture sounds rather odd to our ears.
Lejeune: Introduction à la Vie Mystique, 1899, p. 277. The holocaust comparison dates back at least to Ignatius Loyola.
“One of the great consolations of the monastic life,” says a Jesuit authority, “is the assurance we have that in obeying we can commit no fault. The Superior may commit a fault in commanding you to do this thing or that, but you are certain that you commit no fault so long as you obey, because God will only ask you if you have duly performed what orders you received, and if you can furnish a clear account in that respect, you are absolved entirely. Whether the things you did were opportune, or whether there were not something better that might have been done, these are questions not asked of you, but rather of your Superior. The moment what you did was done obediently, God wipes it out of your account, and charges it to the Superior. So that Saint Jerome well exclaimed, in celebrating the advantages of obedience, ‘Oh, sovereign liberty! Oh, holy and blessed security by which one becomes almost impeccable!’
“One of the great comforts of monastic life,” says a Jesuit authority, “is knowing that we cannot be at fault when we obey. The Superior may be at fault for ordering you to do one thing or another. But you can be sure that you are not at fault as long as you obey. God will only ask whether you have properly carried out the orders you received. If you can give a clear account of your obedience, you are entirely absolved. Whether your actions were timely, or whether something better could have been done, are questions for your Superior, not for you. Once you have acted obediently, God removes the action from your account and charges it to the Superior. So Saint Jerome was right to exclaim, in praising the benefits of obedience, ‘Oh, supreme freedom! Oh, holy and blessed security that makes a person almost incapable of sin!’
“Saint John Climachus is of the same sentiment when he calls obedience an excuse before God. In fact, when God asks why you have done this or that, and you reply, it is because I was so ordered by my Superiors, God will ask for no other excuse. As a passenger in a good vessel with a good pilot need give himself no farther concern, but may go to sleep in peace, because the pilot has charge over all, and ‘watches for him’; so a religious person who lives under the yoke of obedience goes to heaven as if while sleeping, that is, while leaning entirely on the conduct of his Superiors, who are the pilots of his vessel, and keep watch for him continually. It is no small thing, of a truth, to be able to cross the stormy sea of life on the shoulders and in the arms of another, yet that is just the grace which God accords to those who live under the yoke of obedience. Their Superior bears all their burdens.... A certain grave doctor said that he would rather spend his life in picking up straws by obedience, than by his own responsible choice busy himself with the loftiest works of charity, because one is certain of following the will of God in whatever one may do from obedience, but never certain in the same degree of anything which we may do of our own proper movement.”
“Saint John Climachus agrees when he calls obedience an excuse before God. When God asks why you have done something, you can reply that your superiors ordered you to do it. God will ask for no other excuse. A passenger on a good ship with a good pilot need not worry, but may sleep peacefully. The pilot is in charge of everything and ‘watches for him’. In the same way, a religious person who lives under the yoke of obedience goes to heaven as if asleep. That person relies entirely on the guidance of superiors, who are the pilots of the ship and watch continually. It is truly no small thing to cross the stormy sea of life on someone else’s shoulders and in their arms. Yet that is just the grace God grants to those who live under the yoke of obedience. Their superior carries all their burdens.... A certain respected scholar said he would rather spend his life picking up straws out of obedience than choose for himself to do the greatest works of charity. He said this because one is certain of following God’s will in whatever one does out of obedience. But one is never equally certain about anything one does on one’s own initiative.”
Alfonso Rodriguez, S. J.: Pratique de la Perfection Chrétienne, Part iii., Treatise v., ch. x.
One should read the letters in which Ignatius Loyola recommends obedience as the backbone of his order, if one would gain insight into the full spirit of its cult. They are too long to quote; but Ignatius's belief is so vividly expressed in a couple of sayings reported by companions that, though they have been so often cited, I will ask your permission to copy them once more:—
To understand the full spirit of his order’s worship, one should read Ignatius Loyola’s letters recommending obedience as its backbone. The letters are too long to quote. But two sayings reported by his companions express Ignatius’s belief vividly. Although they have often been quoted, I will ask your permission to repeat them once more:
Letters li. and cxx. of the collection translated into French by Bouix, Paris, 1870.
“I ought,” an early biographer reports him as saying, “on entering religion, and thereafter, to place myself entirely in the hands of God, and of him who takes His place by His authority. I ought to desire that my Superior should oblige me to give up my own judgment, and conquer my own mind. I ought to set up no difference between one Superior and another, ... but recognize them all as equal before God, whose place they fill. For if I distinguish persons, I weaken the spirit of obedience. In the hands of my Superior, I must be a soft wax, a thing, from which he is to require whatever pleases him, be it to write or receive letters, to speak or not to speak to such a person, or the like; and I must put all my fervor in executing zealously and exactly what I am ordered. I must consider myself as a corpse which has neither intelligence nor will; be like a mass of matter which without resistance lets itself be placed wherever it may please any one; like a stick in the hand of an old man, who uses it according to his needs and places it where it suits him. So must I be under the hands of the Order, to serve it in the way it judges most useful.
“I should,” an early biographer reports him as saying, “when I enter religious life and from then on, place myself entirely in God’s hands and in the hands of the person who takes his place by his authority. I should want my Superior to make me give up my own judgment and overcome my own will. I should make no distinction between one Superior and another, ... but recognize them all as equal before God, whose place they fill. For if I distinguish between them, I weaken the spirit of obedience. In my Superior’s hands, I must be like soft wax, a thing from which he can demand whatever he pleases. He may require me to write or receive letters, to speak or not speak to a particular person, or do similar things. And I must devote all my energy to carrying out my orders eagerly and exactly. I must consider myself a corpse, with neither intelligence nor will. I must be like a mass of matter that lets anyone place it anywhere without resistance. I must be like a stick in an old man’s hand, which he uses as he needs and puts wherever he chooses. That is how I must be in the hands of the Order, serving it in whatever way it judges most useful.
“I must never ask of the Superior to be sent to a particular place, to be employed in a particular duty.... I must consider nothing as belonging to me personally, and as regards the things I use, be like a statue which lets itself be stripped and never opposes resistance.”
“I must never ask my Superior to send me to a particular place or assign me a particular duty.... I must not consider anything my personal property. When it comes to the things I use, I must be like a statue that lets itself be stripped without resisting.”
Bartoli-Michel, ii. 13.
The other saying is reported by Rodriguez in the chapter from which I a moment ago made quotations. When speaking of the Pope's authority, Rodriguez writes:—
Rodriguez reports the other saying in the chapter I quoted a moment ago. Writing about the Pope's authority, Rodriguez says:
“Saint Ignatius said, when general of his company, that if the Holy Father were to order him to set sail in the first bark which he might find in the port of Ostia, near Rome, and to abandon himself to the sea, without a mast, without sails, without oars or rudder or any of the things that are needful for navigation or subsistence, he would obey not only with alacrity, but without anxiety or repugnance, and even with a great internal satisfaction.”
“While he was general of his company, Saint Ignatius spoke of what he would do if the Holy Father gave him an order. The Holy Father might order him to board the first boat he found in the port of Ostia, near Rome. He might order him to set out to sea without a mast, sails, oars, or rudder. He might also order him to go without anything else needed for navigation or survival. Saint Ignatius said he would obey not only eagerly, but without anxiety or reluctance, and even with great inner satisfaction.”
Rodriguez: Op. cit., Part iii., Treatise v., ch. vi.
With a solitary concrete example of the extravagance to which the virtue we are considering has been carried, I will pass to the topic next in order.
I will give one concrete example of how far the virtue we are considering has been taken. Then I will move to the next topic.
“Sister Marie Claire [of Port Royal] had been greatly imbued with the holiness and excellence of M. de Langres. This prelate, soon after he came to Port Royal, said to her one day, seeing her so tenderly attached to Mother Angélique, that it would perhaps be better not to speak to her again. Marie Claire, greedy of obedience, took this inconsiderate word for an oracle of God, and from that day forward remained for several years without once speaking to her sister.”
“Sister Marie Claire [of Port Royal] had come to believe deeply in the holiness and excellence of M. de Langres. Soon after this bishop came to Port Royal, he noticed how tenderly she was attached to Mother Angélique. One day, he told Marie Claire that perhaps it would be better if she never spoke to Mother Angélique again. Marie Claire, eager to obey, took his thoughtless remark as a message from God. From that day on, she did not speak to her sister once for several years.”
Sainte-Beuve: Histoire de Port Royal, i. 346.
Our next topic shall be Poverty, felt at all times and under all creeds as one adornment of a saintly life. Since the instinct of ownership is fundamental in man's nature, this is one more example of the ascetic paradox. Yet it appears no paradox at all, but perfectly reasonable, the moment one recollects how easily higher excitements hold lower cupidities in check. Having just quoted the Jesuit Rodriguez on the subject of obedience, I will, to give immediately a concrete turn to our discussion of poverty, also read you a page from his chapter on this latter virtue. You must remember that he is writing instructions for monks of his own order, and bases them all on the text, “Blessed are the poor in spirit.”
Our next topic is poverty, which has always been seen in every creed as a mark of a saintly life. Since the instinct to own things is fundamental to human nature, this is another example of the ascetic paradox. Yet poverty seems perfectly reasonable, not paradoxical, once we remember how easily higher excitements keep lower desires in check. I have just quoted the Jesuit Rodriguez on obedience. To give our discussion of poverty a concrete starting point, I will also read you a page from his chapter on that virtue. Remember that he is writing instructions for monks of his own order. He bases all these instructions on the text, “Blessed are the poor in spirit.”
“If any one of you,” he says, “will know whether or not he is really poor in spirit, let him consider whether he loves the ordinary consequences and effects of poverty, which are hunger, thirst, cold, fatigue, and the denudation of all conveniences. See if you are glad to wear a worn-out habit full of patches. See if you are glad when something is lacking to your meal, when you are passed by in serving it, when what you receive is distasteful to you, when your cell is out of repair. If you are not glad of these things, if instead of loving them you avoid them, then there is proof that you have not attained the perfection of poverty of spirit.” Rodriguez then goes on to describe the practice of poverty in more detail. “The first point is that which Saint Ignatius proposes in his constitutions, when he says, ‘Let no one use anything as if it were his private possession.’ ‘A religious person,’ he says, ‘ought in respect to all the things that he uses, to be like a statue which one may drape with clothing, but which feels no grief and makes no resistance when one strips it again. It is in this way that you should feel towards your clothes, your books, your cell, and everything else that you make use of; if ordered to quit them, or to exchange them for others, have no more sorrow than if you were a statue being uncovered. In this way you will avoid using them as if they were your private possession. But if, when you give up your cell, or yield possession of this or that object or exchange it for another, you feel repugnance and are not like a statue, that shows that you view these things as if they were your private property.’
“If any of you,” he says, “wants to know whether you are truly poor in spirit, consider whether you love the usual consequences of poverty. These are hunger, thirst, cold, fatigue, and the lack of all comforts. See whether you are glad to wear a worn-out robe covered in patches. See whether you are glad when something is missing from your meal or when you are passed over during serving. See whether you are glad when the food you receive is unpleasant or when your cell is in disrepair. If you are not glad of these things, but avoid them instead of loving them, you have not achieved perfect poverty of spirit.” Rodriguez then describes the practice of poverty in more detail. “The first point is the one Saint Ignatius sets out in his constitutions. He says, ‘Let no one use anything as if it were his private property.’ ‘A religious person,’ he says, ‘should treat everything he uses as a statue would. A statue can be dressed in clothes, but feels no sorrow and offers no resistance when the clothes are removed. You should feel the same way about your clothes, your books, your cell, and everything else you use. If you are ordered to give them up or exchange them for others, feel no more sorrow than a statue being undressed. In this way, you will avoid using these things as if they were your private property. But suppose you give up your cell, surrender an object, or exchange it for another. If you feel unwilling to do so and are not like a statue, you regard these things as your private property.’
“And this is why our holy founder wished the superiors to test their monks somewhat as God tested Abraham, and to put their poverty and their obedience to trial, that by this means they may become acquainted with the degree of their virtue, and gain a chance to make ever farther progress in perfection, ... making the one move out of his room when he finds it comfortable and is attached to it; taking away from another a book of which he is fond; or obliging a third to exchange his garment for a worse one. Otherwise we should end by acquiring a species of property in all these several objects, and little by little the wall of poverty that surrounds us and constitutes our principal defense would be thrown down. The ancient fathers of the desert used often thus to treat their companions.... Saint Dositheus, being sick-nurse, desired a certain knife, and asked Saint Dorotheus for it, not for his private use, but for employment in the infirmary of which he had charge. Whereupon Saint Dorotheus answered him: ‘Ha! Dositheus, so that knife pleases you so much! Will you be the slave of a knife or the slave of Jesus Christ? Do you not blush with shame at wishing that a knife should be your master? I will not let you touch it.’ Which reproach and refusal had such an effect upon the holy disciple that since that time he never touched the knife again.” ...
“And this is why our holy founder wanted the superiors to test their monks somewhat as God tested Abraham. He wanted them to test the monks’ poverty and obedience. In this way, the monks could learn how virtuous they were and have a chance to make further progress toward perfection. ... The superiors might make one monk leave his room when he finds it comfortable and has grown attached to it. They might take away a book that another monk is fond of, or make a third exchange his garment for a worse one. Otherwise, we would end up treating all these objects as a kind of property. Little by little, the wall of poverty that surrounds us and forms our principal defense would be torn down. The ancient fathers of the desert often treated their companions in this way.... Saint Dositheus, who was a nurse, wanted a certain knife and asked Saint Dorotheus for it. He wanted it not for his private use, but for use in the infirmary he was in charge of. Saint Dorotheus answered him: ‘Ha! Dositheus, so you like that knife so much! Will you be the slave of a knife or the slave of Jesus Christ? Aren’t you ashamed to want a knife to be your master? I will not let you touch it.’ This reprimand and refusal had such an effect on the holy disciple that he never touched the knife again.” ...
“Therefore, in our rooms,” Father Rodriguez continues, “there must be no other furniture than a bed, a table, a bench, and a candlestick, things purely necessary, and nothing more. It is not allowed among us that our cells should be ornamented with pictures or aught else, neither armchairs, carpets, curtains, nor any sort of cabinet or bureau of any elegance. Neither is it allowed us to keep anything to eat, either for ourselves or for those who may come to visit us. We must ask permission to go to the refectory even for a glass of water; and finally we may not keep a book in which we can write a line, or which we may take away with us. One cannot deny that thus we are in great poverty. But this poverty is at the same time a great repose and a great perfection. For it would be inevitable, in case a religious person were allowed to own superfluous possessions, that these things would greatly occupy his mind, be it to acquire them, to preserve them, or to increase them; so that in not permitting us at all to own them, all these inconveniences are remedied. Among the various good reasons why the company forbids secular persons to enter our cells, the principal one is that thus we may the easier be kept in poverty. After all, we are all men, and if we were to receive people of the world into our rooms, we should not have the strength to remain within the bounds prescribed, but should at least wish to adorn them with some books to give the visitors a better opinion of our scholarship.”
“Therefore, in our rooms,” Father Rodriguez continues, “there must be no furniture except a bed, a table, a bench, and a candlestick. These are necessities, and there must be nothing more. We are not allowed to decorate our cells with pictures or anything else. Nor may we have armchairs, carpets, curtains, or any kind of elegant cabinet or bureau. We are not allowed to keep food, either for ourselves or for visitors. We must ask permission to go to the refectory even for a glass of water. Finally, we may not keep a book in which we can write a line, or one we may take away with us. “No one can deny that we live in great poverty. But this poverty also brings great peace and perfection. For if a religious person were allowed unnecessary possessions, they would inevitably occupy much of his mind. He would be concerned with acquiring, preserving, or increasing them. By not allowing us to own them at all, the rules prevent all these troubles. “The company has several good reasons for forbidding people outside religious life to enter our cells. The main reason is that this makes it easier to keep us in poverty. After all, we are all human. If we received people of the world in our rooms, we would not have the strength to stay within the prescribed limits. We would at least want to decorate our rooms with some books, to give visitors a better opinion of our learning.”
Rodriguez: Op. cit., Part iii., Treatise iii., chaps. vi., vii.
Since Hindu fakirs, Buddhist monks, and Mohammedan dervishes unite with Jesuits and Franciscans in idealizing poverty as the loftiest individual state, it is worth while to examine into the spiritual grounds for such a seemingly unnatural opinion. And first, of those which lie closest to common human nature.
Hindu fakirs, Buddhist monks, and Muslim dervishes join Jesuits and Franciscans in idealizing poverty as the highest state for an individual. So it is worth examining the spiritual reasons for this seemingly unnatural view. Let us begin with the reasons closest to common human nature.
The opposition between the men who have and the men who are is immemorial. Though the gentleman, in the old-fashioned sense of the man who is well born, has usually in point of fact been predaceous and reveled in lands and goods, yet he has never identified his essence with these possessions, but rather with the personal superiorities, the courage, generosity, and pride supposed to be his birthright. To certain huckstering kinds of consideration he thanked God he was forever inaccessible, and if in life's vicissitudes he should become destitute through their lack, he was glad to think that with his sheer valor he was all the freer to work out his salvation. “Wer nur selbst was hätte,” says Lessing's Tempelherr, in Nathan the Wise, “mein Gott, mein Gott, ich habe nichts!” This ideal of the well-born man without possessions was embodied in knight-errantry and templardom; and, hideously corrupted as it has always been, it still dominates sentimentally, if not practically, the military and aristocratic view of life. We glorify the soldier as the man absolutely unencumbered. Owning nothing but his bare life, and willing to toss that up at any moment when the cause commands him, he is the representative of unhampered freedom in ideal directions. The laborer who pays with his person day by day, and has no rights invested in the future, offers also much of this ideal detachment. Like the savage, he may make his bed wherever his right arm can support him, and from his simple and athletic attitude of observation, the property-owner seems buried and smothered in ignoble externalities and trammels, “wading in straw and rubbish to his knees.” The claims which things make are corrupters of manhood, mortgages on the soul, and a drag anchor on our progress towards the empyrean.
The opposition between men who have and men who are is ancient. The gentleman, in the old sense of a man of good birth, has usually been predatory and delighted in owning land and goods. Yet he has never identified his essential nature with these possessions. Instead, he identified it with the personal superiorities thought to be his birthright: courage, generosity, and pride. He thanked God that certain kinds of petty, profit-seeking concerns could never touch him. If life’s ups and downs left him destitute because he ignored such concerns, he was glad of one thought. His sheer courage would leave him all the freer to work out his salvation. “Wer nur selbst was hätte,” says Lessing’s Tempelherr, in Nathan the Wise, “mein Gott, mein Gott, ich habe nichts!” This ideal of the well-born man without possessions took shape in knight-errantry and the order of the Templars. Though the ideal has always been hideously corrupted, it still governs the military and aristocratic view of life, at least in sentiment if not in practice. We glorify the soldier as a man with no burdens at all. He owns nothing but his life, and he is willing to throw it away whenever the cause demands. He represents freedom to pursue ideals without restraint. The laborer, too, shares much of this ideal detachment. He pays with his own body every day and has no rights invested in the future. Like the savage, he may make his bed wherever his own strength can support him. From his simple, athletic point of view, the property owner seems buried and smothered in degrading external possessions and restraints, “wading in straw and rubbish to his knees.” The demands that things make corrupt manhood. They are mortgages on the soul and a drag anchor on our progress toward the empyrean.
“Everything I meet with,” writes Whitefield, “seems to carry this voice with it,—‘Go thou and preach the Gospel; be a pilgrim on earth; have no party or certain dwelling place.’My heart echoes back, ‘Lord Jesus, help me to do or suffer thy will. When thou seest me in danger of nestling,—in pity—in tender pity,—put a thorn in my nest to prevent me from it.’ ”
“Everything I encounter,” writes Whitefield, “seems to tell me, ‘Go and preach the Gospel. Be a pilgrim on earth. Belong to no party and have no permanent home.’ My heart answers, ‘Lord Jesus, help me to do or suffer your will. When you see me in danger of settling in, please, in your tender mercy, put a thorn in my nest to keep me from it.’ ”
R. Philip: The Life and Times of George Whitefield, London, 1842, p. 366.
The loathing of “capital” with which our laboring classes to-day are growing more and more infected seems largely composed of this sound sentiment of antipathy for lives based on mere having. As an anarchist poet writes:—
Our working classes today increasingly hate “capital.” This hatred seems to be largely rooted in a sound dislike of lives based on merely having things. As an anarchist poet writes:
“Not by accumulating riches, but by giving away that which you have,
“Not by building up riches, but by giving away what you have,
“Shall you become beautiful;
“Will you become beautiful,
“You must undo the wrappings, not case yourself in fresh ones;
“You must remove the wrappings, not wrap yourself in new ones,
“Not by multiplying clothes shall you make your body sound and healthy, but rather by discarding them ...
“You will not make your body strong and healthy by wearing more clothes, but rather by taking them off ...
“For a soldier who is going on a campaign does not seek what fresh furniture he can carry on his back, but rather what he can leave behind;
“For a soldier going on a campaign does not look for more equipment to carry on his back, but for what he can leave behind.
“Knowing well that every additional thing which he cannot freely use and handle is an impediment.”
“Knowing well that every extra thing he cannot freely use and handle is an obstacle.”
Edward Carpenter: Towards Democracy, p. 362, abridged.
In short, lives based on having are less free than lives based either on doing or on being, and in the interest of action people subject to spiritual excitement throw away possessions as so many clogs. Only those who have no private interests can follow an ideal straight away. Sloth and cowardice creep in with every dollar or guinea we have to guard. When a brother novice came to Saint Francis, saying: “Father, it would be a great consolation to me to own a psalter, but even supposing that our general should concede to me this indulgence, still I should like also to have your consent,” Francis put him off with the examples of Charlemagne, Roland, and Oliver, pursuing the infidels in sweat and labor, and finally dying on the field of battle. “So care not,” he said, “for owning books and knowledge, but care rather for works of goodness.” And when some weeks later the novice came again to talk of his craving for the psalter, Francis said: “After you have got your psalter you will crave a breviary; and after you have got your breviary you will sit in your stall like a grand prelate, and will say to your brother: ‘Hand me my breviary.’ ... And thenceforward he denied all such requests, saying: ‘A man possesses of learning only so much as comes out of him in action, and a monk is a good preacher only so far as his deeds proclaim him such, for every tree is known by its fruits.’ ”
In short, lives based on having are less free than lives based on doing or being. To act freely, people caught up in spiritual excitement throw away possessions as if they were burdens. Only those with no private interests can follow an ideal without delay. Laziness and cowardice creep in with every dollar or guinea we have to guard. A brother novice once came to Saint Francis and said: “Father, it would be a great comfort to me to own a psalter. But even if our general granted me this privilege, I would still like your consent too.” Francis put him off by citing Charlemagne, Roland, and Oliver. They pursued the infidels through sweat and toil, and finally died on the battlefield. “So do not concern yourself with owning books and gaining knowledge,” he said. “Concern yourself instead with doing good.” Some weeks later, the novice came again to talk about his desire for the psalter. Francis said: “After you get your psalter, you will want a breviary. After you get your breviary, you will sit in your stall like a grand prelate and say to your brother: ‘Hand me my breviary.’ ... From then on, he denied all such requests. He said: ‘A man possesses only as much learning as he puts into action. A monk is a good preacher only as far as his deeds show him to be one. For every tree is known by its fruits.’ ”
Speculum Perfectionis, ed. P. Sabatier, Paris, 1898, pp. 10, 13.
But beyond this more worthily athletic attitude involved in doing and being, there is, in the desire of not having, something profounder still, something related to that fundamental mystery of religious experience, the satisfaction found in absolute surrender to the larger power. So long as any secular safeguard is retained, so long as any residual prudential guarantee is clung to, so long the surrender is incomplete, the vital crisis is not passed, fear still stands sentinel, and mistrust of the divine obtains: we hold by two anchors, looking to God, it is true, after a fashion, but also holding by our proper machinations. In certain medical experiences we have the same critical point to overcome. A drunkard, or a morphine or cocaine maniac, offers himself to be cured. He appeals to the doctor to wean him from his enemy, but he dares not face blank abstinence. The tyrannical drug is still an anchor to windward: he hides supplies of it among his clothing; arranges secretly to have it smuggled in in case of need. Even so an incompletely regenerate man still trusts in his own expedients. His money is like the sleeping potion which the chronically wakeful patient keeps beside his bed; he throws himself on God, but if he should need the other help, there it will be also. Every one knows cases of this incomplete and ineffective desire for reform,—drunkards whom, with all their self-reproaches and resolves, one perceives to be quite unwilling seriously to contemplate never being drunk again! Really to give up anything on which we have relied, to give it up definitively, “for good and all” and forever, signifies one of those radical alterations of character which came under our notice in the lectures on conversion. In it the inner man rolls over into an entirely different position of equilibrium, lives in a new centre of energy from this time on, and the turning-point and hinge of all such operations seems usually to involve the sincere acceptance of certain nakednesses and destitutions.
But beyond the more admirable, athletic attitude involved in doing and being, the desire to have nothing holds something deeper. It relates to a fundamental mystery of religious experience: the satisfaction found in absolute surrender to a greater power. As long as we retain any worldly safeguard or cling to any remaining guarantee of security, our surrender is incomplete. The vital crisis has not passed, fear still stands guard, and distrust of the divine remains. We hold to two anchors. We look to God, it is true, in a way, but we also rely on our own schemes. In certain medical experiences, we have to overcome the same critical point. A person addicted to alcohol, morphine, or cocaine seeks a cure. He asks the doctor to free him from his enemy, but he dares not face complete abstinence. The tyrannical drug is still a backup. He hides supplies of it among his clothes and secretly arranges to have it smuggled in if needed. In the same way, a person who has not been fully transformed still trusts in his own devices. His money is like the sleeping potion a chronically sleepless patient keeps beside his bed. He throws himself on God, but if he should need the other help, it will be there too. Everyone knows cases of this incomplete and ineffective desire for reform. Some drinkers reproach themselves and make resolutions, yet clearly refuse to consider seriously never getting drunk again! To give up something we have relied on, definitively, “for good and all” and forever, means a radical change of character. We encountered such changes in the lectures on conversion. In giving up that reliance, our inner selves shift into an entirely different state of balance. From then on, we live from a new center of energy. And the turning point in all such changes usually seems to involve sincerely accepting certain forms of vulnerability and deprivation.
Accordingly, throughout the annals of the saintly life, we find this ever-recurring note: Fling yourself upon God's providence without making any reserve whatever,—take no thought for the morrow,—sell all you have and give it to the poor,—only when the sacrifice is ruthless and reckless will the higher safety really arrive. As a concrete example let me read a page from the biography of Antoinette Bourignon, a good woman, much persecuted in her day by both Protestants and Catholics, because she would not take her religion at second hand. When a young girl, in her father's house,—
So, throughout the history of saintly lives, we find the same message again and again: Trust entirely in God's care, holding nothing back. Give no thought to tomorrow. Sell all you have and give it to the poor. Only when the sacrifice is ruthless and reckless will true safety come from a higher power. As a concrete example, let me read a page from the biography of Antoinette Bourignon. She was a good woman, much persecuted in her day by both Protestants and Catholics because she would not accept her religion secondhand. When she was a young girl, living in her father's house,
“She spent whole nights in prayer, oft repeating: Lord, what wilt thou have me to do? And being one night in a most profound penitence, she said from the bottom of her heart: ‘O my Lord! What must I do to please thee? For I have nobody to teach me. Speak to my soul and it will hear thee.’At that instant she heard, as if another had spoke within her: Forsake all earthly things. Separate thyself from the love of the creatures. Deny thyself. She was quite astonished, not understanding this language, and mused long on these three points, thinking how she could fulfill them. She thought she could not live without earthly things, nor without loving the creatures, nor without loving herself. Yet she said, ‘By thy Grace I will do it, Lord!’ But when she would perform her promise, she knew not where to begin. Having thought on the religious in monasteries, that they forsook all earthly things by being shut up in a cloister, and the love of themselves by subjecting of their wills, she asked leave of her father to enter into a cloister of the barefoot Carmelites, but he would not permit it, saying he would rather see her laid in her grave. This seemed to her a great cruelty, for she thought to find in the cloister the true Christians she had been seeking, but she found afterwards that he knew the cloisters better than she; for after he had forbidden her, and told her he would never permit her to be a religious, nor give her any money to enter there, yet she went to Father Laurens, the Director, and offered to serve in the monastery and work hard for her bread, and be content with little, if he would receive her. At which he smiled and said: That cannot be. We must have money to build; we take no maids without money; you must find the way to get it, else there is no entry here.
“She spent whole nights in prayer, often repeating: Lord, what do you want me to do? One night, feeling deep repentance, she said from the bottom of her heart: ‘O my Lord! What must I do to please you? I have no one to teach me. Speak to my soul, and it will listen to you.’ At that moment, she heard a voice, as if someone else had spoken within her: Give up all earthly things. Separate yourself from love of creatures. Deny yourself. She was astonished. She did not understand these words and thought long about the three commands, wondering how she could obey them. She thought she could not live without earthly things, without loving creatures, or without loving herself. Yet she said, ‘By your grace I will do it, Lord!’ But when she tried to keep her promise, she did not know where to begin. She thought of those in monasteries. They gave up all earthly things by shutting themselves away in a cloister, and gave up love of themselves by submitting their wills. So she asked her father’s permission to enter a cloister of the barefoot Carmelites. But he refused, saying he would rather see her in her grave. This seemed very cruel to her. She thought she would find in the cloister the true Christians she had been seeking. But she later found that her father knew the cloisters better than she did. Her father had forbidden her to enter a cloister. He had also said he would never allow her to become a nun or give her any money to enter one. Yet she went to Father Laurens, the Director. She offered to serve in the monastery, work hard for her food, and be content with little, if he would accept her. He smiled and said: That cannot be. We need money to build. We take no young women without money. You must find a way to get it, or you cannot enter here.
“This astonished her greatly, and she was thereby undeceived as to the cloisters, resolving to forsake all company and live alone till it should please God to show her what she ought to do and whither to go. She asked always earnestly, ‘When shall I be perfectly thine, O my God?’ And she thought he still answered her, When thou shalt no longer possess anything, and shalt die to thyself. ‘And where shall I do that, Lord?’ He answered her, In the desert. This made so strong an impression on her soul that she aspired after this; but being a maid of eighteen years only, she was afraid of unlucky chances, and was never used to travel, and knew no way. She laid aside all these doubts and said, ‘Lord, thou wilt guide me how and where it shall please thee. It is for thee that I do it. I will lay aside my habit of a maid, and will take that of a hermit that I may pass unknown.’ Having then secretly made ready this habit, while her parents thought to have married her, her father having promised her to a rich French merchant, she prevented the time, and on Easter evening, having cut her hair, put on the habit, and slept a little, she went out of her chamber about four in the morning, taking nothing but one penny to buy bread for that day. And it being said to her in the going out, Where is thy faith? in a penny? she threw it away, begging pardon of God for her fault, and saying, ‘No, Lord, my faith is not in a penny, but in thee alone.’ Thus she went away wholly delivered from the heavy burthen of the cares and good things of this world, and found her soul so satisfied that she no longer wished for anything upon earth, resting entirely upon God, with this only fear lest she should be discovered and be obliged to return home; for she felt already more content in this poverty than she had done for all her life in all the delights of the world.”
“This astonished her greatly and dispelled her illusions about convents. She resolved to leave all company and live alone until God chose to show her what to do and where to go. She kept asking earnestly, ‘When shall I be completely yours, O my God?’ She thought he always answered her, When you no longer possess anything and die to yourself. ‘And where shall I do that, Lord?’ He answered her, In the desert. His answer made such a strong impression on her soul that she longed to go there. But she was only eighteen, and she feared that misfortune might befall her. She was not used to traveling and did not know the way. She set aside all these doubts and said, ‘Lord, you will guide me as you please and wherever you please. I am doing this for you. I will put aside my dress as a young woman and wear a hermit’s clothing, so I can travel unrecognized.’ She secretly prepared the clothing while her parents were planning to marry her off. Her father had promised her to a rich French merchant, but she left before the marriage could take place. On Easter evening, she cut her hair, put on the hermit’s clothing, and slept a little. Then, at about four in the morning, she left her room, taking only a penny to buy bread for that day. As she went out, she heard the words, Where is your faith? In a penny? She threw the penny away, asking God to forgive her mistake and saying, ‘No, Lord, my faith is not in a penny, but in you alone.’ So she went away, completely freed from the heavy burden of worldly cares and possessions. She found her soul so satisfied that she no longer wished for anything on earth. She placed all her trust in God, fearing only that she might be discovered and forced to return home. For she already felt more content in this poverty than she had felt throughout her life amid all the pleasures of the world.”
An Apology for M. Antonia Bourignon, London, 1699, pp. 269, 270, abridged. Another example from Starbuck's MS. collection: “At a meeting held at six the next morning, I heard a man relate his experience. He said: The Lord asked him if he would confess Christ among the quarrymen with whom he worked, and he said he would. Then he asked him if he would give up to be used of the Lord the four hundred dollars he had laid up, and he said he would, and thus the Lord saved him. The thought came to me at once that I had never made a real consecration either of myself or of my property to the Lord, but had always tried to serve the Lord in my way. Now the Lord asked me if I would serve him in his way, and go out alone and penniless if he so ordered. The question was pressed home, and I must decide: To forsake all and have him, or have all and lose him! I soon decided to take him; and the blessed assurance came, that he had taken me for his own, and my joy was full. I returned home from the meeting with feelings as simple as a child. I thought all would be glad to hear of the joy of the Lord that possessed me, and so I began to tell the simple story. But to my great surprise, the pastors (for I attended meetings in three churches) opposed the experience and said it was fanaticism, and one told the members of his church to shun those that professed it, and I soon found that my foes were those of my own household.”
The penny was a small financial safeguard, but an effective spiritual obstacle. Not till it was thrown away could the character settle into the new equilibrium completely.
The penny offered a small measure of financial security, but it was a real spiritual obstacle. Only after the penny was thrown away could the character fully settle into a new balance.
Over and above the mystery of self-surrender, there are in the cult of poverty other religious mysteries. There is the mystery of veracity: “Naked came I into the world,” etc.,—whoever first said that, possessed this mystery. My own bare entity must fight the battle—shams cannot save me. There is also the mystery of democracy, or sentiment of the equality before God of all his creatures. This sentiment (which seems in general to have been more widespread in Mohammedan than in Christian lands) tends to nullify man's usual acquisitiveness. Those who have it spurn dignities and honors, privileges and advantages, preferring, as I said in a former lecture, to grovel on the common level before the face of God. It is not exactly the sentiment of humility, though it comes so close to it in practice. It is humanity, rather, refusing to enjoy anything that others do not share. A profound moralist, writing of Christ's saying, “Sell all thou hast and follow me,” proceeds as follows:—
Besides the mystery of self-surrender, the practice of poverty holds other religious mysteries. One is the mystery of truthfulness: “Naked came I into the world,” and so on. Whoever first said that understood this mystery. My bare self must fight the battle. Pretenses cannot save me. There is also the mystery of democracy, the feeling that all God's creatures are equal before him. This feeling seems generally to have been more widespread in Muslim lands than in Christian ones. It tends to overcome people's usual desire to acquire things. Those who feel this way reject high rank, honors, privileges, and advantages. As I said in an earlier lecture, they prefer to humble themselves on the common level before God. This is not exactly the feeling of humility, though in practice it comes very close. Rather, it is humanity, refusing to enjoy anything that others do not share. A profound moralist wrote the following about Christ's saying, “Sell all thou hast and follow me”:
“Christ may have meant: If you love mankind absolutely you will as a result not care for any possessions whatever, and this seems a very likely proposition. But it is one thing to believe that a proposition is probably true; it is another thing to see it as a fact. If you loved mankind as Christ loved them, you would see his conclusion as a fact. It would be obvious. You would sell your goods, and they would be no loss to you. These truths, while literal to Christ, and to any mind that has Christ's love for mankind, become parables to lesser natures. There are in every generation people who, beginning innocently, with no predetermined intention of becoming saints, find themselves drawn into the vortex by their interest in helping mankind, and by the understanding that comes from actually doing it. The abandonment of their old mode of life is like dust in the balance. It is done gradually, incidentally, imperceptibly. Thus the whole question of the abandonment of luxury is no question at all, but a mere incident to another question, namely, the degree to which we abandon ourselves to the remorseless logic of our love for others.”
“Christ may have meant: If you love humanity completely, you will not care about any possessions. This seems very likely to be true. But believing something is probably true is different from seeing it as a fact. If you loved humanity as Christ loved humanity, you would see his conclusion as a fact. It would be obvious. You would sell your possessions, and losing them would mean nothing to you. These truths are literal for Christ and for anyone who shares Christ's love for humanity. But to lesser natures, they become parables. In every generation, some people begin innocently, with no intention of becoming saints. Yet their interest in helping humanity draws them into the vortex. So does the understanding that comes from actually helping. Giving up their old way of life is of little consequence to them. They do it gradually, incidentally, without noticing. So giving up luxury is not a question at all. It is merely incidental to another question: how completely we give ourselves over to the relentless logic of our love for others.”
J. J. Chapman, in the Political Nursery, vol. iv. p. 4, April, 1900, abridged.
But in all these matters of sentiment one must have “been there” one's self in order to understand them. No American can ever attain to understanding the loyalty of a Briton towards his king, of a German towards his emperor; nor can a Briton or German ever understand the peace of heart of an American in having no king, no Kaiser, no spurious nonsense, between him and the common God of all. If sentiments as simple as these are mysteries which one must receive as gifts of birth, how much more is this the case with those subtler religious sentiments which we have been considering! One can never fathom an emotion or divine its dictates by standing outside of it. In the glowing hour of excitement, however, all incomprehensibilities are solved, and what was so enigmatical from without becomes transparently obvious. Each emotion obeys a logic of its own, and makes deductions which no other logic can draw. Piety and charity live in a different universe from worldly lusts and fears, and form another centre of energy altogether. As in a supreme sorrow lesser vexations may become a consolation; as a supreme love may turn minor sacrifices into gain; so a supreme trust may render common safeguards odious, and in certain glows of generous excitement it may appear unspeakably mean to retain one's hold of personal possessions. The only sound plan, if we are ourselves outside the pale of such emotions, is to observe as well as we are able those who feel them, and to record faithfully what we observe; and this, I need hardly say, is what I have striven to do in these last two descriptive lectures, which I now hope will have covered the ground sufficiently for our present needs.
But in all matters of feeling, you must have “been there” yourself to understand them. No American can ever understand a Briton’s loyalty to his king or a German’s loyalty to his emperor. Nor can a Briton or German ever understand an American’s peace of heart. An American has no king, no Kaiser, no phony nonsense, between him and the God common to all. If feelings as simple as these are mysteries we must receive as gifts of birth, how much more is this true of the subtler religious feelings we have been considering! You can never fully understand an emotion or guess what it demands by standing outside it. Yet in a glowing moment of excitement, everything incomprehensible is resolved. What was so puzzling from the outside becomes perfectly obvious. Each emotion follows its own logic and draws conclusions that no other logic can reach. Piety and charity live in a different universe from worldly desires and fears. They form a completely different center of energy. In a time of supreme sorrow, lesser troubles may become a comfort. A supreme love may turn minor sacrifices into gains. In the same way, supreme trust may make ordinary safeguards seem hateful. And in certain moments of glowing generosity, holding on to personal possessions may seem unspeakably mean. If we ourselves are outside the reach of such emotions, the only sound plan is to observe those who feel them. We must observe them as well as we can and faithfully record what we see. I hardly need to say that this is what I have tried to do in these last two descriptive lectures. I now hope they have covered the subject sufficiently for our present needs.