Introduction, Part 3

The Book's Theme

28 min
"The phase of thought or feeling which we call Mysticism has its origin in ... that dim consciousness of the beyond which is part of our nature as human beings.... Mysticism arises when we try to bring this higher consciousness into relation with the other contents of our minds. Religious Mysticism may be defined as the attempt to realise the presence of the living God in the soul and in nature, or, more generally, as the attempt to realise in thought and feeling, the immanence of the temporal in the eternal, and of the eternal in the temporal."—W. R. Inge, Christian Mysticism. The Bampton Lectures for 1900, p. 4.
"The way of thinking or feeling we call Mysticism comes from ... a faint awareness of the beyond that is part of human nature.... Mysticism arises when we try to connect this higher awareness with the other contents of our minds. Religious Mysticism may be defined as the attempt to become aware of the living God’s presence in the soul and in nature. More generally, it may be defined as the attempt to grasp in thought and feeling how the temporal exists within the eternal, and the eternal within the temporal." W. R. Inge, Christian Mysticism. The Bampton Lectures for 1900, p. 4.

"What is Paradise? All things that are; for all are goodly and pleasant and therefore may fitly be called a Paradise. It is said also that Paradise is an outer Court of Heaven. Even so this world is an outer court of the eternal, or of Eternity, and especially whatever in time, or any temporal creature manifesteth or remindeth us of God or Eternity; for the creature is a guide and a path to God and Eternity." "God is althing that is gode, as to my sight," says Julian, "and the godenes that althing hath, it is He" (viii.).

"What is Paradise? It is all things that exist. All are beautiful and pleasant, so all may rightly be called a Paradise. Paradise is also said to be an outer court of Heaven. In the same way, this world is an outer court of the eternal, or of Eternity. This is especially true of anything in time, or any temporal creature, that reveals God or Eternity to us or reminds us of them. For the creature is a guide and a path to God and Eternity." "God is everything that is good, as I see it," says Julian, "and he is the goodness in everything" (viii.).

Theologia Germanica, Chap. 1.

"Truth seeth God," and every man exercising the human gift of Reason may in the sight and in the seeing of truths, attain to some sight of God as Truth. But "Wisdom beholdeth God," and although the enlightenment of the Spirit of Wisdom for the discernment of vital truth is a grace that is granted in needful measure to him that seeks to be guided by it, it is perhaps those receivers of grace that are mystics by nature and habit that are the most ready in reaching forward while still on earth to Wisdom's fullest and most immediate beholding of God as All in all. For theirs in the largest (and it may be the highest) efficiency, and in the fullest accordance with man's first gift of "Reason Natural," is the further gift that Julian calls "Mind": the gift of a certain spiritual sensitiveness whereby they are quick to take impression of eternal things unseen (seeing them either within or beyond the things of time that are seen) with surrender of self to partake of their life. For in this Beholding of Wisdom, response of the heart in purity and insight of the imagination in faith enhance each other, while the vision of the soul through both takes clearness.

"Truth sees God," and everyone who uses the human gift of Reason may gain some sight of God as Truth by seeing truths. But "Wisdom beholds God." The Spirit of Wisdom gives light to discern vital truth. This grace is granted, in the measure needed, to anyone who seeks its guidance. Yet perhaps those who receive this grace and are mystics by nature and habit are most ready to reach further. While still on earth, they may reach toward Wisdom's fullest and most immediate vision of God as All in all. For they possess the further gift Julian calls "Mind" in its greatest, and perhaps highest, effectiveness. In them, this gift also works in fullest harmony with humanity's first gift of "Reason Natural." Mind is a kind of spiritual sensitivity. Through it, they readily receive impressions of unseen eternal things. They see these things either within or beyond the visible things of time, and surrender themselves to share in their life. For in this vision of Wisdom, the heart's response in purity and the imagination's insight in faith strengthen each other. Through both, the soul's vision grows clearer.

The mystic, who sees the wide-ruling oneness of God with all that is good—and thus, as the Mystics say, with all that is,—may begin at any point the beholding of Goodness and therein the beholding of God. "He is in the mydde poynt of all thyng, and all He doeth" (xi.). It is in the way of those thus fully endowed for the reaching to truth in its highest wisdom here, while they walk amongst the many manifestations of earth, to take them as delicate partial signs instinct with a single meaning. Here is mystical perception:—

The mystic sees God's all-encompassing unity with everything that is good. As the Mystics say, this means unity with everything that is. The mystic may begin anywhere to contemplate Goodness and, in doing so, contemplate God. "He is at the center of all things, and does all things" (xi.). Some are fully gifted to reach truth in its highest wisdom here. As they walk among the many manifestations of earth, they tend to see them as delicate, partial signs, each alive with a single meaning. Here is mystical perception:

"To see a world in a grain of sand, And a heaven in a wild flower; Hold infinity in the palm of your hand, And eternity in an hour";
"To see a world in a grain of sand, and heaven in a wildflower. To hold infinity in the palm of your hand, and eternity in an hour."

Blake's Poems.

by a blackbird's sudden song overhear, "in woodlands within," a joy out of the heart of the Life of life. Speaking of the spiritual sight Julian relates: "I saw God in a point.—by which sight I saw that He is in all things." To the mystical soul, quiet to listen to "the music of the spheres," all sweet accordant sounds are singing Holy, Holy, Holy; to the mystical soul, "full of eyes within"—like those Creatures of Life seen on the plain by the prophet of the Law of life as renewed for Hope, and seen in the heights by the herald of the Evangel of life as fulfilled in Love—all symmetrical sights are as doors that are opened in Heaven. But it is most of all in the music and the symmetry made of adverse life and death by the power of love, as this is seen from highest to lowest, from lowest to highest, that the Revelation of God as Love that is All in all is received. And looking thereon in the highest manifestation, the manifestation of Christ, which is made for all men, the mystics meet other beholders, who are not called "mystics," yet who have not merely in greater or less degree, with them, the common gift of Reason, but, after their different manner and in their own share, the gift of the feeling "Mind." For both from the seeing of Truth and from the beholding of Wisdom comes the "holy wondering delight in God" that is simply delight of love in Love. So they of the East and they of the West sit down together to partake of the Bread and the Wine of the Table of God in His Kingdom.

A blackbird’s sudden song can be overheard “in woodlands within,” a joy from the heart of the Life of life. Speaking of spiritual sight, Julian says: “I saw God in a point. By this sight I saw that he is in all things.” To the mystical soul, quiet enough to listen to “the music of the spheres,” all sweet, harmonious sounds sing Holy, Holy, Holy. The mystical soul is “full of eyes within,” like the Creatures of Life. The prophet of the Law of life, as renewed for Hope, saw them on the plain. The herald of the Evangel of life, as fulfilled in Love, saw them in the heights. To the mystical soul, all symmetrical sights are like doors opened in Heaven. But above all, love’s power creates music and symmetry from life and death, despite their opposition. This can be seen from the highest to the lowest and from the lowest to the highest. It is above all in this music and symmetry that the revelation of God as Love, All in all, is received. Mystics look upon this revelation in its highest manifestation, the manifestation of Christ, which is made for all people. There they meet other observers who are not called “mystics.” These observers share with the mystics the common gift of Reason, to a greater or lesser degree. But they also share the gift of the feeling “Mind,” each in their own way and measure. For both the sight of Truth and the vision of Wisdom bring the “holy wondering delight in God.” This delight is simply the delight of love in Love. So people from the East and the West sit down together to share the Bread and the Wine at the Table of God in his Kingdom.

Memorabilia of Jesus, by W. Peyton, p. 33.

There is no other than one Food of the Divine Life consecrated and made ready and offered to man for his human spirit to feed on; but the Christian mystic finds an offering of that Food, which is the sanctified Life of the Christ of God, not only in its constant presentment to the spirit alone, by the Spirit of God through Christ. To him, as to other Christians, the sight and the offering of the Life in God is given in that memorial, mediate, expectant Sacrament consecrated for the spirit's nurture through those elected Symbols of sense that are the most perfect and sacred symbols because in their earlier, natural use they most immediately minister to the whole human life on earth of the Giver and of the receivers. But along with this chosen Sacrament, and as one with it, there is shewn to the mystic the Life Divine in diverse manners of working: he sees God's Christ from afar, fore-sees the Eucharistic Sacrament of His most sacred Death and Life, now raised in the Bread and the Wine on high,—seeing its promise low in the ground in the earliest, ageless life of the wheat and the vine: seed cast away, bruised corn of wheat, and dying Body, and broken Bread, and daily obedience; a hidden root, crushed fruit of the vine, and Blood poured forth, and uplifted Wine, and joy of Love over Death: one Life.

There is only one Food of the Divine Life, consecrated, prepared, and offered to people to nourish their spirits. This Food is the sanctified Life of the Christ of God. The Spirit of God, through Christ, continually offers it directly to the spirit. But the Christian mystic also finds it offered elsewhere. Like other Christians, the mystic sees and receives the offering of Life in God in the Sacrament. This Sacrament is a memorial, a means of receiving that Life, and an expression of expectation. It is consecrated to nourish the spirit through chosen symbols that can be perceived by the senses. These symbols are the most perfect and sacred because, in their original, natural use, they most directly nourish the whole earthly life of both the Giver and the receivers. Alongside this chosen Sacrament, and as one with it, the mystic sees the Divine Life at work in various ways. The mystic sees God’s Christ from afar and fore-sees the Eucharistic Sacrament of his most sacred Death and Life. The Sacrament is now raised on high in the Bread and the Wine. Yet the mystic sees its promise low in the ground, in the earliest, ageless life of the wheat and the vine. There is seed cast away, bruised wheat grain, the dying Body, broken Bread, and daily obedience. There is a hidden root, the crushed fruit of the vine, Blood poured forth, uplifted Wine, and Love’s joy over Death. All are one Life.

Sometimes there is for the mystics a partaking of these lesser "wayside sacraments," sometimes a turning aside from their symbols; sometimes the old song of life in the lower creation awakens singing, sometimes it scarcely is heard. But always the spirit of nature's signs as interpreted in Man, above all in Christ, lays its claim on the soul; always as sung by the chorus of human spirits that live on the "Righteousness, Peace, and Joy" of the Will of God, the New Song of Life through Death has in it a summons and receives from one and another here, passing through much tribulation, its fuller concord of human achievement, or at least the desirous Amen. So whether the mystic dwell much or little with the sights and sounds of sense, those things that are seen and heard by the soul bear to him the command of his home, and the merest doorway glimpses, the echoes most distant, making their proffer of more and more within and beyond, say Come.

Sometimes mystics share in these lesser "wayside sacraments." At other times, they turn away from their symbols. Sometimes the old song of life in the lower creation awakens their singing. At other times, they can scarcely hear it. But the spirit of nature's signs always lays its claim on the soul. These signs are interpreted in Man, and above all in Christ. A chorus of human spirits sings the New Song of Life through Death. These spirits live on the "Righteousness, Peace, and Joy" of the Will of God. As they sing it, the song always calls out to us. Here, some pass through much tribulation and add the fuller harmony of human achievement to the song. Others offer at least a yearning Amen. So a mystic may spend much or little time with the sights and sounds perceived by the senses. In either case, what the soul sees and hears carries the call of home. Even the briefest glimpses through a doorway and the most distant echoes offer more and more within and beyond. They say, Come.

"I give you the end of a golden string: Only wind it into a ball, It will lead you in at Heaven's Gate, Built in Jerusalem wall."
"I give you the end of a golden string. Just wind it into a ball. It will lead you through Heaven's Gate, built into Jerusalem's wall."

Gilchrist's Life and Works of William Blake, vol. ii.

(Although this "following on to know," this winding of the truth caught hold of into a "perfect round" of thought and will and life, is probably not more easy for the mystics than for other people.

(Although this “following on to know,” this weaving of truth once grasped into a “perfect round” of thought, will, and life, is probably no easier for mystics than for other people.

"Amore, amor, tu sei cerchio rotondo!")
"Love, love, you are a round circle!")

Amor de Caritade, by Jacopone da Todi (previously attributed to S. Francis of Assisi).

God is in all; but "our soul may never have rest in things that are beneath itself" (lxvii.). "Well I wot," says Julian, "that heaven and earth and all that is made is great and large, fair and good," yet "all that is made" is seen as a little thing, the size of a hazel nut, held in the palm of her hand, when along with it her spiritual sight beholds the Maker. And though we may find the Maker in all things, we find Him, both as Maker and Restorer, first and best, First and Last, in the soul. There He is Alpha, there Omega. "It is readier to us to come to the knowing of God than to know our own Soul" (in its fullest powers). "For our soul is so deep-grounded in God and so endlessly treasured, that we may not come to the knowing thereof till we have first knowing of God, which is the Maker, to whom it is oned." And yet, "we may never come to full knowing of God till we know first clearly our own soul" (lvi.). The knowledge begins with God, but it begins with Him in the lowest place of the soul rescued from sin by mercy and entered by grace. "For Himself is nearest and meekest, highest and lowest, and doeth all" (lxxx.). To the soul that looks on Christ a remembrance rises of its own "fair nature" made in His image; yet "our Lord of His mercy sheweth us our sin and our feebleness by the sweet gracious light of Himself" (lxxviii.). Thus in the working of grace the soul comes to the knowledge both of its higher and lower parts. For in finding in itself both a natural response to the working of grace by its love and its longing after God, and a contrariness to the goodness of grace by its often failing and falling, it experiences both the action of the "Godly Will" (which is within it as a part of, and a gift from, its higher nature, "the Substance") and the action of a "beastly will" (from the simple animal nature) which can will no moral good and which, "failing of love," falls into sin: whereby comes pain, with all the "travail" of good and evil in conflict during the course of restoration. But it is only when the Sense-soul (wherein the higher will must overcome the lower) is at last brought up to heaven, enriched by all the profits of tribulation, and is united to the Substance waiting there, "hid with Christ in God," that we come to the perfect knowledge of God. For that knowledge, perfect in kind though always growing, can only begin when, being in our "full powers" and "all fully holy," we come to know clearly our own united perfected Soul. This seems to be Julian's view (lvi., etc.).

God is in all things, but "our soul can never find rest in things beneath it" (lxvii.). Julian says, "I know well that heaven and earth and all that is made are great and vast, beautiful and good." Yet, when her spiritual sight sees the Maker alongside everything he has made, all creation appears small. She sees it as a hazelnut held in the palm of her hand. Though we may find the Maker in all things, we find him first and best in the soul. There we find him as both Maker and Restorer, First and Last. There he is Alpha, there Omega. "It is easier for us to come to know God than to know our own soul" (in its fullest powers). "For our soul is so deeply grounded in God and so endlessly treasured that we cannot come to know it until we first know God, its Maker, to whom it is united." Yet "we can never come to know God fully until we first know our own soul clearly" (lvi.). Knowledge begins with God, but it begins with him in the lowest part of the soul. Mercy rescues that part from sin, and grace enters it. "For he himself is nearest and most humble, highest and lowest, and does all things" (lxxx.). When the soul looks on Christ, it remembers its own "beautiful nature," made in his image. Yet "our Lord in his mercy shows us our sin and our weakness by his own sweet, gracious light" (lxxviii.). So, through the working of grace, the soul comes to know both its higher and lower parts. The soul finds in itself a natural response to grace, in its love and longing for God. It also finds a resistance to the goodness of grace, in its frequent failures and falls. In this way, the soul experiences the action of the "Godly Will." This will is within the soul as part of, and a gift from, its higher nature, "the Substance." The soul also experiences the action of a "beastly will," which comes from simple animal nature. The beastly will cannot choose any moral good and, "lacking love," falls into sin. This brings pain and all the "struggle" of good and evil in conflict during restoration. But we come to perfect knowledge of God only when the Sense-soul is at last brought up to heaven. In the Sense-soul, the higher will must overcome the lower will. The Sense-soul is enriched by all the benefits of suffering and united with the Substance waiting in heaven, "hidden with Christ in God." This knowledge is perfect in kind, though it is always growing. It can begin only when we are in our "full powers" and "all fully holy," and come to know our own united, perfected Soul clearly. This seems to be Julian's view (lvi., etc.).

Julian says elsewhere that we have in us here such a "medley" of good and evil that sometimes we hardly know of others or of ourselves wherein we stand, but that each "holy assent" that we make (by the Godly Will) to the grace and will of God, is a witness that we are of God. A witness to our sonship, it might be said; and perhaps, taking Julian's view for the time, we might think that as the Lost Son "came to himself," so the soul comes to the consciousness of the Godly Will; that as he arose and came to his Father and found Him, or rather was found by his Father, so the soul receives the healing of Christ in Mercy and the leading of the Holy Ghost in Grace; and that as at last, the son not only found his father but found his lost sonship—yet a better sonship than ever he had known before—so the soul comes at last to find, more and more fully, that new sonship which is of its nature, yet is more than its nature. For it finds the nature oneness which by creation it had with the Son of God, enhanced and for ever sustained by grace.

Julian says elsewhere that we have such a "medley" of good and evil within us here. Sometimes we hardly know where we or others stand. But each "holy assent" we make to God’s grace and will, through the Godly Will, shows that we belong to God. We might say it is a sign that we are God’s children. Perhaps, if we adopt Julian’s view for the moment, we might see a parallel with the Lost Son. Just as he "came to himself," the soul becomes aware of the Godly Will. He rose and came to his Father and found him, or rather, was found by his Father. In the same way, the soul receives Christ’s healing through Mercy and the Holy Ghost’s guidance through Grace. At last, the son not only found his father but also recovered his lost sonship. This sonship was better than any he had known before. In the same way, the soul comes at last to discover more and more fully a new sonship. This sonship belongs to the soul’s nature, yet it is more than its nature. For the soul discovers the oneness its nature had with the Son of God through creation, now enhanced and sustained forever by grace.

Sometimes, truly, the Mystical doctrine leads by tracks that are not easily followed, but it is perhaps only when her views are regarded in single parts, that any harm could be found in Julian's statements—all qualified as they are by her "as to my sight." At first indeed it may startle one to read of her saints that are known in the Church and in Heaven "by their sins," to hear that the wounds left by sin are made "medicines" on earth and turned to "worships" in Heaven; but then we remember the joy that shall be in Heaven over "one sinner that repenteth," the love that loves much because much is forgiven. And yet we remember the little children in their high faith and love and innocent days; and of such is the Kingdom of God. But the Child, with many "fair virtues," albeit imperfect, was likewise Julian's type of the Christian soul: "I understood no higher stature in this life than Childhood."

Sometimes, mystical teaching does lead us down paths that are hard to follow. But perhaps Julian's statements can only be found harmful when her views are considered in isolation. And she qualifies all her statements with the words "as I see it." At first, it may be startling to read of her saints who are known in the Church and in Heaven "by their sins." It may also be startling to hear that the wounds left by sin become "medicines" on earth and marks of "honor" in Heaven. But then we remember the joy there will be in Heaven over "one sinner who repents." We also remember the love that loves much because much is forgiven. And yet we remember the little children, with their deep faith and love and their innocent days. The Kingdom of God belongs to such as these. But the Child, with many "beautiful virtues," though imperfect, was also Julian's image of the Christian soul: "I understood that there was no higher state in this life than childhood."

"To know our own soul"—it behoveth us to know our own soul—our high-nature soul, which is enclosed in God, and also our soul on the earth which Christ-Jesus inhabits, which has in it the "medley": "we have in us our Lord Jesus uprisen, we have in us the wretchedness and the mischief of Adam's falling, dying" (lii.). But elsewhere Julian gives this name "our own soul" to the Church, seeing the Church likewise as the dwelling and working-place of Christ (lxii.). She has been speaking of the Divine Wisdom being as it were the Mother of the soul, and now she seems to lead us to the Church as to the Nursery where He tends His children. "For one single person may oftentimes be broken, but the whole Body of Holy Church was never broken, nor ever shall be, without end. And therefore a sure thing it is, a good and a gracious, to will meekly and mightily to be fastened to our Mother, Holy Church, that is Christ Jesus. For the Food of Mercy that is His dearworthy blood and precious water is plenteous to make us fair and clean; the sweet gracious hands of our Mother be ready and diligently about us. For He in all this working useth the office of a kind nurse that hath not else to do but to entend about the salvation of her child" (lxi.). Each soul is indeed the soul of a person and most intimately knows itself in its personal experience, through which indeed alone it can come to knowledge of others. Yet the single soul knows itself best in the souls of all the saints, in the fellowship of the "Blessed Common," where every virtue is found, not in each, at this time, but in all—not now in the perfect height nor the fairest flowering, but at growth in that ground where each plant holds some likeness to Christ.

“To know our own soul.” We need to know our own soul, both its higher nature, enclosed in God, and its life on earth, where Christ-Jesus dwells. In our earthly soul there is a “medley”: “we have in us our Lord Jesus risen, and we have in us the wretchedness and harm of Adam’s fall and death” (lii.). But elsewhere Julian also calls the Church “our own soul,” seeing the Church as the place where Christ dwells and works (lxii.). She has been speaking of Divine Wisdom as if it were the Mother of the soul. Now she seems to lead us to the Church as to the Nursery where he cares for his children. “For one person may often be broken, but the whole Body of Holy Church has never been broken, nor ever shall be, for all eternity. Therefore it is a sure, good, and gracious thing to want, humbly and strongly, to remain attached to our Mother, Holy Church, who is Christ Jesus. For the Food of Mercy, which is his beloved blood and precious water, is abundant enough to make us beautiful and clean. The sweet, gracious hands of our Mother are ready and attentive to us. In all this work, he acts as a loving nurse who has nothing else to do but attend to the salvation of her child” (lxi.). Each soul is indeed the soul of a person. It knows itself most intimately through personal experience, which is also the only way it can come to know others. Yet each soul knows itself best in the souls of all the saints, in the fellowship of the “Blessed Common.” There every virtue is found, not in each soul at this time, but in all. The virtues are not yet at their perfect height or in their fairest bloom. They are growing in that ground where each plant bears some likeness to Christ.

With Julian the Christian Faith is not a thing added to the Mystical sight: these are, as again and again she says, seen both as one. It is the inherent Christianity of her system that makes her teaching always, in a large way, practical. For the system came at first to be seen by prayerful searching made out of her practical need of an answer to the problem of sin and sorrow; the Mystical Vision came with "contrition, compassion, and longing after God," those wounds that her contrite, pitiful, longing heart had desired should be made more deep in her life. It is through the work of grace that Julian reaches back to the gift of nature, its ground; and from the depths of this root-ground she rises soon again to the "springing and spreading" grace. So in the First of her Shewings the "higher" truth is seen: "we are all in Him beclosed," but in the Last—the conclusion and confirmation of all—the lower, yet nearer, truth, which all may know: "and He is beclosed in us." And speaking of this dwelling within the soul she speaks of His working us all into Him: "in which working He willeth that we be His helpers, giving to Him all our entending, learning His lores, keeping His laws, desiring that all be done that He doeth; truly trusting In Him" (lvii.).

For Julian, the Christian faith is not something added to mystical sight. As she says again and again, she sees them as one. The inherent Christianity of her system makes her teaching practical in a broad sense. Her system first took shape through prayerful searching, prompted by her practical need for an answer to the problem of sin and sorrow. The Mystical Vision came with "contrition, compassion, and longing after God." Her repentant, compassionate, longing heart had wanted these wounds to be made deeper in her life. Through the work of grace, Julian reaches back to the gift of nature, the ground of grace. From the depths of this root and ground, she soon rises again to the "springing and spreading" grace. So, in the first of her Showings, she sees the "higher" truth: "we are all enclosed in him." But the last Showing concludes and confirms them all. It gives the lower, yet nearer, truth that all may know: "and he is enclosed in us." Speaking of his dwelling within the soul, she also speaks of his work of drawing us all into him: "In this work he wants us to help him. We do this by giving him all our attention, learning his teachings, keeping his laws, desiring that all he does be done, and truly trusting in him" (lvii.).

Julian had prayed to feel Christ's dying pains, if it should be God's will, in order that she might feel compassion, and the visionary sight of His pain in the Face of the Crucifix filled her with pain as it grew upon her. "How might any pain be more to me than to see Him that is all my life, all my bliss, and all my joy suffer?" Yet the Shewing of Pain was but the introduction to, and for a time the accompaniment of, the Revelation; the Revelation, itself, as a whole, was of Love—the Goodness or Active Love of God. So the First Shewing, as the Ground of all the rest, was a large view of this Goodness as the Ground of all Being. Although through these earlier Shewings the Saviour's bodily pain is felt by Julian so fully in "mind" that she feels it indeed as if it were bodily anguish she bore, it is in this very experience that the shewing of Joy is made to her spirit. So when in the opening of the Revelation she tells of beholding the Passion of Christ, her first unexpected word is of sudden joy from the inner sight of the Love that God is: the sight of the Trinity:—"And in the same Shewing suddenly the Trinity fulfilled my heart most of joy. (For where JESUS appeareth, the blessed Trinity is understood, as to my sight.)" And even as Julian finds afterwards that the Last Word of the Revelation is the same as the First: "Thou shalt not be overcome," so the opening Sight already shews her that which shall be revealed all through, for learning of "more in the same," and uplifts her heart to the fulness of joy that is shewn at the close. For she feels that this shock, as it were, of Revelation—this sudden joy of seeing Love in the midst of earth's evil, beyond and beneath and in the pain that is passing, is the entrance into the joy of the Lord. "Suddenly the Trinity fulfilled my heart with utmost joy.—And so I understood it shall be in heaven without end to all that shall come there" (iv.). So at the close, when the vision was not of the Love Divine in that bending Face beneath the Crown of Thorns, but of the human love that shall spring up to meet the Divine out of the lowness of earth,—the vision of how from this body of death, as from an unsightly, shapeless, and stagnant mass of quagmire, there "sprang a full fair creature, a little Child, fully shapen and formed, agile and lively, whiter than lily; which swiftly glided up into heaven"—the spiritual shewing to the soul is this: "Suddenly thou shalt be taken from all thy pain ... and thou shalt come up above and thou shalt have me ... and thou shalt be fulfilled of love and of bliss" (lxiv.). And so in that early experience of Julian's when in her love, abandoned to pity and worship, she would not look up to Heaven from the Cross, it was also the inward sight by the higher part of her soul of the higher part of Christ's life, that Heavenly Love that could only rejoice, that overcame her frailty of flesh unwilling to suffer, and made her choose "only Jesus in weal and in woe." "Thou art my Heaven" (xix.-lv.). "All the Trinity wrought in the Passion of Jesus Christ," though only the Son of the Virgin suffered, and in seeing this, Julian saw "the Bliss of Christ's works," "the joy that is in the blissful Trinity [by reason] of the Passion of Christ"; "the Father willing all, the Son working all, the Holy Ghost confirming all."

Julian had prayed to feel Christ's dying pains, if it was God's will, so that she might feel compassion. Then she saw a vision of his pain in the face of the Crucifix. As the vision grew stronger, it filled her with pain. "How could any pain be greater for me than seeing him suffer, who is all my life, all my bliss, and all my joy?" Yet the Shewing of Pain was only an introduction to the Revelation, and for a time it accompanied the Revelation. The Revelation as a whole was about Love, the Goodness or Active Love of God. So the First Shewing, the foundation of all the others, offered a broad view of this Goodness as the foundation of all Being. Throughout these earlier Shewings, Julian felt the Saviour's bodily pain so fully in her "mind" that it seemed like bodily anguish she herself bore. Yet it was in this very experience that Joy was shown to her spirit. So, when she describes seeing Christ's Passion at the opening of the Revelation, her first unexpected words speak of sudden joy. This joy came from her inner sight of the Love that God is, the sight of the Trinity: "And in the same Shewing, the Trinity suddenly filled my heart with the greatest joy. (For where JESUS appears, I understand the blessed Trinity to be present, as I see it.)" Later, Julian finds that the Last Word of the Revelation is the same as the First: "You shall not be overcome." In the same way, the opening Sight already shows her what will be revealed throughout, so that she may learn "more of the same." It lifts her heart to the fullness of joy shown at the close. She feels that this sudden joy is like the shock of Revelation. It comes from seeing Love in the midst of earthly evil, beyond and beneath and within pain that is passing. For her, this is the entrance into the joy of the Lord. "Suddenly the Trinity filled my heart with the greatest joy. And so I understood it will be in heaven, without end, for all who come there" (iv.). At the close, the vision was no longer of Divine Love in that face bending beneath the Crown of Thorns. Instead, it was of the human love that will spring up from the lowliness of earth to meet Divine Love. From this body of death, as from an ugly, shapeless, stagnant mass of mud, there "sprang a beautiful creature, a little Child, fully shaped and formed, agile and lively, whiter than a lily. The Child swiftly glided up into heaven." The spiritual Shewing to the soul is this: "Suddenly you shall be taken from all your pain ... and you shall rise above it and have me ... and you shall be filled with love and bliss" (lxiv.). In an earlier experience, Julian's love left her absorbed in pity and worship, and she would not look up to Heaven from the Cross. Yet the higher part of her soul also saw inwardly the higher part of Christ's life. This was Heavenly Love, which could only rejoice. That sight overcame her bodily weakness and unwillingness to suffer. It made her choose "only Jesus in well-being and in woe." "You are my Heaven" (xix.-lv.). "All the Trinity worked in the Passion of Jesus Christ," though only the Son of the Virgin suffered. Seeing this, Julian saw "the Bliss of Christ's works" and "the joy in the blissful Trinity because of the Passion of Christ." She saw "the Father willing all, the Son working all, the Holy Ghost confirming all."

This complexity of the Divine-Human life in the Son of God, this union in Christ Jesus of serene untouched blessedness in the heavenly regions of His spirit with His bearing, in the active joy of a "glad giver," all the sin and sorrow of the world, is revealed as the comfort and confidence of man, whose own deepest experience is love that suffers, whose highest worship therefore must be of Love that is strong to suffer.

The Son of God’s divine and human life is complex. In Christ Jesus, serene, untouched bliss in the heavenly regions of his spirit is united with his bearing of all the world’s sin and sorrow. He bears them with the active joy of a "glad giver." This union is revealed as humanity’s comfort and confidence. Our own deepest experience is love that suffers, so our highest worship must be of Love strong enough to suffer.

It was a double joy that was shewn in Christ besides the bliss of the impassible Godhead, which is the bliss of Love without all time and beyond all deeds. For there was joy in the Passion itself: "If I might suffer more, I would suffer more," and joy in its fruits: "If thou art pleased, I am pleased." Thus, too, we are told of three ways in which our Lord would have us behold His Passion: first, "the hard pains He suffered on earth"; second, "the love that made Him to suffer passeth as far all His pains as Heaven is above earth"; third, "the joy and the bliss that made Him to be well-satisfied in it."—"With a glad countenance He looked unto His wounded Side, rejoicing" (xxii., xxiii., xxiv.).

A twofold joy was shown in Christ, apart from the bliss of his Godhead, which cannot suffer. That divine bliss is the bliss of love, beyond all time and all deeds. There was joy in the Passion itself: "If I could suffer more, I would suffer more." There was also joy in its fruits: "If you are pleased, I am pleased." We are also told of three ways our Lord wants us to view his Passion. First, "the hard pains he suffered on earth." Second, "the love that made him suffer surpasses all his pains as far as heaven is above earth." Third, "the joy and bliss that made him well satisfied in his suffering." "With a glad face, he looked at his wounded side, rejoicing" (xxii., xxiii., xxiv.).

From the sight of Love that is higher than pain comes the sight of Love that is deeper than sin. Julian had had the mystical shewing that God is all that is good, and is only good, is the life of all that is, and doeth all that is done, and she had reasoned, as others before her had reasoned, that therefore "sin hath no substance" and "sin is no deed." But perhaps it is those that are most concerned with God in creature things, that suffer most shaking from the sight of evil. Those that seek God's Kingdom in this present world, finding "the dark places of the earth" full of the habitations of cruelty, have continually the enemy as with a sword in their bones saying within them: "Where is now thy God?" "I saw," says Julian, "that He is in all things. I beheld and considered, with a soft dread, and thought: What is sin?" (xi.). So also it is immediately after the coming of the mystical Shewing made "yet more highly": "It is I, it is I, it is I that am all," that the memory of her own experience is brought to her and she sees how in her longings after God, who is all the time so close about us, around us and within,—she had always been hindered from seeing and reaching Him fully by the darkening, disturbing power of sin. "And so I looked generally upon us all, and methought: If sin had not been, we should have all been clean, and like to our Lord as He made us" (xxvii.). Thus came again the stirring of that old question over which "afore this time often I wondered," with "mourning and sorrow," "why the beginning of sin was not letted—for then, methought, all should have been well."

The vision of Love that is higher than pain leads to a vision of Love that is deeper than sin. Julian had received the mystical revelation that God is all that is good, and is only good. God is the life of all that exists and does all that is done. So Julian reasoned, as others had before her, that “sin has no substance” and “sin is no act.” But perhaps those most concerned with God in created things are most shaken by the sight of evil. Those who seek God’s Kingdom in this present world find “the dark places of the earth” full of places where cruelty dwells. The enemy is always there, as if driving a sword into their bones, asking within them: “Where is your God now?” “I saw,” says Julian, “that he is in all things. I looked and considered, with a gentle fear, and thought: What is sin?” (xi.). Something similar happens just after the mystical revelation becomes “even higher”: “It is I, it is I, it is I who am all.” Julian is reminded of her own experience. She sees how, in her longing for God, she had always been kept from seeing and reaching him fully. Sin, with its power to darken and disturb, had hindered her, though God is all the time so close around us and within us. “And so I looked at all of us in general and thought: If there had been no sin, we would all have been pure and like our Lord as he made us” (xxvii.). Thus the old question arose again. Before this time, she had often wondered, with “grief and sorrow,” “why sin was not prevented from beginning, for then, I thought, all would have been well.”

"Quid me interrogas de bono? Unus est bonus, Deus." S. Matt. xix. 17.

To this darkness, crying to God, the light came first as by a soft general dawning of comfort for faith. "Sin is behoveable (it behoved that sin should be suffered to rise) but all shall be well, and all shall be well, and all manner of things shall be well." Yet Julian, unable to take comfort to her heart over that which was still so dark to her intellect, stands "beholding things general, troublously and mourning," saying thus in her thoughts: "Ah good Lord, how might all be well, for the great hurt that is come by sin to the creature?" (xxix.).

As Julian cried out to God in this darkness, light first came like a gentle dawn, bringing comfort to her faith. "Sin is necessary (sin had to be allowed to arise) but all shall be well, and all shall be well, and all manner of things shall be well." Yet Julian could not take comfort in her heart while her mind still found the matter so dark. She stood "looking at things as a whole, troubled and grieving," and thought: "Ah, good Lord, how can all be well, when sin has caused such great harm to the creature?" (xxix.).

The answer to this double question as to sin and pain is the central theme of the Revelation, though much is still hidden and much is but dimly revealed as yet to faith. In brief account, the sight, enough for us now, is this: "Mercy, by love, suffereth us to fail [of love] in measure, and in as much as we fail, in so much we die: for it needs must be that we die in so much as we fail of the sight and feeling of God that is our life.... And grace worketh our dreadful failing into plenteous, endless solace, and grace worketh our shameful falling into high, worshipful rising; and grace worketh our sorrowful dying into holy, blissful life" (xlviii.). "By the assay of this falling we shall have an high marvellous knowing of love in God, without end. For strong and marvellous is that love that may not and will not be broken for trespass. And this is one understanding of our profit. Another is the lowness and meekness that we shall get by the sight of our falling" (lxi.). "And by this meek knowing after this manner, through contrition and grace, we shall be broken from all that is not our Lord. And then shall our blessed Saviour perfectly heal us and one us to Him" (lxxviii.).

The answer to this double question about sin and pain is the central theme of the Revelation. Yet much remains hidden, and much is still only dimly revealed to faith. Briefly, this is the vision, which is enough for us now: “Through love, mercy allows us to fail [in love] to a certain extent. And to the extent that we fail, we die. For we must die to the extent that we fail to see and feel God, who is our life.... And grace turns our dreadful failure into abundant, endless comfort. Grace turns our shameful fall into a glorious, honorable rising. And grace turns our sorrowful dying into holy, blissful life” (xlviii.). “Through the experience of this fall, we shall come to know God’s love in a great and wonderful way, forever. For strong and wonderful is the love that cannot and will not be broken by wrongdoing. This is one way to understand how we benefit. Another is the humility and gentleness we shall gain by seeing our fall” (lxi.). “And through this humble understanding, through repentance and grace, we shall be separated from all that is not our Lord. Then our blessed Savior will heal us completely and unite us with him” (lxxviii.).

Theodidacta, Profunda, Ecstatica—so Julian has been designated; perhaps she might in fuller truth be called Theodidacta, Profunda, Evangelica. She is indeed a mystic, evangelical, practical. With all her fellow-Christians and in the most deeply personal concern she looks with a tender mind on the redeeming work of God by Christ in the "glorious satisfaction" ("Asseth"), and in fervent response of love and thankfulness trusts in the blessed Passion of Christ, and in His sure keeping, and in all the restoring, fulfilling work by the Holy Ghost. But after the Mystical manner she seeks "the beyond": that is, while in no way leaving the works of mercy and grace she seeks to go back to the ground or source of them, the Goodness of God,—yes, to God Himself. "I could not have perceived of the part of Mercy but as it were alone in Love." "The Passion was a noble worshipful deed done in a time, but Love was without beginning, is, and shall be without ending."

Julian has been called Theodidacta, Profunda, Ecstatica. Perhaps it would be more accurate to call her Theodidacta, Profunda, Evangelica. She is indeed a mystic, evangelical and practical. Like all her fellow Christians, she looks with tenderness on God’s redeeming work through Christ in the "glorious satisfaction" ("Asseth"). This is also a deeply personal concern for her. With fervent love and gratitude, she trusts in Christ’s blessed Passion and his sure protection. She also trusts in all the Holy Ghost’s work of restoration and fulfillment. But, in the manner of a mystic, she seeks "the beyond". She never abandons the works of mercy and grace. Instead, she seeks to go back to their foundation and source, the goodness of God, indeed, to God himself. "I could perceive mercy only as part of love." "The Passion was a noble and honorable deed, done at a particular time. But love had no beginning, exists now, and will have no end."

The Mystical Vision is that which in outward nature sees the unseen within the seen, but it is also that which in spiritual things sees behind and beyond the temporal means, the eternal causes and ends (vi.). And it is surely here in the spiritual things, in the heart and centre of human existence, in the stress of sin and suffering, rather than amongst the gentle growing things, and flaming lights, and songs, and blameless creatures of Nature that the Beatific Vision on earth is at its highest. For here are found united the Evangel and the Vision and the Life of love. "There the soul is highest, noblest, and worthiest, where it is lowest, meekest, and mildest": it is not in nature's goodness alone that we have our life, "all our life is in three," in nature, in mercy, in grace; "whereof we have meekness, mildness, patience and pity" (lviii., lix.). Man's "spirit," the higher nature that Julian talks of, may indeed be there in the Heavenly places, as an infant's angel lying in the Father's arms, always beholding His Face in love's silence of waiting; but here in earthly places is the Prodigal Son returning, here too is the Father's embrace, and here is His earliest greeting of the son that was lost and is found. And already here in the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth (where all grow pure in the sonship obedience of Jesus Christ), are those that are kept from the first as little children, taken up in His arms and suffered to sing their Hosannahs, which perfect His praise.

The Mystical Vision sees the unseen within the visible world. In spiritual matters, it also sees beyond the temporary means to the eternal causes and purposes behind them (vi.). Surely the Beatific Vision on earth is at its highest in these spiritual matters, at the heart and center of human existence, amid the struggle with sin and suffering. It is higher there than among nature’s gently growing things, blazing lights, songs, and innocent creatures. For here the Evangel, the Vision, and the Life of love are united. "There the soul is highest, noblest, and worthiest, where it is lowest, meekest, and mildest": our life does not rest on nature’s goodness alone. "All our life is in three," in nature, in mercy, and in grace. From these "we have meekness, mildness, patience and pity" (lviii., lix.). The human "spirit," the higher nature Julian speaks of, may indeed be there in the Heavenly places. Like an infant’s angel lying in the Father’s arms, it may always behold his face in love’s silent waiting. But here in earthly places, the Prodigal Son is returning. Here too is the Father’s embrace and his first greeting to the son who was lost and is found. And already here in the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth, there are those who are kept from the beginning as little children. Here all grow pure through the obedience of Jesus Christ as Son. Those kept as little children are taken up in his arms and allowed to sing their Hosannahs, which perfect his praise.

The Revelation of Love is all centred in the Passion, and looking on the Passion in time the soul sees, in vision, the Lamb that was slain from the foundation of the world, the mind conceives how before all time the Divine Love took to itself in the Wisdom of God the mode of Manhood, and in time created Man in the same, and how thus God could be and do all that man could be and do, could exercise Love Divine in human Faith and Courage: could "take our flesh" and live on the earth as "the Man, Christ-Jesus," "in all points tempted like as we are," finding His daily Bread in the will of the Father, drinking with joy of the Wine of life in the evening cup of Death. "Pain is passing," says Julian, but in passing it leads forth love in man to its deepest living, its fairest height of pureness and strength and fulfilment. Thus it behoved the Captain of man's salvation to have His perfection here through suffering. It is the Lamb in the midst of the Throne, the Almighty Love that was slain, that is Shepherd to the Martyrs, leading them unto living fountains of waters. He that bore the yoke gives rest to the heavy-laden; blessed is He that mourned: for He comforteth with His comfort.

The Revelation of Love is centered entirely on the Passion. As the soul looks upon the Passion in time, it sees a vision of the Lamb slain from the foundation of the world. The mind understands how, before all time, Divine Love took on human nature in the Wisdom of God. In time, God created humanity in that same nature. In this way, God could be and do all that a human being could. God could express Divine Love through human faith and courage. He could "take our flesh" and live on earth as "the Man, Christ-Jesus," "in all points tempted like as we are." He found his daily Bread in the will of the Father. He drank with joy from the Wine of life in the evening cup of Death. "Pain is passing," says Julian. But as pain passes, it brings human love to its fullest life and its greatest purity, strength, and fulfillment. So the Captain of humanity’s salvation had to reach his perfection here through suffering. The Lamb in the midst of the Throne is the Shepherd of the Martyrs. He is the Almighty Love that was slain, and he leads them to living fountains of water. He who bore the yoke gives rest to those weighed down by burdens. Blessed is he who mourned, for he comforts others with his own comfort.

So in the Mediæval story, the highest Mystical Vision, the sight of the Holy Grail, comes only to him that is pure from self, and looks on the bleeding wound that sin has left in man, and is compassionate, and gives himself to service and healing.—Can ye drink of the Cup I drank of?—Love's Cup that is Death and Life.—

So in the medieval story, the highest mystical vision is the sight of the Holy Grail. It comes only to someone free of self, who looks on the bleeding wound that sin has left in humanity, feels compassion, and devotes himself to service and healing. Can you drink from the cup I drank from? Love’s cup, which is death and life.

A Key to Wagner's Parsifal, by H. von Wolzogen, translated by Ashton Ellis.

Wine of Love's joy I see thy cup Red to the trembling brim With Life outpoured, once lifted up, I drink, remembering Him.—
Wine of love’s joy, I see your cup, red with life poured out, filled to the trembling brim. Once lifted up, I drink, remembering him.

It is the mourners who are comforted: those that bear griefs of their own, or bear griefs of others fully, do not despair, though the mere onlooker may well despair. Thus the compassionate Julian's vision is of Comfort—comfort not for herself "in special," but for "the general Man"—for all her fellow-Christians. She who had long time mourned for the hurt that is come by sin to the creature, came to the sight of comfort not by turning her eyes away but by deeper compassion that found through the very wounds the healing of Love on earth, the glory of Love in Heaven. She was "filled with compassion for the Passion of Christ," and thus she saw His joy; so afterwards, she tells, "I was fulfilled in part with compassion of all mine even-Christians, for that well, well-beloved people that shall be saved. For God's servants, Holy Church, shall be shaken in sorrow and anguish and tribulation in this world, as men shake a cloth in the wind. And as to this our Lord answered in this manner: A great thing shall I make hereof in Heaven of endless worship and everlasting joys. Yea so far forth as this I saw: that our Lord joyeth of the tribulations of His servants, with ruth and compassion." "For He saith: I shall wholly break you of your vain affections and of your vicious pride: and after that I shall together gather you, and make you mild and meek, clean and holy, by oneing to me" (xxviii.). Sin is indeed "the sharpest scourge," "viler and more painful than hell, without comparison," "an horrible thing to see for the loved soul that would be all fair and shining in the sight of God, as Nature and Grace teacheth." And darkness, which overhangs the soul while here it is "meddling with any part of sin," "so that we see not clearly the Blissful Countenance of our Lord," is a lasting, life-long "natural penance" from God, the feeling of which indeed does not depart with actual sinning: "for ever the more clearly that the soul seeth this Blissful Countenance by grace of loving, the more it longeth to see it in fulness" (lxxii.). All this is in man's experience, with many other pains—pains which in individual lives have no proportionate relation to sin, though, in general, "sin is cause of pain" and "pain purgeth."—("For I tell thee, howsoever thou do thou shalt have woe"), (lxxvii., xxvii.). But the Comfort Revealed shews how sin, which "hath no part of being" and "could not be known but by the pain it is cause of," (sin which in this view may be compared to the nails of the Passion—mere dead matter, though with power to wound unto death for a time the blessed Life), sin, which is failure of human love,—leaves, notwithstanding all its horror, an opening for a fuller influx of Divine love and strength. And as to darkness, "seeking is as good as beholding, for the time that God will suffer the soul to be in travail" (x.). And as to tribulation of every kind, "the Passion of our Lord is comfort to us against all this, and so is His blessed will" (xxvii.).

It is those who mourn who are comforted. Those who bear their own griefs, or fully share the griefs of others, do not despair. Yet someone who merely looks on may well despair. So the compassionate Julian’s vision is of Comfort. It is comfort not for herself "in particular," but for "humanity as a whole," for all her fellow Christians. For a long time she had mourned the harm that sin has brought to God’s creatures. She came to see comfort not by looking away, but through a deeper compassion. Through the wounds themselves, she found the healing of Love on earth and the glory of Love in Heaven. She was "filled with compassion for the suffering of Christ," and so she saw his joy. Afterwards, she tells us, "I was partly filled with compassion for all my fellow Christians, for those dearly, dearly loved people who shall be saved. For God’s servants, Holy Church, shall be shaken by sorrow, anguish and tribulation in this world, as people shake a cloth in the wind. To this our Lord answered in this way: I shall make something great of this in Heaven, bringing endless honour and everlasting joys. Indeed, I saw this much: our Lord rejoices in the tribulations of his servants, with pity and compassion." "For he says: I shall completely free you from your empty desires and your sinful pride. After that I shall gather you together and make you gentle and humble, pure and holy, by joining you to me" (xxviii.). Sin is indeed "the sharpest scourge," "beyond comparison more vile and painful than hell." It is "a horrible thing for the loved soul to see, when it wants to be completely beautiful and radiant in God’s sight, as Nature and Grace teach it to want." While the soul is here and "involved in any way with sin," darkness hangs over it, "so that we do not see the blissful face of our Lord clearly." This darkness is a lasting, lifelong "natural penance" from God. Indeed, the feeling of this penance does not end when actual sinning ends. "For the more clearly the soul sees this blissful face through the grace of love, the more it longs to see it fully" (lxxii.). All this is part of human experience, along with many other pains. In individual lives, these pains are not proportional to sin, though, in general, "sin is the cause of pain" and "pain purifies." ("For I tell you, whatever you do, you shall have sorrow"), (lxxvii., xxvii.). But the Comfort Revealed shows how sin leaves an opening for a fuller flow of Divine love and strength, despite all its horror. Sin "has no part in being" and "could not be known except by the pain it causes." In this view, sin may be compared to the nails of the Passion. They were mere lifeless matter, though they had the power to wound the blessed Life to death for a time. Sin is a failure of human love. As for darkness, "seeking is as good as seeing, for as long as God allows the soul to struggle" (x.). And as for tribulation of every kind, "our Lord’s suffering comforts us against all this, and so does his blessed will" (xxvii.).

Goodness is Active Love, love that moves. It draws back from the finite creature, as a wave draws back from the shore. In doing so, it "suffers" sin's emptiness to appear. But this absence of love is allowed for a time. Love can then return in its full force, against which evil is nothing. It may cover desolate nature with a depth, height, and fullness never known before. (See lvii.).

The parts may seem to come by chance and to be "amiss," but the whole, and in the whole each part, is ordered. "And when we be all brought up above, then shall we see clearly in God the secret things which be now hid to us. Then shall none of us be stirred to say: Lord, if it had been thus, then it had been full well: but we shall all say with one voice: Lord, blessed mayst Thou be, for it is thus: it is well; and now we see verily that all things are done as it was then ordained before that anything was made" (xi., lxxxv.). "Moreover He that shall be our bliss when we are there, is our Keeper while we are here"; and the Last Word of the Revelation is the same as the First; "Thou shalt not be overcome." "He said not: Thou shalt not be tempested, thou shalt not be travailed, thou shalt not be distressed; but He said: Thou shalt not be overcome."

The parts may seem to happen by chance and to be "wrong," but the whole is ordered, and every part within it is ordered. "When we are all brought up to heaven, we will see clearly in God the secret things now hidden from us. Then none of us will be moved to say: Lord, if it had happened this way, it would have been very good. Instead, we will all say with one voice: Lord, may you be blessed, for this is how it is. It is well, and now we truly see that all things are done as they were ordained before anything was made" (xi., lxxxv.). "Moreover, he who will be our joy when we are there is our protector while we are here." The Last Word of the Revelation is the same as the First: "You will not be overcome." "He did not say: You will not be tossed by storms, you will not struggle, you will not be distressed. But he said: You will not be overcome."

This is God's comfort. And that here, meanwhile, we should take His comfort is Julian's chief desire and instruction. For Julian, who speaking so much of sin as a strange and troubling sight, yet gives as examples of sin only a slothful mistrusting despondency,—speaks indeed of faith and hope and charity, compassion and meekness, but scarcely exhorts except to the cheerful enduring of tribulation. So she gives counsel as to "rejoicing more in His whole love than sorrowing in our often fallings"; as to "living gladly and merrily for love's sake" in our penance of darkness (lxxii.-lxxxi.). And in general, for all experiences of life, "It is God's will that we take His promises and His comfortings as largely and as mightily as we may take them, and also He willeth that we take our abiding and our troubles as lightly as we may take them, and set them at nought" (lxiv., lxv., xv.).

This is God's comfort. Julian's chief wish and instruction is that we should accept his comfort here, in the meantime. Although she often speaks of sin as a strange and troubling sight, her only example of sin is a sluggish, distrustful despair. She does speak of faith, hope, and charity, compassion and humility. But she scarcely urges anything except the cheerful endurance of suffering. So she advises us to "rejoice more in his complete love than to grieve over our frequent falls" and to "live gladly and cheerfully for love's sake" during our penance of darkness (lxxii.-lxxxi.). And for all of life's experiences, she says, "God wants us to accept his promises and comforts as fully and powerfully as we can. He also wants us to bear our waiting and troubles as lightly as we can, and to count them as nothing" (lxiv., lxv., xv.).

"We are all one in comfort," says Julian, "all the gracious comfort was for all mine even-Christians." Sin separates, pain isolates, but salvation and comfort unite.

"We all share the same comfort," says Julian, "all this gracious comfort was for all my fellow Christians." Sin separates us, and pain isolates us, but salvation and comfort unite us.

And lastly, in this mystical vision of the oneness of man with God in Christ, man is seen not only as united in himself in the diverse parts of his nature, and as one with his fellow man, but as joined to that which is below him. How often of one good and another, as of that fair and sacred "service of the Mother"—"nearest, readiest, and surest"—"in the creatures by whom it is done," do we hear Julian's confident word of Sacramental declaration: "It is Christ." "For God is all that is good, as to my sight, and God hath made all that is made: and he that loveth generally all his even-Christians for God, he loveth all that is. For in Mankind that shall be saved is comprehended all: that is to say, all that is made and the Maker of all. For in Man is God, and God is in all. And I hope," adds Julian, in words that are fitting to take for her courteous, her tender, "Good Speed" ere we pass to her book—altogether like her as they are, even to the careful, conditional "if" (for nothing, not even comfort, behoves to be "overdone much"), "I hope by the grace of God he that beholdeth it thus shall be truly taught and mightily comforted, if he needeth comfort" (ix.).

Lastly, this mystical vision shows humanity as one with God in Christ. Each person is united within themselves, despite the different parts of their nature, and is one with their fellow human beings. But humanity is also joined to what is below it. How often Julian speaks of one good thing or another, such as the beautiful and sacred "service of the Mother," "nearest, readiest, and surest," as it is performed "in the creatures by whom it is done." And how often we hear her confident sacramental declaration: "It is Christ." "For God is all that is good, as I see it, and God has made all that is made. Whoever loves all their fellow Christians for God's sake loves all that is. For all is included in the humanity that will be saved. That is to say, it includes all that is made and the Maker of all. For God is in humanity, and God is in all. And I hope," Julian adds, in words that offer a fitting, courteous, tender "Good Speed" before we turn to her book. The words are entirely like her, even in their careful, conditional "if." For nothing, not even comfort, should be "overdone much." "I hope that, by God's grace, whoever sees it this way will be truly taught and greatly comforted, if they need comfort" (ix.).

Deus ubique est, et totus ubique est. All things are gathered up in Man, and Man is gathered up in Christ; and Christ is gathered up in the Bosom of the Father. So the world of the lower creation makes promise: All things are yours; and the Church says over its offering, lifted up: Ye are Christ's; and from the stillness the voice of peace is heard: And Christ is God's. "All the promises of God in Him are Yea and in Him Amen, unto the glory of God by us." All the promises of God: the blossom that floated to the ground; "the lily of a day" that "fell and died that night"; the "little Child, whiter than lily, that swiftly glided up into Heaven"—all the utterances silenced here—in Him are Yea and in Him Amen: Yea on earth and Amen for ever. "He turneth the shadow of death into the morning."

God is everywhere, and wholly present everywhere. All things are gathered up in humanity, and humanity is gathered up in Christ. Christ is gathered up in the heart of the Father. So the world of lower creation makes this promise: All things are yours. The Church lifts up its offering and says: You are Christ's. And out of the stillness comes the voice of peace: And Christ is God's. "All God's promises in him are Yes and in him Amen, bringing glory to God through us." All God's promises include the blossom that floated to the ground. They include "the lily of a day" that "fell and died that night". They include the "little Child, whiter than a lily, who swiftly rose into Heaven". All these voices, silenced here, are Yes and Amen in him: Yes on earth and Amen forever. "He turns the shadow of death into morning."

May 1901.

May 1901.